I feel like I have been in a similar spot a while ago. Please try to focus on eating something. When youre hungry anxiety levels spike and make everything worse. So start there. Depersonalisation is serious and it sounds like you need help before it gets worse. Please seek proffessional help or talk to anyone near you. The panic attacks are not for no reason, and its ok to feel this way. It will get better as long as you start turning it around. <3 you dont have to try youre already important. But you need to show yourself that too. So please get some food, anything edible, except for caffeinated stuff since it can make it worse. Hope you feel better soon. My dms are open if you need to talk. Take care.
What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
could someone please check my art gallery posts from the last few months? all of the images are broken for me. I hope I don't have to go through every individual post and re-upload them, that'll take forever kdjfksjdf 
besides that, I'm honestly not too bothered, though I do feel tired and I have a very mild sinus headache. maybe I'll try to take a nap later today.
besides that, I'm honestly not too bothered, though I do feel tired and I have a very mild sinus headache. maybe I'll try to take a nap later today.
I think it’s the image hosting site you’re using. I had to switch some photos I’m using in my profile to a different image hosting site. I think imgbb often has problems with images breaking randomly.could someone please check my art gallery posts from the last few months? all of the images are broken for me. I hope I don't have to go through every individual post and re-upload them, that'll take forever kdjfksjdf
besides that, I'm honestly not too bothered, though I do feel tired and I have a very mild sinus headache. maybe I'll try to take a nap later today.
I didn’t want to wait for the images to fix themselves, so I switched them to another site. If you don’t want to do that, I’d just wait and hope they fix themselves.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
it's weird though because my most recent images don't have this issue. I wonder if the URLs changed somehow. I'll check that, but if that's not the case and it doesn't resolve itself in a few days then I'll probably have to painstakingly replace every image that broke lol
ty for checking for me by the way 
edit: lol I actually checked ImgBB and every single image posted before like October 15th is broken.
hopefully it resolves soon.edit again: I think they're all back up now, thank goodness
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xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
shouldn't be this difficult to find a transparent santa hat on google sdjfksdjfksj I might need some help again 
edit: I found one but goodness idk why it has to be so difficult to find transparent stock images without signing up for some dumb website that probably wants to steal your money lol
edit: I found one but goodness idk why it has to be so difficult to find transparent stock images without signing up for some dumb website that probably wants to steal your money lol
I had a nice night planned for myself, finally, after poor mental health or responsibilities has screwed up all the other nights I've tried to set aside to do only relaxing activities.
Then a friend I'm not super close to (yet?) confided into me about something they're going through and I stayed up all night to talk to them because they're going through so much. I'm not upset at them (it was my choice), I'm happy to be someone people can turn to when they're in a crisis, but I'm sad I didn't get my night to myself because I really need the stress relief. Also, I wouldn't tell them this because I wouldn't want them to blame themselves, but them talking about their problem made me really sad and feel helpless because I can't fix it for them, and also reminded me that I have the same problem and I spent the next 2.5 hours crying lol. I still haven't been to sleep and I feel terribly awake but I have responsibilities to tend to in a few hours so I must sleep. And also tonight is my last night to set aside time for myself, so if I don't sleep, that chance slips away too.
Just really sucky times.
Then a friend I'm not super close to (yet?) confided into me about something they're going through and I stayed up all night to talk to them because they're going through so much. I'm not upset at them (it was my choice), I'm happy to be someone people can turn to when they're in a crisis, but I'm sad I didn't get my night to myself because I really need the stress relief. Also, I wouldn't tell them this because I wouldn't want them to blame themselves, but them talking about their problem made me really sad and feel helpless because I can't fix it for them, and also reminded me that I have the same problem and I spent the next 2.5 hours crying lol. I still haven't been to sleep and I feel terribly awake but I have responsibilities to tend to in a few hours so I must sleep. And also tonight is my last night to set aside time for myself, so if I don't sleep, that chance slips away too.
Just really sucky times.
daringred_
✧ ghost lesbian ✧
hate winter. the early nights always mess with my sleeping pattern, and my depression gets 100x worse. now i don't have the energy (or interest) to go to my volunteering job this week, and since i woke up at 3PM today, i'm probably not going to be able to fall asleep at all early enough to get much before having to wake up again. really tempted to just not go and spend the week fixing my sleeping pattern instead, but then i'll feel useless and like i'm letting everyone down. really can't win here ><
-Apples-
Apple Imperialist
More than six months later, iTunes is still missing four episodes of Ghost and Molly McGee. I’m ready to contact them, but now their contact options have become less convenient. You can no longer e-mail them, and you’ll have to schedule an appointment than call right away.
Of course, I also learned that the new episode that was released last Thursday was not supposed to be released then, but rather in January. They have screwed up on the show’s releases. And I’m not even the only one complaining.
Of course, I also learned that the new episode that was released last Thursday was not supposed to be released then, but rather in January. They have screwed up on the show’s releases. And I’m not even the only one complaining.
i'm super sore and just feel like i'm ready to be over this cold ? flu? i've been stuck with. i feel like i've used and tried any of the usual at home remedies that used to kinda help perk me up and make me feel better, but i still feel like i'm under the weather T___T i'm starting to worry that maybe i'm burnt out or i'm worried that there's maybe other underlying health stuff i'm not considering that's just making me feel so crummy 
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
feeling irritable again 
My spice tolerance has gotten lower since I've been unwell and for some reason I just had a bad reaction to the lasagna my mom made... I don't even remember it being spicy the last time I had it. I asked her and it's apparently the same seasoning as before which means I am just very sensitive to it right now. I'm going to have to be more careful. Unfortunately that also means no pizza despite how much I love it.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
in an awkward position bc I always wake up around this time and get up, but I'm feeling so tired and exhausted and I would probably benefit from sleeping in a bit longer. but because I'm used to getting up at this time I have this anxiety that doesn't want me to stay in bed. but I need the rest. ugh 
maybe I'll turn on a video to watch for a little while, might help me go back to sleep.
maybe I'll turn on a video to watch for a little while, might help me go back to sleep.
Mars Adept
Circles and spirals in mind…
Depression is kicking me so bad. My attention span is at an all time low. I can’t do anything. Even simple things like posting on message boards are a pain for me to go through with. I want this to be over so I can have fun again.
-Apples-
Apple Imperialist
I’ve contacted Apple for the third time about missing episodes of The Ghost and Molly McGee, and they’re not being helpful at all. These four episodes have been missing from the iTunes Store for months, and yet, they’re available on other digital stores. Why are they not releasing these episodes? What’s the holdup? They should’ve been released on the days after Disney Channel first aired them.
I may have to talk to the creators of the show to inform them about iTunes poor distribution of the show’s episodes. I might also talk about refunding my purchases and getting DVDs or Blu-Rays of the show.
I may have to talk to the creators of the show to inform them about iTunes poor distribution of the show’s episodes. I might also talk about refunding my purchases and getting DVDs or Blu-Rays of the show.
Job hunting vent.
I passed the interview and am in the eligibility list for 6 months.
While doing the background check, they can’t find my info. at one large retail store.
Due to this I have to get a written referral from someone else. I’ve been trying to contact people all day, but either their contact info is invalid, or they simply moved jobs.
I found my old onboard documents from said retail store. I’ll see tomorrow if the info on there will help.
Due to this I have to get a written referral from someone else. I’ve been trying to contact people all day, but either their contact info is invalid, or they simply moved jobs.
I found my old onboard documents from said retail store. I’ll see tomorrow if the info on there will help.
Christmaszilla is back!
I know people that enjoy decorating the house for holidays with family and have fun, but not in my house. At home we have an obsessional Christmaszilla that wants to control everything then complain we are not helping, but when we try to help the Christmaszilla screeches at us. I wanted to put a little Christmas tree on a table and got a NO! Why not? There is space, it will be pretty with candles and snacks, Christmaszilla doesn't want it. Christmaszilla likes to put decorations where me and the cats are going, aka the window, and then yells at us for getting too close of the said decorations. I said "just don't put decoration there" and the Christmaszilla threatened us, and then played the victim saying there won't be any decorations or Christmas next year. (Yeah right) It's always like that, just drama every year, I have witnesses, but Christmaszilla keeps denying it and put the blame on us. The Christmaszilla can be really nasty and rude but it's our fault
And then, when the TBT Christmas event start, the Christmaszilla will say that everything I do is useless and a waste of time but you know what? The Christmaszilla ate all my TBT cookies and used my TBT ornement for its tree.
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I know people that enjoy decorating the house for holidays with family and have fun, but not in my house. At home we have an obsessional Christmaszilla that wants to control everything then complain we are not helping, but when we try to help the Christmaszilla screeches at us. I wanted to put a little Christmas tree on a table and got a NO! Why not? There is space, it will be pretty with candles and snacks, Christmaszilla doesn't want it. Christmaszilla likes to put decorations where me and the cats are going, aka the window, and then yells at us for getting too close of the said decorations. I said "just don't put decoration there" and the Christmaszilla threatened us, and then played the victim saying there won't be any decorations or Christmas next year. (Yeah right) It's always like that, just drama every year, I have witnesses, but Christmaszilla keeps denying it and put the blame on us. The Christmaszilla can be really nasty and rude but it's our fault
And then, when the TBT Christmas event start, the Christmaszilla will say that everything I do is useless and a waste of time but you know what? The Christmaszilla ate all my TBT cookies and used my TBT ornement for its tree.
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SleepyAmaurotine
Mutable Memory
i love only getting like 15 minutes of sunlight every day because it’s past sunset by the time i get out of the office and i don’t have a window at work, and my sense of time is always a mess when it gets dark early (like 4pm feels like 7pm), i miss summer ;; and every winter i always feel more tired/sluggish
we also haven’t had a family doctor for 6 months ever since ours moved to another city and no one nearby is taking patients (everyone who is accepting patients is 40 minutes away), not that it matters though since everyone closes shortly after work ends and isn’t open on weekends, i wish some doctors were open later for people who might not be able to leave work early enough to make it to the clinics that close at 5pm
we also haven’t had a family doctor for 6 months ever since ours moved to another city and no one nearby is taking patients (everyone who is accepting patients is 40 minutes away), not that it matters though since everyone closes shortly after work ends and isn’t open on weekends, i wish some doctors were open later for people who might not be able to leave work early enough to make it to the clinics that close at 5pm
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I keep having dreams at night about things that I want so much, but just can't have. that's just how things are but it's such a sad reality. 
to go along with that, combining the fact that one of my most prominent love languages is physical touch, with the fact that most of my dearest friends live forever away from me, is heart-wrenching. at least one of my friends (fox mum) lives relatively close, but it's been a while. I miss you @Foreverfox
to go along with that, combining the fact that one of my most prominent love languages is physical touch, with the fact that most of my dearest friends live forever away from me, is heart-wrenching. at least one of my friends (fox mum) lives relatively close, but it's been a while. I miss you @Foreverfox
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