I haven't been able to sleep for the past couple of weeks or so. I have been tossing and turning, and last night it dawned on me... my cat passed away. I haven't been able to sleep because her warm little curled up ball of fur hasn't been next to me.
I toss and turn anyway, but without her in just the right position next to my hip (where she knew I couldn't knee her) I seem to know something is off while I am sleeping. I used to wake up slightly, put my hand on her and fall back asleep.
I miss her, and I hope I can sleep without expecting her next to me. I didn't know how much Gracie made an impact on me.
I toss and turn anyway, but without her in just the right position next to my hip (where she knew I couldn't knee her) I seem to know something is off while I am sleeping. I used to wake up slightly, put my hand on her and fall back asleep.
I miss her, and I hope I can sleep without expecting her next to me. I didn't know how much Gracie made an impact on me.