What's Bothering You?

I feel bad for asking so many questions. I just want to make sure I can afford what I commission and can also tip. so grateful for their patience 🙏. i feel embarrassed and so annoying ><
 
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I can’t stand my life right now. I’m stuck in the area with my former classmates until the Fall, a good chunk of my friends have ghosted me, my toe hurts 24/7, and I can’t get my abusive ex out of my head. The only thing keeping me going is starting college.
 
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Almost every day when I wake up and eat breakfast with my family, my dad would always talk about something negative. This time, it's about lgbt+ people. I wouldn't go too much into detail, but basically, he would joke and mock them for how they want to identify themselves. What's even worse is that my sister laughed at those jokes and it just disheartens me heavily. Seems like his homophobia is slowly being transferred to her. :cry: My dad also went on to try and justify his negative views against them. For the record, I still identify myself as a straight male because of my personal choice. However, this won't stop me from having sympathy for lgbt+ people. As I've said a few times already, I just want to treat other human beings decently, regardless of their gender, race, nationality, and so on since it's just a part of them. I don't like how he's making it sound like they're criminals and I cannot stand this hate. It's one of the reasons why I'm not spending as much time with my dad as of late. I wish I could stand up but man, he's gonna think that I'm being disrespectful to him.
 
I would literally die for a disco ball egg fml


also basically sitting around at this point waiting to go on my trip and it really sucks. I haven't done anything in like 2 days cause when I know something is coming up my autism/ADD brain just loafs around in anticipation.
 
I know that coat won't fit me, especially since my hips are the largest organisms on Earth but, ugh, dapper **** :(
 
A storm just came out of nowhere. It’s hailing, too. I hope everybody is safe around here :(
 
only back to vent abt my bf going on a trip tmrw for a whole week and i feel so so sad .. i rly only talk to him everyday and i’m on the phone w him for hours and we sleep on the phone every night. idk what to do bc im already feeling really lonely and he hasn’t even left yet. he already told me he won’t be able to call me as much and he’ll text me as much as he can. i feel selfish for feeling sad when i should be happy he’s going to have fun w his family. but i can’t help but feel sad i won’t be able to see him nor call him as much. i tear up as i write this?? this makes me realize i hardly have any friends who like talking to me as much as he does. and i get it may be different since he’s my boyfriend but idk. i wish i had friends that cared a little more?? i wanna hang out w friends so i can keep my mind off my bf being gone but everytime i ask anyone to hang out no one answers me or even gives me the slightest bit of acknowledgment. i just really wanna get my mind off him being gone but no one wants to help a girl out 😭 i’m seriously gonna struggle hard this week. idk what to do. i don’t even know if it’s healthy to be feeling like this???
This won't be something that you want to hear, but to answer the question at the end of your post: no, this is not healthy. This level of dependence on your partner for personal happiness has the potential to cause problems in your relationship further down the line if not addressed.

so many people still know me by my deadname/old pronouns and it kills me.

too bad I'm too terrified to come out to anyone else :)
Why do you fear coming out?
 
I slept too much in the afternoon and now it's 1am and I'm wide awake and can't sleep
I got to sleep after 3am and woke up after 6am...I'm hoping that long nap I had is gonna help me pull through work today, or maybe lots of caffeine lol
 
This won't be something that you want to hear, but to answer the question at the end of your post: no, this is not healthy. This level of dependence on your partner for personal happiness has the potential to cause problems in your relationship further down the line if not addressed.
yeah I kinda assumed so, i just don’t know how to fix it ;-;
 
I would literally die for a disco ball egg fml


also basically sitting around at this point waiting to go on my trip and it really sucks. I haven't done anything in like 2 days cause when I know something is coming up my autism/ADD brain just loafs around in anticipation.
I share the disco ball egg love lol. I must have it.
 
I am so pissed. i know it was an accident but still… My mom took my figures out if thr boxes — which i never asked her to do! I’d move them back once I got my shelves all back in order and she lost one of zoro’s swords. i’d look for it now but i’m so pissed that i cannot think and my moms said she’d look tomorrow. she said it wasn’t in the box he was in and checked the bubble wrap.

she broke a figure moving stuff around in the past. i got it at a convention and no way to buy a new one and i don’t want her to mess it up with ****ing glue. i never asked you to move it. you think she’d be more careful with other people’s things.

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At first there was only one small part broken off, now both parts that helped him stand broke. No way to find a new one without it being over price. i am going to ask her to replace it eventually when I calm down. so pissed

I just stepped on a cord the plug part and it hurt!

And then there is that **** figure counterfeit she insists I out on display even though i told her it was not what I wanted and she hasn’t left a bad review on the site for one giving me a badly painted figure and damaged (only got half off). look for it! i keep reminding you!

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eyes are too centered, law’s arm is too far up, muscles not painted
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wish I would stop eating so much smh
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really wish the staff would release a few more so we can have a shot at it 😔

I agree! i would love the other eggs that are way out of my tbt range. galaxy, nightmare, aurora, frost.

Edit: still mad but doing my best not to be mad at my mom since it was on accident.
 
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Oh I hate buzzy flies. I don’t like flies anyways but the obnoxiously loud flies make me want to scream.

I can’t wait for fall when it’s nice and cool and the bugs go away.
 
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