What's Bothering You?
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Firesquids
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I live in Texas too, so I know how disastrous it’s been. .-.
xSuperMario64x
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I haven't been a very good friend/coworker this past week and I'm so upset at myself for it 
I don't want to keep blaming my mania and making excuses, but this isn't who I am. I'm not defined by my mental health issues. mania brings out a bad side of me and I hate that. but I understand my mistakes and I don't need sympathy or forgiveness, I need to learn from those mistakes.
I don't want to keep blaming my mania and making excuses, but this isn't who I am. I'm not defined by my mental health issues. mania brings out a bad side of me and I hate that. but I understand my mistakes and I don't need sympathy or forgiveness, I need to learn from those mistakes.
Parents are now being petty, won't talk to me or eat dinner with me.
I was tryin to say a story and they kept interpreting me during it (while also calling my coworker names). They do that alot, interrupt not just me but my sis too when we try to ever say anythin story-like. It gets to the point that of one of us, sis or I, tries to talk to everyone, they literally like phase us out and the parents start having their own conversation as she or I are literally full blown talking. We both notice it and we're both sick of it.
So finally I say 'can you please stop interrupting me' to which my dad laughs, treats it as a joke and says no. I snap and say **** it I don't want to say it anymore I don't care, then they get mad at me cause God forbid I raise my tone by an octive and expression frustration at a habit they do ALOT.
My dad already ate dinner and my mom texted me as she was half way throu hers that it was ready, somethin she never really does, so when I sit down she ends up leaving after a few mins. So I'm eating dinner alone. She won't talk to me during dinner and it's so maddening. God forbid I get mad at somethin they both were constantly doing and have done for years, finally say somethin to their face about it and now they don't talk to me.
I'm tired of this one sided caring, why do I always have to ask how was their day/work/whatever when they can't even pretend to care how mine went when I try to tell them. Even yesterday I was talking to my mom about somethin work related and she went in her bedroom and closed the door on my face as I was still talking to her. I walk off and say to my dad who was in the kitchen, so the next room over, 'wow not like I was talking or anythin'. She miraculously hears that, comes out and said she thought I was done talking. I was literally mid-sentence.
Now they aren't talking to me and are almost avoiding me. And ofcourse they'll still get mad at me somehow cause I'm the one who got mad at them.
I was tryin to say a story and they kept interpreting me during it (while also calling my coworker names). They do that alot, interrupt not just me but my sis too when we try to ever say anythin story-like. It gets to the point that of one of us, sis or I, tries to talk to everyone, they literally like phase us out and the parents start having their own conversation as she or I are literally full blown talking. We both notice it and we're both sick of it.
So finally I say 'can you please stop interrupting me' to which my dad laughs, treats it as a joke and says no. I snap and say **** it I don't want to say it anymore I don't care, then they get mad at me cause God forbid I raise my tone by an octive and expression frustration at a habit they do ALOT.
My dad already ate dinner and my mom texted me as she was half way throu hers that it was ready, somethin she never really does, so when I sit down she ends up leaving after a few mins. So I'm eating dinner alone. She won't talk to me during dinner and it's so maddening. God forbid I get mad at somethin they both were constantly doing and have done for years, finally say somethin to their face about it and now they don't talk to me.
I'm tired of this one sided caring, why do I always have to ask how was their day/work/whatever when they can't even pretend to care how mine went when I try to tell them. Even yesterday I was talking to my mom about somethin work related and she went in her bedroom and closed the door on my face as I was still talking to her. I walk off and say to my dad who was in the kitchen, so the next room over, 'wow not like I was talking or anythin'. She miraculously hears that, comes out and said she thought I was done talking. I was literally mid-sentence.
Now they aren't talking to me and are almost avoiding me. And ofcourse they'll still get mad at me somehow cause I'm the one who got mad at them.
mom and i had a run in w/ a racist at the bank today 
gotta love it out here, really
she took it coolly and was even laughing about it when we were in the car, but i don't think i'm that cool about such things :/ its still bothering me
gotta love it out here, reallyshe took it coolly and was even laughing about it when we were in the car, but i don't think i'm that cool about such things :/ its still bothering me
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ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
The thought of my mom not being there for my graduation makes me feel even worse about going. Just the fact that she'll never see any of my big achievements in life is pretty saddening. She wasn't really there as a parent even when she was alive, but it still sucks...
I just have a lot on my mind, and it's mostly about my mom. I miss her.
I just have a lot on my mind, and it's mostly about my mom. I miss her.
Just a dumb tech complaint this time thanks to bad timing. So I’ve been staying back and forth between my uncle’s house in the middle of nowhere and the apartment I’m moving out of in a few weeks and just got a new iPhone 15 today. I tried connecting to his Wi-Fi to restore the backups of my apps, but it’s not compatible with this phone. It won’t download them over cellular either and I don’t have my laptop with me so I’m stuck using Discord on my phone browser. Let me just say mobile browser Discord is almost unusable, and with how bad the mobile app has gotten that’s saying a lot. Gotta wait until tomorrow to go to the library, use their internet, and download my apps again.
Dunquixote
No dms and discord messages
This is minor: just worried about my last team cheer. I’m probably overthinking it but I’m worried what I said with my entry sounds awkward. I’m still hurt about the 
reactions but what I said I meant to be sincere. I didn’t expect anyone to cheer me on during the streamed sessions but people on all teams were really kind and supportive. I wanted to thank my team especially for being patient with me (I don’t know who reacted aside from maybe one; I was afraid to look and deleted my comment on the discord). I’d edit my post but I don’t want to mess up my entry >.< I think I’m starting to feel the effects of staying up too late too >.<
Also am having trouble watching the mario party streams and chatting since I’m so anxious about saying something and getting again. I wish my brain would let it go since everyone has forgotten. I have OCD and when something bothers me I can’t let it go :/.
I’m kicking myself for deleting that post and also for even trying to chat
reactions but what I said I meant to be sincere. I didn’t expect anyone to cheer me on during the streamed sessions but people on all teams were really kind and supportive. I wanted to thank my team especially for being patient with me (I don’t know who reacted aside from maybe one; I was afraid to look and deleted my comment on the discord). I’d edit my post but I don’t want to mess up my entry >.< I think I’m starting to feel the effects of staying up too late too >.<Also am having trouble watching the mario party streams and chatting since I’m so anxious about saying something and getting
again. I wish my brain would let it go since everyone has forgotten. I have OCD and when something bothers me I can’t let it go :/.I’m kicking myself for deleting that post and also for even trying to chat
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Next day, and no pay..meaning I have to actually go in person to talk to her, I am severaly bad at confrontation omg.
My emotions are usually out of wrack because for the longest time, I kept them bottled up. So, anything can set me up for tears, when I want to try and be as formal, and figure out what's going on with my money.
One of my coworkers said something about that boss said I did my hours incorrect, because half the time she tells the other coworkers that once they get in, I can leave (which is insane, one day because of that I only did an hour and a half FOR ONE DAY) but that wasn't what we agreed on, and even then, I did write down the time on the days I was told, and there were times the coworkers forgot to tell me to go.
Its not that hard changing an hour or some bull, but if there was a problem, she could've done the reasonable thing and contacted me. Which I haven't gotten anything.
My emotions are usually out of wrack because for the longest time, I kept them bottled up. So, anything can set me up for tears, when I want to try and be as formal, and figure out what's going on with my money.
One of my coworkers said something about that boss said I did my hours incorrect, because half the time she tells the other coworkers that once they get in, I can leave (which is insane, one day because of that I only did an hour and a half FOR ONE DAY) but that wasn't what we agreed on, and even then, I did write down the time on the days I was told, and there were times the coworkers forgot to tell me to go.
Its not that hard changing an hour or some bull, but if there was a problem, she could've done the reasonable thing and contacted me. Which I haven't gotten anything.
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