What's Bothering You?

I'm at the point of my life where I have enough money to buy all the games but not enough time to play them. ;w;
 
Got my results back for my previous project yesterday, and I passed... yet I'm a bit disappointed, because the biggest criticism that was written for one of my assignments was something that would have been evident since the early drafting stage, yet the tutors I showed/described it to never mentioned it.
Considering that they consistently gave feedback for other areas I needed to improve on, and praised the draft enough that I was genuinely happy with it until now, I can't help but feel a little cheated out of a better grade? I know they wouldn't intentionally do that, but still. ._.
 
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My anxiety and depression are better since going on medication, but some of the side-effects have led to the return of some very unhealthy thought patterns that I haven't dealt with in years and thought I'd gotten over. I'm fighting them but it's not easy and I really just want to go back to normal ;-; I might be sliiightly better on the new medicine but it's still too early to really tell, and it's certainly not as big/immediate of an improvement as I was hoping for.
 
I'm already getting bug bites in uncomfortable spots and it's not even summer... I've been itchy all day. The weather is sunny, sure, but still chilly. Got a bite on the skin between my middle and ring fingers, how does that even happen?? I've always been vulnerable to bites.

Just **** off already, bugs...
 
I feel like my depression is “getting bad” again; tbh, it was still there even on my my better days recently. Probably would help if I didn’t stay up as late as I’ve been, but at the same time going to bed means intrusive thoughts while trying to sleep; I do have sleeping medicine but I’m trying not to touch them considering some things I’m trying to avoid thinking about. Genshin isn’t helping since the whole thing with support and my emails has turned me off. Still the whole thing with my best friend is depressing me.

my medicine is starting to kick in now so on a better note, there is a good chance my mood will improve more by the end of the day or whenever I go to bed.
 
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My boss told me today, before I left, that next week her and some of her family will be away; out of the country. Meaning, lil' old me will have to do most days next week and all hours, by myself. We open at 7am,and close about 4:30pm on the weekdays. Mind you I get up at 5am, so I can actually do something before work, and calm me before the day happens.

It's gonna be a nightmare.
This hasn;t been the first btw. A single worker should not be used to this!
And like, half the time, nothing happens at work. I do as much as I can (with what I am being paid) so sometimes I do try and bring in some writing work to focus on, but they've been complaingin that I have been doing stuff at work that isn't work. If she tries messaging me about this, since she can see me through the cameras, I won't care. She can't stop me. But even doing that, I feel like Im wasting my time.

I really am trying to find another job, but the energy to do any of the things needed is hardly there half the time, and my self esteem in my skills is so low.
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haahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaa guess who has to do the WHOLE WEEK BY MYSELF AGAIN
7AM-4:30PM I WAS TOLD ONLY A WEEK, WHAT ARE THEY EVEN DOING
THIS JOB IS A NIGHTMARE

I will do my best to finish off the scrap book, but with so lil time between work I don't even know. I don't even know anything anymore. My thing with the scrap book that is makig it difficult is the drawing, I wouldnt mind doing it at work, but i dont want things getting wet. I can try and do the wriring event while workinh.
And i am not pushing myself,i just dont want this week to just be all about WORK,i want to enjoy things again
 

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