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I got sick (thanks to my brother) and I feel ****ing awful. I only had a sore throat (and the usual headaches) today, but I'm dealing with the other symptoms now and I woke up feeling like I needed to throw up. And of course I get sick right after my two day offs, so I'll have to work for five days straight like this... I think I'll have the same problem I did at school; Too lethargic to be productive, but not ill enough to stay home. Ughhh.
 
I got sick (thanks to my brother) and I feel ****ing awful. I only had a sore throat (and the usual headaches) today, but I'm dealing with the other symptoms now and I woke up feeling like I needed to throw up. And of course I get sick right after my two day offs, so I'll have to work for five days straight like this... I think I'll have the same problem I did at school; Too lethargic to be productive, but not ill enough to stay home. Ughhh.
Damn that sucks, not to insert myself in your situation but I've also been sick all week and it's been a pain in the ass (I feel better today so please don't worry about me), I hope you get well soon.
 
still on the job hunt but it's not looking too hot. i can't believe I'm burnt out already. i really wish i felt confident about my skills but i constantly feel like I'm lagging behind and just overall incapable of doing what ppl are asking me to do. lowkey want to pivot back into my previous industry but i sacrificed a lot to come here.
 
The election results make me very sad and angry, there isn't much to say other than that. but I hope those who voted for the other less qualified candidate get everything they deserve, no sympathy from me.

But other than that my mom has had quite a few interviews for a new job and she's very pleased with how they have been going! It's very encouraging for her so hopefully something works out.
 
I'm just really annoyed by my online social anxiety. I want to trade with people so bad in games, like Animal Jam for example, but my anxiety stops me. I know people can't hurt me. I know it's just pixels. I know it's all in good fun. I also know the other players are probably my age or younger. Despite all this logic, I can't bring myself to do it. I wish there was a way to calm myself down about it.
 
I'm really disappointed in this country.. It just. Makes me sad. I guess. :")
Anyway, I have had a migraine almost all day. My stepmom was being nasty about me having to clean the house tonight, despite having a migraine. Whatever bro, at least I get to go to a toy/collectible show/convention tomorrow. Something to look forward to, I guess.

EDIT: I just read my Community Time Capsule message from 2019 me to 2024 me. I am going to cry. LMAO.
 
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I feel like some people are gonna blame me for not voting for Harris in the 2024 election (even though I didn't vote for Trump, either.) In fact, I didn't vote for anybody in this election because I'm not even registered to vote. Regardless of who won the election, one side is gonna throw a hissy for about it because the candidate THEY rooted for didn't win and the other side is gonna be like "haha, in your face! we won! suck it, losers!" It's like if you vote for Trump, you're a terrible person, if you vote for Harris, you're a terrible person, if you don't vote at all, you're a terrible person.

I like to follow the latest news on politicians and all things politics on the news and stuff out of curiosity. I'm lowkey afraid of even mentioning my political views to anybody because I'm pretty sure people are gonna tell me crap like "you must be a (blank) supporter!" or "you're just a racist/sexist/homophobe/transphobe/whatever!" It's just so goddamn depressing to see relationships fall apart because of political differences, and I'm afraid of upsetting or pissing off people around me because my political views don't personally align with theirs.
 
Weekends being my only lie in were cut short when my sister decides to ring me several times 7am ish, and was more angry me not picking up then caring about me sleeping in.
Another fustrating bit when trying to get the facetime to work so she can speak to my mum instead, while I left to wake up, take headache pills and wash up to try and relax me.
She also thinks theres loads of jobs out there, or think it be easy for me to get a manager job when I told her last I checked there were only teaching, gardening, and managering jobs. Not caring if that is what I want to proceed with.

My ginger cat Taishi has also been pretty sick today, I'm just hoping the sick is just bringing out the worse and that she will be better.
If I worry too much it will go to head and I will just continue to freak out at little things.

Because my sleep has been ruined, I had a cat nap but I wasn't happy with this because I don't have many days before that training. And I won't be able to handle doing anything afterwards. There's also the fact that I would have work in the morning, rush to get buses to travel there, I've had to ask what will be happening about lunch because the training is over six hours, travel back home - rinse and repeat.
Though Tuesdays are more harder, because of my evening class, meaning after training, that day I get another bus to go to class and I have no idea if they will let me in that early.
 
I feel like some people are gonna blame me for not voting for Harris in the 2024 election (even though I didn't vote for Trump, either.) In fact, I didn't vote for anybody in this election because I'm not even registered to vote. Regardless of who won the election, one side is gonna throw a hissy for about it because the candidate THEY rooted for didn't win and the other side is gonna be like "haha, in your face! we won! suck it, losers!" It's like if you vote for Trump, you're a terrible person, if you vote for Harris, you're a terrible person, if you don't vote at all, you're a terrible person.

I like to follow the latest news on politicians and all things politics on the news and stuff out of curiosity. I'm lowkey afraid of even mentioning my political views to anybody because I'm pretty sure people are gonna tell me crap like "you must be a (blank) supporter!" or "you're just a racist/sexist/homophobe/transphobe/whatever!" It's just so goddamn depressing to see relationships fall apart because of political differences, and I'm afraid of upsetting or pissing off people around me because my political views don't personally align with theirs.
I agree. I’m especially angrier at those who bully the politically neutral (moderates and those who are indifferent) than those who bully the other side. The two candidates running for president has given us a good reason not to vote for them. Yet these spoiled brats would say “if you don’t vote for my candidate, then you’re evil”. I am deeply offended when someone says that being neutral is evil, and that anyone who doesn’t agree with them contradicts reality. This is not just bullying and discrimination. It’s also contributing to the polarization.
 
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