TurnipBell20
forever 90s ❤️
It’s bothering me that I am thinking way too much. I can’t enjoy the moment when I am with friends because all I can think about is what the future with them is gonna be like and if they will still be there then. I always think it might be the last time I am doing stuff with them. It’s so weird because there is no reason to think that. I’ve made bad experiences in the past, but my new friends are nothing like the old ones. Also, I always feel bad after doing something with anyone because I think I behaved weirdly. I don’t know how to explain this. In short it’s just that I am thinking too much about things that are unnecessary to think about at all.