What's Bothering You?

I haven't been able to sleep for the past couple of weeks or so. I have been tossing and turning, and last night it dawned on me... my cat passed away. I haven't been able to sleep because her warm little curled up ball of fur hasn't been next to me.

I toss and turn anyway, but without her in just the right position next to my hip (where she knew I couldn't knee her) I seem to know something is off while I am sleeping. I used to wake up slightly, put my hand on her and fall back asleep.

I miss her, and I hope I can sleep without expecting her next to me. I didn't know how much Gracie made an impact on me.
 
So there's this small road I have to cross over to get to work. Very simple crossing the road, on a street that is mainly surrounded by houses and not really a common road. Yet the road does get busy.
Maybe it's me but tell me why literally 8 or 9 cars drove pass and not let me cross the road? I'm standing there waiting and they just- it just really urks me. Literally one of these vars I saw let someone cross a road before mine. I looked as if I was gonna go across and they still didn't stop.

Also, at work, I can make any coffee, but I just have a hard time understanding how ti make a bloody cortardo
What is this thing, even trying to look up how to make it is confusing 😕
 
Lmaoooo I ****ing hate high school so much

Okay so I went to go to the bathroom, and then I saw some guys standing around… doing that… thing (the thing that begins with a v that high schoolers are obsessed with). I’m really not sure what to do. I know I should tell, but also I don’t want to. I wish I went to the bathroom a little later so I wouldn’t even be in this situation

Can’t wait to graduate so I don’t have to deal with this bull**** anymore

Like I said don’t reply. I’m not looking for advice
 
So very tired . This storm was crazy and so much flooding and trees down. No power and no way to know when it will come back. I went to work this morning with my best friend since her husband drove us . These people are crazy and mad that we don’t have items. We can’t get trucks down here with all the flooding and power outages. I get people being frustrated. It would be nice if they were a little kinder and understanding. Also not sure how we are getting back home since I heard they closed another road due to flooding.
 
Had a doctor's appointment yesterday for a checkup, and of course I fail to mention an ongoing health problem that I've been having for months (as well as another one I got recently). I have to wait another four weeks for my next checkup (unless I make an emergency appointment, but I don't think it is one?), so I feel like a total idiot.

Also been busy with life, and nervous about doing job applications. I got so many responsibilities dumped on me and I wish I started working on some stuff sooner.
 
The internet connection broke down on me when I tried to start a Mario Kart 8 session earlier. Still, the internet works right after I moved the session to 8pm like the internet is picky. I'll try to figure this out regardless.

Really late edit: finally got the internet working on the 8pm session and got the session through
 
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Thank you to one of my relatives who decided to 'lecture' me on stuff I should have already accomplished at my age.

It's never 'how are things going'? it's always 'i'm going to talk over you and yell all my criticisms and not let you get a word in'. Especially when I've been making a genuine effort to push through depression this year and life has been progressive. Slowly, but I've been moving forward and it's been a good year personally. Maybe I'm still not perfect, but yeah sure, sit there and criticize me in front of others.

This type of thing makes me want to eventually cut contact with my family. Like my older siblings have mostly done.
 
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