What's Bothering You?

✂ -snip-
I am so so sorry to hear that xara, that must be down-right awful to deal with. Though sadly I do not have any advice to give, I shall bestow upon you my consolations. I hope things turn out for the better, you are an amazing person no matter what people might think otherwise. <3

I simply do not understand my online friend. So according to their logic, me writing fanfiction about two fictional characters is weird, but them writing fanfiction about real YouTubers isn't? That makes sense. 🙄

Edit: I'm biting the inside of my mouth a ton and it hurts, but I keep doing it anyway and I don't know why. T^T
 
Last edited:
That's so infuriating. I do not know your whole situation there, but have you tried filing a complaint against your guidance counselor? It's quite shocking how he's acting in this way to the point that you're being mentally impacted by it. How does your school think it's okay to let it slide like this? It's not very professional of him and should be replaced asap. It's definitely not irrational for you to be mad about this, especially when your opportunities are being jeopardized. Hang in there, xara. If you need a chat with any one of us, please feel free to do so. 💙

I already reported them 4 times because they keep spamming and posting it. I also made a post in contacting the mods privately about this person.

Edit: Seems like everything has been taken care of!
Good work on reporting those threads and the moderators taking them. I saw it myself a little while ago and felt uncomfortable just skimming through it. Is it even a person doing it? Because their posts were extremely long and were created within minutes of each other unless they copied and pasted them.
 
Having a difficult class while your aunt is terminally ill is a nasty combination.
 
Had to come in to work today (after only yesterday being told I could have today off) because someone was sick 😓 I was really looking forward to catching up on some stuff and now I am just grumpy and tired
 
This past week has really just been me feeling like I'm at my limit and if I can't distract myself to cope via special interest I feel like I will breakdown and it's honestly. Very frustrating. Horrible. Don't recommend. I have had one (1) shift this week instead of what should have been 4. My partner came home from visiting family and I broke down and just retreated to the bedroom. I called a help line yday.

I kinda got triggered recently by an irl being like "I wish you could tell this to [friend that isn't speaking to me]". Me too man. I would if I could but if I try they'll literally push me away more. I cannot. And having this sore subject brought up to me doesn't help my recently horrid mental health.

And I know I'm overreacting. I know I have abandonment issues. I don't have therapy access so I'm just trying my best to distract myself through this and focus on other things while I hope that I will be able to talk to [friend] again soon and talk this out like I've been begging them to. This situation just hurts and I feel so betrayed for placing trust in them and thinking I'd be able to get close to them.

(None of the people mentioned are tbters)
 
Yesterday I went to target excitedly because the website said my nearest one had the series 5 acnh amiibo in stock... only for them to be out of stock at the store 😭😭 curse you target all i want is shino
I hate when websites do that, lost count on how many times it happened where I live. At least have someone repeatedly update the stock or just don't have it as that, I mean I find it highly unlikely someone will buy up all of them like that... or idk.
 
I’m so oblivious to flirting sometimes.

Two weeks ago:
Her: “I’m just changing into my nightwear 😊
Me with her flirting going wayyy over my head: “Alright cool 😊

(It’s still going quite well, but I’m more aware now.)
 
If instagram could stop recommending me those cringe-y tiktok reels with outfit changes all the time that'd be nice.
 
art block D: also idk how i'm suppose to draw these rather detailed fullbody characters with a mouse haha
 
I stayed up too late and now I’m really un motivated today. Also my co worker isn’t here today which means twice as much work for me. Also she left her paper work here and didn’t ask me if I would turn it in for me she kind of just assumed. I probably would have done it anyway if she had asked, but still. I pretty much have to give up my lunch break to do it. She’s actually kind of an evil genius anyway because she knows I need to go down there for myself, but won’t if I can avoid it, so I can’t really be upset with her.
 
My online friend confessed to me... I really didn't want to upset them, but I declined 'cause I know it won't work. They're four years younger than me, lives in Europe (aka we won't be able to see each other in person), and I don't really like the idea of dating someone online. My parents would blow a fuse if I had an online girlfriend. Now they're really upset and I feel bad, but I know that it's for the better...
Post automatically merged:

I CANNOT STAND MY BROTHER!!! That little ****-head is bothering me AGAIN and I totally lost it. I usually don't say this, but I wish my parents were home a bit more often so he wouldn't make a bunch of noise! He does that 'cause my parents don't chastise him and he doesn't listen to me when I tell him to stop. Anyway, I told him that I was gonna go play on the Switch, then he gets off the computer and says, "No, I'M playing on the Switch!" Then I say, "So that means I get to use the computer." In which he replies with, "No, I'm still using it!" And when I say that I'll play on the Switch again, he says, "Okay, but on handheld 'cause I'm gonna use the TV to watch YouTube." So I ask, "Can I use the computer then, to do trades in ACNH?" And he says, "No, I'm still using it!" I got so frustrated I screamed and stomped upstairs. He trails after me and says, "Since you're playing on the Switch, I'm using the Chromebook." Which is a fat ****ing lie, because I'm currently using it. Why does he have to make my life such a living hell? And now he won't leave me alone. He asks if he can use the Switch, and I say, "Go ahead, just stop bothering me." And finally, his response was, "Okay, I'll annoy you instead of using the Switch." AAAAAGGHHHH!!!
 
Last edited:
I have to leave early tomorrow morning and I have like 934921 things to do before I go and combining that with the egg hunt I'm too overwhelmed to do anything at all lol 😭 😭
 
My dad: do u want to join us for a lil Easter gathering

Thinks about how loud they are despite their autistic child
Thinks about how rude they were at my Birthday
Thinks about being in a loud place

Anxiety +100000 points
I'd rather not but they are family and I don't want to be alone so I Should
 
Back
Top