What's Bothering You?

My cat Mocha isn't doing well. He's very old and already has health issues. I think he's nearing the end of his life
 

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i feel conflicted over my beliefs. i won't get into the specifics but my parents are religious, they have made me partake in religious activities since i was very little.

i've noticed recently that somehow i don't click with some of their religion's teachings. maybe it's because of their stance against queer relationships or how they believe the world was made.

it feels weird because i was taught that the reason why i don't feel right is because i'm not communicating with the judgement above and i can't be bothered to do any of the things this religion really needs me to do, but there's a part of me that believes that there is more to this than just mere faith. or even, what if faith has nothing to do with it whatsoever...

long story short, i don't feel religious, but i feel like i should be, but i feel like i don't want to be, and it's like a war against myself already :\
no replies, no reactions, and no pms about this, whether it's here or on discord
 
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Update: Mocha just passed away

Oh nooooooo, I'm so sorry this happened. : (

I know how much Mocha meant to you and it really is devastating to lose a pet like that. I'm sure Mocha was well taken care of while he was alive and was only the bestest of bois. I hope that you can feel better in time and that Mocha is in a better place now. 😞 💚
 
Oh nooooooo, I'm so sorry this happened. : (

I know how much Mocha meant to you and it really is devastating to lose a pet like that. I'm sure Mocha was well taken care of while he was alive and was only the bestest of bois. I hope that you can feel better in time and that Mocha is in a better place now. 😞 💚

Thank you so much. He had a rough life before he lived with me. Was very neglected for most of his life by his owner. I took good care of him though and gave him lots of love and care. We didn’t have long together. Only a year. But I loved him and he will always be in my heart forever. Such a good boy
 
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One day I commuted home from school and my bed was gone. Another person in my family wanted to get rid of her bed, so they swapped mine. (And didn't bother asking first).

Well, this new bed they placed in my room was falling apart. The frame was quite literally protruding straight out and I cut myself on it multiple times. Also I couldn't sit on the bed without it ricocheting everywhere. It also took up half my room and was way too big. So I quietly moved to the couch and started sleeping there permanently.

This morning I'm told another new bed. It's an air mattress. And it's way too big and low to the ground. I had to place a chair in the room so I don't have to strain my neck to see the TV.

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I'm just one person. I don't want 50% of my room space taken up. I've mentioned this before. My original bed was fine and I never wanted it switched.

Then I got complained at when I mentioned I was just going to keep sleeping on the couch. (I'm honestly fine with the couch). I'm half tempted to deflate this thing so I can have my room back.

Although it will get me snipped at.
 
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