What's Bothering You?

Ugh, this one project I sort of organised for work probably won’t go ahead for some time. There was a miscommunication between us and the client, and now we’ve got gear on hire that’s going to sit there losing money. I can see it from a mile away that my boss is going to blame me for this, even though it was partially his fault too.

Man, I just want a boss who can mentor me and guide me through these things rather than being chucked in the deep end, failing, then getting berated for it.

EDIT: just tried talking to me parents about stuff that's happened and now I feel even worse since I could hear my dad having a panic attack in the background, which automatically sets off my anxiety.
 
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My mood has completely crashed in the last day because of pain from wisdom teeth. They should have been extracted five years ago and I should have had braces even earlier than that.

Pain makes me angry. Angry makes me feel violent and say stupid things. Those make me honestly hate myself.

I’m tired of the role in my relationship and… I make a much better friend than partner… Not alone but feeling lonely.

Why is it I have a partner I don’t feel like I can ask for opinions on these things without being thrust in the same role which has made me so tired or just thinking about that… Why am I not grateful for my partner when they’re so sincere…
 
my girlfriend's struggling to get on a train to come and visit me purely because of the amount of idiots going to and from london to join the 5+ mile long queue to see the queen's probably empty casket. jesus, if i wasn't an anti-royalist before-
 
I am so tired oh my goodness. This week has been a struggle and i just want to sleep for the rest of September thank you
 
Sick of the sight of blood. My nose is like a faucet. Goddamn fever. 😔

Upside, it's definitely not COVID-19. Next week is so busy and exciting and I'd have hated to cancel/reschedule.
 
my girlfriend's struggling to get on a train to come and visit me purely because of the amount of idiots going to and from london to join the 5+ mile long queue to see the queen's probably empty casket. jesus, if i wasn't an anti-royalist before-
over five hours later, and she's not been allowed to board several more trains. this is ridiculous. genuinely hate this country and the royal family.
 
I'm scheduled for another round of interviews. The bad news is that my potential job will be with an age group that I'm unfamiliar with. I wasn't expecting this. Thankfully, an interview date hasn't been set up yet so I still have some time to think about it.
 
So I really like to sing and dance only when I'm home alone, right? Well, I decided not to be paranoid about people coming and mind my business until MY DAD popped up right next to me while I was singing.

I am a mix of dying of embarrassment and fear right now
 
over five hours later, and she's not been allowed to board several more trains. this is ridiculous. genuinely hate this country and the royal family.

That’s insane but I’m not surprised. Over the last decade the UK has become a horrible place to live and I’m so grateful that I had the opportunity to move abroad.

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Ugh, I reinstalled Skyrim because my Oblivion kept crashing, I spent hours setting up my favourite mods and now you release a patch that breaks one of the most important mods. Well done, Bethesda.
 
My parents always ask me why I'm in such a bad mood when I come back home from school. They think it's because of something that happened while I was at school, but the truth is that I just don't wanna see them. Obviously I can't tell them that, though.
I should be happy that it's the weekend and I get to draw, play games, watch YouTube, etc. Instead I'm complaining that I have to be near my family.
 
had to spend $51 on groceries today (basically half of my weekly check) and now I only have $10 left until next time I get paid like a week from now 😞
 
I don’t understand the point in lying. Someone I’m friends with told me something a few days ago and they told me they haven’t told anyone else. Yesterday, I found out that two of her other friends knew for the past few days.

I don’t know why this person is telling me things and having me promise not to tell anyone if the rest of her friend group is already aware. I really don’t mind that they know, but the fact that she lied and said I’m the only one who knows is very off-putting. Like, what’s the point?
 
Lack of the good maps in Splatoon 3. Bring back Musselforge Fitness and that towers' stage and ****. No instead we get that stupid Inkblot Art and maps noone wanted, plus the 3 ones are very ehhhhh.

And I forgot how tedious it was to get wins for amiibo gear. Sigh.
 
Where the heck are these wasps coming from?? I'm deathly terrified of them and the only reason I'm downstairs is because I saw one flying around in my room. Of course my family is all like "oh just kill it", but I don't even wanna go near these things (the wasps I mean).
 
I don’t understand the point in lying. Someone I’m friends with told me something a few days ago and they told me they haven’t told anyone else. Yesterday, I found out that two of her other friends knew for the past few days.

I don’t know why this person is telling me things and having me promise not to tell anyone if the rest of her friend group is already aware. I really don’t mind that they know, but the fact that she lied and said I’m the only one who knows is very off-putting. Like, what’s the point?
Sounds like one of those mindgame tests people do. They already know but they want to see if you fail by spilling the news. Like a trust thing. Maybe not, but I know people that do stupid stuff like that. I don't have time for people like that.

Reminds me That's 70s show where in one episode Ashton Kutcher and Mila Kunis characters are dating or something. I can't remember the full thing, but Mila's character was trying to sabotage Aston's with a fake girl flirting with him or something? Anyway it was a test to see if he would cheat, which he didn't.

fedex ****ing sucks
Dang, I feel like I see you posting about carrier mishaps quite a lot. I hate when stuff like this happens. Especially since it's out of your control and you're at the mercy of the carrier/supplier if it gets to you or if they will refund. It's why I refuse to use FedEx at all now.

Hopefully whatever the issue is resolves itself and you get your package soon!
 
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