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i’m so, so sorry. i know how much she meant to you. 💔 maybelle was such a gorgeous girl, and you gave her the best life possible. she was so lucky to have you as her mom.

i know how shattering pet loss is, and how isolating it can feel. my pms are always open to you if you ever want to talk. sending you sm love. 🫂❤️
 
My 14 year old cat Maybelle died today and I am devastated over it
God I wish we had a hug react, I'm so so sorry to hear this. 🫂 I know you did an incredible job caring for her, and that she felt safe, happy, and loved by you. My heart goes out to you, and I wish you all the comfort, peace, and healing. 🤍💙
 
Thank you so much for the kind words everyone, they mean a lot to me. My sister took her to be cremated so I should have her ashes in a day or so. It's already so weird her not being here. I still have my other cat Mustachio, but the house suddenly feels emptier with Maybelle gone. I hope Maybelle knew how much I loved her, I told her I loved her and gave her a kiss on the forehead seconds before she passed. She meant the world to me
 
horrible sinus headache, I actually feel nauseous. I'm kinda hungry but I'll probably just feel worse if I try to eat something.

also kinda been having problems with dissociation lately, I was dealing with it on my drive home from work. definitely scared me a little bit :,,,,>
 
update on this uhhh they dropped the course and didn't tell me lol. i was just informed about it by my teacher which means they never bothered to tell me. sooo,.. crisis averted i guess?? at the end of the day, i'm doing a group assignment alone so it really isn't a win lmao
they've been calling my phone and sending me rude messages since last night regarding the assignment which they are no longer working on.. there's no point working with them if im working alone now, especially if they informed me wayy after the professor initially informed me 🤷‍♀️ we're both in the same class again today and i fear that there's going to be confrontation today whether i like it or not so.. godspeed to me i suppose.

while typing this, my professor wanted to organize a phone call with me about this. literally fml this is way too much for me 😫
 
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I think I finally figured out what's wrong with me through a Google search and I extremely suspect it's because I haven't been able to see the dentist after my insurance expired. It all makes sense, including my acne getting worse right before this.
It's called tonsil stones and apparently it's just caused by bacteria. Of course...
Not having insurance and being poor is a nightmare.
I might be able to get this fixed at home though I'm nervous because it involves spraying water. Who's going to spray it?? (I'm hoping not my mom) And how will I stay calm when I have terrible anxiety over choking???
Now of course if I do get that solved, there's still the fact I can't see the dentist right now to make sure it stops happening...
 
My brother has a deep chesty cough and he won't even go to the Pharmacy for some Cough Mixture. The last time he had this was in February and I caught it and it really knocked me for six as I have a low immune system, so I don't want to catch it again. He finishes work well before the Chemist closes, and there is one across from his work. Why not just go over? Honestly, he will only do the bare minimum he has too. I genuinely think it doesn't help as he is severely obese, and still everytime he goes out he comes back with at least 2 huge bags of junk food. If he wants to live like that, fine, but don't do it when it compromises other people's health he lives with. He really doesn't care about anyone else in the house.
 
I don’t have any openings next week. The past few schedules have been weird. I know that since I’m working on two days I usually have off, and I have two different days off. I don’t really mind. I just like variety. And I thought I’d have at least one morning shift.

Edit: someone needed the whole week off, that’s what it was. 😂
 
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