What's Bothering You?

Mom finally said the quiet part aloud. It started with an argument over her peeling the carrot first and then washing it. I insisted that was the wrong way to do it, and to not think about feeding my nephew that stalk. This was probably petty on my part, but I didn’t want to take any chances. Also, I saw her chop off the ends of the carrot and then put the knife back in it’s place and not the sink.

She got mad and shouted at me. I then said, “Ok, [crazy aunt’s name].” She exploded and called me worthless parasite. That I only babysit my nephew for a few hours.

Yes Mom, babysitting for 40+ hours a week is nothing to you. Especially when you don’t even help other than the occasional dinner for the kids, and watching my nephew when I need to use the restroom. Even then, that is done begrudgingly.

This is why my sisters and I don't talk to her. I don’t even tell her where I applied to or interviewed anymore.
 
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I can’t even play a single Splatoon 3 game without freaking disconnections. It’s been very frustrating and disappointing because Splatoon 2 was probably the best switch online experience for me. :/
(I have Ethernet too.)
 
Why is it so hard to get a PS5 ???? I have called 3 stores and they all tell me just to check the website..... I have been checking all the websites for months and there is never any stockkkkkkk rofeoifjoiewfnoiwejffwefwefiwej!!!!!!!!!!!!! :mad::mad::mad:

I feel you, we’ve been trying periodically to find one but it’s impossible apparently. I bought a purple PS5 controller when they were released assuming it wouldn’t be too long until we found a PS5, that was about 6 months ago so I haven’t even taken it out of the packaging 🫠
 
My mind jumping to irrational conclusions ****ing sucks.

Edit: The conclusion was wrong, lol. Why am I like this 🙃
 
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Recently I haven't been to work because I've been processing what's been going on with my mom's family. I won't get into any details but for, many, many years, my mom's family have been treating her badly and even with all the help that my mom has given to them, they continued to abuse them. My mom opened her apartment to her sister to help them out and they still treated her badly. I recently went back home for Labor Day and found out more about what happened. This has been building up for many years now and on FB, I finally posted a long thread, calling out my mom's family for everything they did and will block them and disown them. It's been brewing for years now and while I feel happier about letting them go, it still bothers me that they would do so many bad things to my mom
 
One of my coworkers told me that two of our managers said that I was valuable to the team and one of the few they can trust. I almost cried. With the way I've been feeling lately and stressed about work, it meant a lot. Lately I've been feeling worthless so it was a bit of a shock. I increased my dose of antidepressants (without telling a doctor lol) and I've felt a lot better since.

One of my favourite managers seems to have lost motivation completely which sucks when trying to organise things. He said "why bother trying to do things when [our boss] changes things?". He's got a point. The whole situation with our management and staff right now is pretty ****ty. There's just so many things that are making it a mess right now.
 
I can’t even play a single Splatoon 3 game without freaking disconnections. It’s been very frustrating and disappointing because Splatoon 2 was probably the best switch online experience for me. :/
(I have Ethernet too.)
Yeah mine is doing it like crazy too (like our wi-fi is not the best but i hardly had this on 2)

guess that's we get for 3ds servers..and everyone playing like mad lol.
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Also, RIP Irene Papas :(
 
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i actually might cry over something so stupid to other people but its bothering me so much

ive ordered this dress from a brand whos making it custom for me, and the images of the fabric they sent originally do not match at all what the finished product looks like and i hate it so much.
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left is the fabric, right is the dress. the print itself is fine but the color difference is insanely jarring that i dont know what to do with it. the brand said it'd be "more pastel" than the print image they originall sent which got me hyped cause, i love pastels and its so easy to work with. the finished dress is NOT PASTEL AT ALL. i dont even know what to do with it, these arent common colors at all in lolita and i paid so freaking much for this dress. idk what to do with this expensive ass dress now and im so upset by it. i asked this brand SO MANY TIMES to send me images of the print BEFORE MAKING THE GARMENT in case i wanted to change it and they DIDNT. now im stuck with this. im sincerely going to cry about this because it's going to be insanely hard to sell or do anything with. oh my god i hate this so much.
 
I dont have my 2 most wanted collectibles still. Why haven't there been any spring sakura and love collectible return.
 
I made an appointment at walgreens for the new covid booster, but they canceled my appt saying they ran out of boosters because they gave them away to walk-ins...

so I checked rite aid's website, which said they're accepting walk-ins, so I went to rite aid and was told that I have to make an appointment....aaaa

I think it's dumb that they put these companies in control of the boosters, the people working at rite aid clearly didn't give a crap about distributing the vaccine
 
I've barely even done one load of laundry and I'm already so worn out 😞

also have no idea what game I'm gonna record after I do LM3, I kinda wanna do Mario no Super Picross but I feel like that kinda video won't get me many views/subs. I just don't really know what else I feel like playing besides my HeartGold randomizer (which I can't record bc idk how to use a capture card on my 3ds lollll).
 
whiny kids sigh, why didn't you just say you wanted an invite instead of raging in my discord dms *facepalm*

also i hope i'm not getting my lower wisdom teeth now, ugh.
 
Fever, coughing up a lung, and I woke-up to a violent nose bleed.

Luckily the presentation I was meant to give today got postponed until next week, but I still have a (remote) job interview this afternoon. 🥲
 
I need to unfriend someone I used to consider a friend. The friendship was obviously one sided and she never apologized for saying some nasty things about me publicly years ago. I’ve even been ghosted by her for over a year. There is literally no reason for me to hold on, but I just can’t let go. She isn’t even the only person to do this to me. I’ve been ghosted for years by so many people. I tried reaching out and they just never respond. It makes me feel worthless and like the only people who care about me are my immediate family and a few nice people. I’ve ghosted people without realizing it too, but at least I still try to apologize and make up for it. Ugh, I just don’t know what to do.
 
I currently have a power cut and the power won’t be restored until at 10pm tonight. The patch for Dreamlight Valley has also been released but I can’t update it without Wi-Fi. Urgh! today just isn’t my day at all.

Oh well thank goodness tomorrow is Friday. 🙃
 
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