What's Bothering You?

Even though my covid test came back negative last week, my sickness hasn't gotten any better. My chest is full of fluid and I can't stop coughing. I've already used my emergency inhaler twice this morning and I still feel the need to use it again. My face is all red and there's beads of sweat coming down my forehead so idk what to do now. All the walk-in clinics are closed and tomorrow is Labour Day so they probs won't be open again. I'm just gonna go take a nap and hope it's easier to breathe when I wake up.
 
i’m so sorry for your loss. may he rest in peace. sending many healing thoughts to you and your family. </3

that... sounds like absolute bull and makes no sense whatsoever lol. ghosting someone for over a year because you got locked out of your snapchat account is just not plausible at all, especially if she had other ways of contacting you. i’m sorry you have to deal with that. you deserve better. 😕

silverware scratching across plates is such an awful sound oml. i hope your day gets better and that you’re able to get some rest. hang in there, friend. 💜

that sounds awful, i’m so sorry. i really hope you start to feel better soon!
 
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Im just kinda lonely lmao idk. I use to talk to my best friend of 11 years daily & we’ve kind of teetered off & I miss talking to her often. University just keeps us both so busy. Idk I need to get back into online gaming & maybe meet new people. I’m just also super shy & awkward. Ugh.
 
I accidentally flayed my thumbs while digging up bushes. Got them wrapped up to try and keep the skin on.
Not too painful now but my thumbs are kinda useless now. Makes gaming and typing hard.
Update: I have now lost skin on my middle finger.
The finger I want to show the the garden and all forms of physical labor.
My hips are killing me. And my whole weekend is gone.
I'm not even able to work in my own bed as there is work being done to that room.

This Weekend was the absolute worst.
And it's work tomorrow
 
My so called "best friend" seems to be giving zero ****s about my wellbeing and that makes me actually pretty sad. Actually non of the small amount of friends that I have ever seemed to bother asking how I am or just in general send a message. Like okay.. I was always there for them and as always that's what I get back, I guess.. idk, I feel like just cutting them out completely currently. They probably wouldn't even notice, as I'm apparently a ghost to them anyways.. unless they need to rent about something of course..
Ugh, that sucks I'm so sorry to hear that. I hate to say this, but I'd go ahead and plan on not talking to them much or not being friends with them anymore. After having a baby, you'd be surprised at the number of "friends" that suddenly drop off of the planet, just because of a baby. I haven't heard from tons of people I used to be extremely close with after having my son. And if they're already doing this BEFORE you have a baby? They may pop back in to say congratulations, but I would t expect much more than that.

That being said, I'm here for you!! As I said before, I would have loved to have had a "mom friend" to ask questions to or vent to or just be supportive of me. Fortunately for me, my husband is amazing and was and is all of that and more, but even so, that's just never the same as having a friend who's had a baby themselves.
 
My sister’s dog is apparently eating my cats’ food and my dad says it is on my cat; i heard him tell her that. Uh what is she supposed to do? guard her bowl? it is his job to watch the dog yet…

also when i was taking a bath he asks if someone is in there, uh the door is shut and locked. 🙄 my cat that used to get locked in there doesn’t go there anymore so he can’t use that as an excuse

still anxious for that cat outside.
 
Im just kinda lonely lmao idk. I use to talk to my best friend of 11 years daily & we’ve kind of teetered off & I miss talking to her often. University just keeps us both so busy. Idk I need to get back into online gaming & maybe meet new people. I’m just also super shy & awkward. Ugh.

If it helps any, I definitely consider you a friend already, and I wouldn't mind talking to you more! You seem like a really cool person. I definitely understand the feeling of being shy and awkward though (this is Riley/Midoriya btw). :)
 
I've always supported and seen the logic behind decisions my government has made when it comes to the COVID response, but man they're really going overkill with some of these rules. Like mask mandates across the country where there's only been transmission in 2 cities? It seems very unnecessary. I guess it's better to be safe than sorry.
 
Dear site: please admit you just didn't update the status of my thing, jeez LOL.
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my throat hurts, my nose is burning and i keep sneezing every 5 seconds 😭 i hate being sick sm.
Oh noo, did it get worse? Luckily I'm more or less recovered but I'll stay home today and maybe tomorrow for safety measures, I basically know why I got my **** but it's also my own fault so, lol :/
 
Education is stressful. I've spent all afternoon either on hold on the phone or waiting for online chat service people to get back to me. Done as much as I can for today. Head hurts just at the prospect of having to continue with it tomorrow.
 
Dear site: please admit you just didn't update the status of my thing, jeez LOL.
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Oh noo, did it get worse? Luckily I'm more or less recovered but I'll stay home today and maybe tomorrow for safety measures, I basically know why I got my **** but it's also my own fault so, lol :/
it got worse !!! but my test results came back in and it just says i have a common cold 😓 but the doctor said i should be better by tomorrow, so i’m hoping he’s right 😖
 
steam cleaners came and all the past tenants cat pee is now out of the carpet... just in time for me to realize the smell has been absorbed by the bottom of our mattress ☹️ hopefully fabric spray will help
 
I don’t mind working 40 hours a week because that’s ideal for me, but I need more than 1 day off a week or I just need to be better at sleeping more. I was of my meds for a few days a few weeks ago and when I got back on them I felt so good that day and I want that back.
 
Patience is something that I really struggle with the most. I know they always told you "be patient" but it can be really damaging to my mental health when I have to put up with so much waiting. It could take hours or even days just to get a response from a company. With due respect I understand that people have a lot of work to do and it takes a long time to get to people when they have a complaint, but honestly in my case I seem to have the worst luck when I finally get a response in like a week or 2 weeks later.
 
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