What's Bothering You?

I got a couple of ability patches from a ditto tera raid. The next raid i tried doing froze at the starting menu and I lost everything and the eggs I was hatching too :/. the glitches and bugs in this game are so ridiculous. how can such a successful game franchise fail in so many ways with this game? the game is fun but it really falls far from meeting the quality of the original games. It bothers me also how big of a quality difference there is between this and sword/shield (aside from the multiplayer aspect). Also, I really wish they’d do away with trade evolutions rather than add more. I’ve always hated them. I liked when Feebas evolved by raising its beauty.
 
probably kinda stupid, but ever since that incident happened a while ago, collectibles have kinda put a bad taste in my mouth. especially ones that are considered super rare. like I've come to associate many of them with stress, and that really sucks.

also have been giving thought to joining a martial arts class off and on for quite a while now (as in, probably over a year at this point), but the main place in town that offers classes only does them in the evening and starts literally a short while before my shift ends at work. I would like to ask my supervisor if I could start working earlier in the day, but I don't know if that's even possible given the current circ schedule. I'll likely have to find a class somewhere else that happens during the day and not in the evening. and honestly, if I move up to full time then I still may not be able to participate, because my hours would be even less flexible. I don't know. I really would like to do this but of course work will get in the way. 🫠
 
I feel like I'll never get better. I hate having BPD so much. I ruin everything I touch, even relationships with the people I love very much. I don't know why anyone puts up with me. I feel like a terrible person. I lash out in fits of rage very often, more often than I used to. I feel guilt, anguish, regret. I wish I didn't destroy everything that came into my life 😭
 
i have bpd too and ive been going through this exact same issue lately, so i know how you feel. i just want u to know you're not alone and even though it seems bleak right now im sure things will get better, for both of us 🫂
 
Got several new neighbors, it's a bit uncomfortable because there was a little forest there before and now we have people peering in our backyard, they are a bit loud as well and this morning one of them was walking in our flowerbeds and took our stones... and didn't bring them back.... what's next? I'm super annoyed already, I wish we could just put back the forest and forget about them. Could be worse, in some streets with single houses, they destroyed old houses and built apartments with balconies giving on people's backyard, imagine, some people had cute country houses with orchards as neighbors and now it's a building with dozen of balconies watching them playing in their pool.
 
Going to see my show Spirited Away at theatre today, and aparantely the clothes I chose to wear, to my mum, isn't apprioate or go well together :/
It was a miku black top, and a thin, flower cardigan thing. And for some reason she thought thats all I be wearing, when I told her obviously I would be wearing a coat or something else today!
And she said I should wear something as if I was going to a bloody interview???

I never get to wear my nice clothes, like Miku, because I only go to work, and don't go out much which I know isnt great. I could wear something at home but I usually just wear pjamas around the house.
I would've likes to wear something studio gibli but I don't have that, so my cloest was Miku.

Most of my clothes don't go well together honestly, and I really ain't bothered by things 'going well together.'
 
Going to see my show Spirited Away at theatre today, and aparantely the clothes I chose to wear, to my mum, isn't apprioate or go well together :/
It was a miku black top, and a thin, flower cardigan thing. And for some reason she thought thats all I be wearing, when I told her obviously I would be wearing a coat or something else today!
And she said I should wear something as if I was going to a bloody interview???

I never get to wear my nice clothes, like Miku, because I only go to work, and don't go out much which I know isnt great. I could wear something at home but I usually just wear pjamas around the house.
I would've likes to wear something studio gibli but I don't have that, so my cloest was Miku.

Most of my clothes don't go well together honestly, and I really ain't bothered by things 'going well together.'
Your mum definitely has the wrong vibe. When I went last month most people were wearing their normal everyday clothes, e.g. jeans and a t-shirt.
 
For the second time in three days I've fully overheated without explanation. My girlfriend walked home in a leather jacket and I was stripped down to just a vest and sweating buckets. Let's hope Friday's blood test finds a cause with an easy solution. 😬

Legs are also in agony and blood isn't reaching my feet properly so they are ice cold. A friend massaged my calves for me on Saturday and it helped. Partner's offered to try it tonight. Might be something I need to learn to do myself though but it is a challenge pushing past the pain on your own body. 😅
I haven’t been in this thread for a while, but wanted to commiserate with you. Two nights ago I was PROFUSELY sweating, like dripping, could have scooped it into a sample cup and gotten volume. Hair was soaked, everything. It woke me up, it was so bad. Hope you’ve been feeling a little better since this happened to you. 🫂
 
For the second time in three days I've fully overheated without explanation. My girlfriend walked home in a leather jacket and I was stripped down to just a vest and sweating buckets. Let's hope Friday's blood test finds a cause with an easy solution. 😬

Legs are also in agony and blood isn't reaching my feet properly so they are ice cold. A friend massaged my calves for me on Saturday and it helped. Partner's offered to try it tonight. Might be something I need to learn to do myself though but it is a challenge pushing past the pain on your own body. 😅
omg i am going through something very similar but it’s moved to my foot mostly and as been swelling there

my blood test hasn’t come back yet but from when it started it got worse for a few days and then slowly died down to being manageable, so i hope the same goes for you :>
 
I'm forced to start with my favorite face with my least favorite haircut. It doesn't look good with anything 😶 Imo its so goofy. I never liked how ac never have any good long hairstyles. Everything is too short or odd for me.
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I wish other people my age shared my interests. At school, there’s a few kids that do, but since everyone is teenagers, almost all that anyone talks about is gossip that I don’t care about, sexual/disturbing stuff, or just stupid **** in general. I always feel like I don’t fit in because I can’t relate to anyone. Even with people that I do consider friends, I feel kind of introverted and don’t really say anything.

Weird how many posts I’m making about school when I’m not even in school right now. But this is all stuff that I can’t stop thinking about for some reason.
 
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