What's Bothering You?

Why do some people have to act like if I'm not actively trying to change my body, then I'm making some sort of ~political statement~ or promoting this or that or the other thing. Like no I would actually just like to exist comfortably in peace thanks🧍‍♂️
 
they changed two buttons on the sims 4 xbox (they swapped two buttons: the bumpers are for switching sims and RT and LT are for changing the game’s speed) and it’s messing me up so bad. :,)
it might be just me but it also seems like create a sim is so glitchy that it’s unplayable. whenever i move my cursor, it clicks on the wrong thing.
going to go bury my face in my cat now.
 
Haven't vented here in a long time, but I needed to today. I have a health issue that's making me chronically tired constantly and it makes it very difficult to function. Well, after weeks of waiting just to get my referral to go through to the specialist, they're backed up all the way until January of last year. So I had to call my doctor again to put the referral to somewhere else. This is already after seeing one specialist before and having my bloodwork done twice. America's healthcare system really is just ****. The lady on the phone I was talking to said her son had a heart attack and couldn't get in until 4 months.
 
I think I may have an explanation for my incessant anxiety as of late.

I set up an appt with the doctor before work today, because I've been having really bad physical symptoms of anxiety for the last 4-5 days and frankly it's starting to worry me. I haven't been able to really enjoy doing anything, I feel pretty miserable and unwell.

after I talked about my symptoms and he checked my vitals, he brought up the idea of me having hyperthyroidism, and he had me get blood work done before I left. honestly? after reading all the symptoms of hyperthyroidism I'm thinking that's what it may be. it would explain why I feel overly anxious and have physical symptoms like trembling and palpitations, and having basically no appetite and losing weight, feeling tired/fatigued a lot, inability to concentrate, and some other issues I've been dealing with.

this might sound bad, but I really hope it's hyperthyroidism. because if they've pinpointed it then I can start actually being treated and hopefully feeling better. I'm doing so well with my recovery and I've got a lot of wonderful things going on in my life now, I really don't want anything to get in the way of that 😞
 
Ugghhhhh what a day 🥴 end of month and end of financial year are not fun with nationwide internet outages!! Literally the worst thing ever
 
update: if I'm looking at my test results properly... that's not it. *sigh* 🙃

idk what's wrong with me but I can't keep dealing with this. I've basically been incapacitated for the last 3 days because I don't feel well at all. if I can't get this figured out I may have to take myself to a hospital.

really could use some positive energy right now, I just want to start feeling okay again 😞
 
I saw my favorite person today but for some reason I’m more worried about this girl that never showed up for work today, lol. I was wondering where she was at for the past few hours and I’m hoping she’ll be there tomorrow. I don’t even work tomorrow but I’m going to be wondering if she comes in. I hope she didn’t quit, lol. I know I shouldn’t be thinking about this other girl but she’s been awesome for the past week or so that I’ve known her.

It’s nothing like my favorite person, though. I could never throw this out. She’s so sweet.
I’m just worried about my friend and why she suddenly didn’t show up since it’s not like her. I hope she’s okay.
 
I've got a massive headache for counting and calcuating the bills and without going into detail its very pricey and I'll have little to no money by the end of the month (July). I do get money every month but 90% of it goes to paying off all the bills and I don't have any money left for other personal stuff.
 
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my grandma is in the emergency room (nothing life threatening tho) and i haven’t eaten anything but vending machine snacks the whole day. my mom and i are still waiting at the hospital to see if she can come home or not. we’ve been here since 12:00 pm and it’s almost 10:00 pm, (i know the doctors are doing there best) i’m so hungry
 
anxiety and chai tea lattes apparently don’t mix well together… i’m lactose intolerant and i feel like i’ve been punched in the stomach :,)
 
I already lost a family member just a few weeks ago, and I just found out that my aunt (my grandpa's last living sibling) has passed away too.

and now I'm worried about another relative down in MS who has a pretty late stage cancer, wondering how much longer she has.

it's just a lot to take in all at once 😞
 
My mom got sick last night at the physio rehab place she's staying at. She woke up unable to see so my dad rushed over there to be with her. I'm afraid she's gonna have another stroke and not be able to bounce back. She already couldn't walk or barely talk so it's not fair that her vision may be gone too. My partner and I wanted to go mini golfing for our anniversary but instead we're just gonna have a nice dinner at home.
 
I feel like I’m a nuisance to my flatmates. Like everything I do is wrong? Put out the rubbish and get the response “I wasn’t finished putting my stuff in and now I have to untie the bag”. Do the dishes and get “you didn’t clean them properly” my flatmates leave them in piles for days and I get so irritated that I have to do them and having a mess around me literally prevents me from cooking. Do everything I’m asked to do and no thank you…like what. Does my flatmate have unrealistic expectations or do I just suck? Not to mention that my four flatmates are friends and always come to the conclusion that it’s my fault 😐 sometimes it genuinely is, but I’m not a mind reader so idk what to expect sometimes. I’m just an outcast in this house and I hate it. If the rent wasn’t so cheap and I could find somewhere else I probably wouldn’t be here.
 
The left side of my mouth has hurt for the past several days, and I'm not sure why. I already had my wisdom teeth removed with surgery years ago. I hope this pain goes away soon. 😞
 
I hate how Twitter needs you to be logged in now. People are going to keep linking it and I can’t view it at all. (I think there might be alternate links for now, but they obviously want to get rid of that)

Also, the last Discord update is broken on iOS. Really laggy, pasting doesn’t work with how the keyboard falls off now, and voice memos flat out don’t work
 
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