Dunquixote
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I feel bad for asking so many questions. I just want to make sure I can afford what I commission and can also tip. so grateful for their patience
. i feel embarrassed and so annoying ><
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This won't be something that you want to hear, but to answer the question at the end of your post: no, this is not healthy. This level of dependence on your partner for personal happiness has the potential to cause problems in your relationship further down the line if not addressed.only back to vent abt my bf going on a trip tmrw for a whole week and i feel so so sad .. i rly only talk to him everyday and i’m on the phone w him for hours and we sleep on the phone every night. idk what to do bc im already feeling really lonely and he hasn’t even left yet. he already told me he won’t be able to call me as much and he’ll text me as much as he can. i feel selfish for feeling sad when i should be happy he’s going to have fun w his family. but i can’t help but feel sad i won’t be able to see him nor call him as much. i tear up as i write this?? this makes me realize i hardly have any friends who like talking to me as much as he does. and i get it may be different since he’s my boyfriend but idk. i wish i had friends that cared a little more?? i wanna hang out w friends so i can keep my mind off my bf being gone but everytime i ask anyone to hang out no one answers me or even gives me the slightest bit of acknowledgment. i just really wanna get my mind off him being gone but no one wants to help a girl outi’m seriously gonna struggle hard this week. idk what to do. i don’t even know if it’s healthy to be feeling like this???
Why do you fear coming out?so many people still know me by my deadname/old pronouns and it kills me.
too bad I'm too terrified to come out to anyone else![]()
I got to sleep after 3am and woke up after 6am...I'm hoping that long nap I had is gonna help me pull through work today, or maybe lots of caffeine lolI slept too much in the afternoon and now it's 1am and I'm wide awake and can't sleep
yeah I kinda assumed so, i just don’t know how to fix it ;-;This won't be something that you want to hear, but to answer the question at the end of your post: no, this is not healthy. This level of dependence on your partner for personal happiness has the potential to cause problems in your relationship further down the line if not addressed.
I share the disco ball egg love lol. I must have it.I would literally die for a disco ball egg fml
also basically sitting around at this point waiting to go on my trip and it really sucks. I haven't done anything in like 2 days cause when I know something is coming up my autism/ADD brain just loafs around in anticipation.
really wish the staff would release a few more so we can have a shot at itI share the disco ball egg love lol. I must have it.
wish I would stop eating so much smh
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really wish the staff would release a few more so we can have a shot at it![]()