What's Bothering You?

[Beanz]

my first day of school was okay, at least it was a half day. i can already tell that i don’t like chemistry, i don’t like the vibes in that class.

my school doesn’t have air conditioning, i should be happy because that lets us off early but when it’s hot it’s literally unbearable.

 

[Kitsuragi]

On top of crappy things happening earlier, our power just went out because of the storms

 

[ali.di.magix]

I was forgotten about in a meeting I shouldve been invited to and my coworker said to me "you don't exist" and I jokingly said "yeah sometimes I don't really want to exist anyway" and he looked concerned I forgot that other people don't share my dark sense of humor

I don't really know where my mind is at lately, it's just a total mess regarding anything. I just feel like crying a lot.

 

[-Raven-]

The person who hurt me is gonna walk away scott-free in that friend group. It’s not that I’m vengeful but I’m sure he wouldn’t take accountability and those people deserve better than that.

I’m at a weird impasse of cutting ties with them over this guy and I’m not going to lie about why, but I don’t know how much I should actually say. At a time like this trying to spread the truth doesn’t really do good. If I just say I know you won’t appreciate it but he’s actually a bad guy and I’m leaving to minimise the drama, that leaves a lot of questions open. I guess I’ll go with that when I put the time aside for it. There are a lot of questions left open regardless. What an awful guy he was.

I woke up thinking about this right away today. Been a while since that happened. I’ll miss that community even if I wasn’t active anyway. Always wanted to return, but I can’t stomach that.

 

[Croconaw]

It’s hard to believe genuine and non-toxic people do exist nowadays. It’s hard to trust anyone but when you find someone genuine, it’s nice. In the back of your mind you think there’s an ulterior motive but after a while that feeling fades and you realize there are genuine people.

It’s just a shame you have to question it 99% of the time.

 

[Midoriya]

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To be honest, I just remind myself that for as many bad and toxic people in the world there are that want to see you fail, there are just as many that are good people and want to see you succeed. It's weird, but it works for me.

I've been on this site for years and talking to others in real life in many different places for years. I'm sure if someone thought I had an ulterior motive they would have questioned me already. I just love being friendly and being able to relate to others, that's all.

Sorry if you didn't want a response, but I felt the need to.

 

[Kitsuragi]

I still don't have power don't ever come to Michigan y'all our power companies are literally the worst in the country

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

I apparently have to get 3 wisdom teeth out and it's gonna cost some real cash. At least I have until June but I bet it's gonna go by super fast

I've never had such a major surgery before. The thing I dread the most is just.. the mess, and probably the inability to eat easily for a while

 

[amemome]

Power has been out overnight. This reminds me of what happened to me during Camp TBT. Same-ish time (storm and trees knocking over powerlines seems to happen a lot in late August) too.

Wi-fi AND data were on and off last night, which was annoying.

 

[Kitsuragi]

Power has been out overnight. This reminds me of what happened to me during Camp TBT. Same-ish time (storm and trees knocking over powerlines seems to happen a lot in late August) too.

Wi-fi AND data were on and off last night, which was annoying.

are you in the midwest? i swear we lose power over the tip of a hat here.

 

[allainah]

My mom ignored my text and didn't pick me up breakfast .-. i know, kind of pathetic for an adult to be complaining their mom didnt get them food LOL but I swear I do so much for her alllll the time, and babysit for her bff for free so they can hang out with no kids? Like sorry was a $5 sandwich too much to ask for :/
I'm just moody cause I didn't sleep at all last night, and we have no food in the house. Like I NEED some food right now for energy or im not going to make it through the day, and I'm going to be super depressed if I end up falling asleep and sleep all day again.

 

[Croconaw]

Taco Bell didn’t have slushies this morning so I couldn’t get a mango whip. I had to get a Dragon Paradise sparkling tea. I do like it, but sparkling water gives me headaches and I’m pretty sure this tea will eventually do the same. I’ve only had it one other time. Headaches are not fun.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

It’s hard to believe genuine and non-toxic people do exist nowadays. It’s hard to trust anyone but when you find someone genuine, it’s nice. In the back of your mind you think there’s an ulterior motive but after a while that feeling fades and you realize there are genuine people.

It’s just a shame you have to question it 99% of the time.

honestly I have this same anxiety with everyone. I've even been worrying a bit abt my relationship with my SO because even though we tell each other we'll take care of each other and be there forever, I just worry that somewhere down the line something will come up and I'll lose him. I hope the feeling goes away soon. I think it'll get easier once we meet in person and can talk face to face.


the mall here has been dead for almost a decade and honestly walking around in here just makes me so sad. Im surprised this place is still open. there are only a few stores, though a few have recently opened and I can only hope that they stay and don't have to close down as well. I hate that I have to drive almost an hour to actually go to a decent mall.

also feeling pretty down again today. nothing interests me and I haven't even eaten yet bc I have no appetite at all. I was hoping walking around the mall would help but after seeing yet another new store close down here I just feel kinda sad and empty.

 

[oak]

My hair is turning grey at the ripe age of 28 so that's cool. Why you gotta do me like that hair

 

[Beanz]

Spoiler: me whining as usual

i hate icebreakers so much, my history teacher is making me do this thing tomorrow where we’re supposed to tell two truths (things that you have done) and a dream (a thing that you want to do but haven’t) and i have no idea what to put, some of our lives aren’t that interesting lol.

aside from that i hate my schedule, i have only one class that i don’t hate which is english. the other reason why i hate my schedule is because lunch is at 11:00 which messes up everything else, there used to be 2 classes after that but now there’s 3 which is going to make school feel even longer.

oh and im actually interested in talking to someone in my class for once but i don’t know how to go about doing that. i’m lonely and i’ve probably solidified myself as being unfriendly anyway.

 

[Midoriya]

Deleted.

 

[Marridia]

ow mouth pain suckkssss

 

[Croconaw]

Note to self: Don’t drink sparkling water/sparkling tea/sparkling anything.

I have a headache, and it happens whenever I drink those things. Never again.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

First day of school. I don't know why I'm so nervous about it, I mean it's practically the same protocol as every year. I just hope my best friend is gonna be there. T-T

 

[Bluelady]

I finally had the ingrown toe nail removal procedure done. While I'm glad that this mess is almost over with, it hurts like a mother.

Another problem now. Job hunting related.

Spoiler

A colleague of my sister mentioned that they were hiring at a school. The position is for playground supervisor I think. It's 3 hours a day, however the hours are separated. For example 8-9 am, then 12 pm-1pm, and 3 pm-4 pm. I don't like it because what am I going to do between those hours? It's not Iike I can wait outside in my car. It's too hot outside. Driving back and forth will be a pain, especially if the location is a bit far.

Also, they start interviewing this Friday. That's a little bit too close for comfort since I don't know anything about that place. Also, who is going to watch my nephew between those hours? Is my sister going to quit her job or is she going to leave him with our mother? My mom is in her 60s already and gets tired more easily now. I have a lot to think about today.