What's Bothering You?

ACNH:

Someone comes to my island via Dodo Code, and has THE NERVE TO DESTROY EVERYTHING. STEALING FRUIT AND TRAMPLING/PICKING FLOWERS!!! SHE STOLE GLOWING MOSS I SPENT HALF AN HOUR PLANTING!!! THE NERVE!!!!!!!! I ASKED HER TO STOP MULTIPLE TIMES, BUT SHE REFUSED TO LISTEN. SCREW HER!!!!! YAAAARRRGGGH!!!!!!
🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

NOW I HAVE TO REBUILD EVERYTHING!!!
I’M SO ANGRY AT HER!!! THE FORKING NERVE!!!!
I'm so sorry to hear that, did you need any fruit or anything?
 
I wish the world would just let me sleep, and relax. I'm sorry tired. Too much drama, and Minecraft movie going on in my life. I'm so fed up and tired of it all.

i dont get paid enough to clean up cooked KD spilled in a theatre, and get threatened with water on acrade.
 
My youngest cat was sleeping in the sun, and I went over to see him. I didn't expect him to swipe and catch my eye.
I think, what it is is that he cause an eye lash and it was coming out, like I could pull at it but I didn't. I stopped.
Tried to keep my breathing settle as I just hate anything to do with my eyes.

I waited till I went to get my mum as she was just coming back from meeting a friend and we went to the GP
But they said I had to go to A n E because they didn't have stuff to check my eye. 😫
Currently there now, to wait.

I just get anxious when it comes to people touching my eyes, and was worried what a n e was like as I've never been here before
Hoping I dint wait long
Update:
I got a tetanus shot! Never had one before.

They also checked my eye under blue light for any scratches on the eye; there are none.
I have to get my antiobtics that I'll have to take three times a day for a week, and a droplet thing I need to put in my eye four times a day! Something I really hate, but need to do it.
Plan to wear my sunglasses today since the light is strong this morning.
 
I was told that I had a poor attitude by one of my higher-ups simply because of me asking if they could do something for me that only takes around 10 minutes. I didn't even yell at them or anything, but I made a (probably unnecessary) side comment that I do a lot for them with little in return. While I do admit that my mood at work has been on an up-and-down trajectory as of late, I really am starting to wonder if everyone at work is viewing me as a self-centered jerk. Basically, I complain about small things all the time when they really shouldn't matter a whole lot. Even my therapist says that I focus a lot more on the negatives of things than positives.

Needless to say, I didn't feel good after the whole ordeal. In fact, my throat lumped up on the drive home because I almost wanted to cry. They don't understand that I'm all alone in my house and that my only means of social communication outside of work is mostly through here on this forum. I'm not sure if studying the character interactions in Aggretsuko when I binged it had anything to do with how different I felt, but it's making me wish that I could simply erase those bad social marks off my resume. Could this mean that a change of scenery would solve the dilemma? I don't know. I've been considering it somewhat, but now's not a good time to leave my current employer hanging.

Truth is, not many know of my actual intentions because of how poorly I present myself. I want friends, yes. I want an eventual relationship, yes. Connecting the pieces into what I truly want to accomplish in life is very difficult if I let several factors fry my brain like scrambled eggs. I need to step up for myself and not let the little things drag me down so much. Focusing on the negatives of everything is driving me crazy, and I've gotta learn how to push the smallest of opinions aside so I can focus on the positives. I just wish it wasn't so hard for a guy like me.
 
I'm so overwhelmed and overstimulated... literally when I think about the stuff I need to do, I want to cry. I have so much to do. I need to print the rest of the PDFs for my class, I need to read (a lot of pages) andtake notes and submit a reflection by Sunday night, I need to clean my bathroom, wash all the dishes (everyone's, apparently, not just mine), do laundry (which is hard bc I can only lift about 10-15 lbs atm), sweep my floor, clean up clutter around my room, make my bed... I just want to cry. I have no help at home. I might as well be living alone but I happen to also be living with two parents who actually drive me insane and are so rude to me.

last night my mum took a really small issue and completely blew it up. she cornered me in my room and yelled at me, telling me about how she does so much for me and I need to be a little nicer to her. I take a lot of beatings in my family. I'm just a punching bag to them.

I just want to lie down and cry. I'm at work, holding back tears.

I really need to spend my free time reading for my class, but it's just too much for me right now... maybe I'll spend my last hour or so here drawing.
 
I think I've become a drama punching bag.

People keep throwing drama at me, and don't exactly realize how much it's making me feel bad. I'm there to listen to others, but some stuff i can't handle. It's hard to explain.

But I do feel like a punching bag nowadays. Esspecially with a certain person in my life. There's only so much I can handle, and now Im close to not being able to handle it at all.

But I still want to be an ear for them, its gonna effect me too after all. I think I'm not thinking about myself with that. I just feel bad turning people away who need someone to talk to, or rant too. I want to be there for them.

I don't know what to do. I know I should tell them I can't. But I've been the person who needs to rant to a friend, so I can never bring myself to say no, esspecially because this specific drama is gonna effect my life. I can't say no to them, even though I wish I could slink away.
 
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I am caught up in stupid friend drama yet again and I'm so tired of it. Sort things out on your own. Stop pulling up "reciepts" of things someone said abt me God knows how long ago. Don't warn me that drama is abt to happen. I don't need protection but I also don't need the drama to begin with. I'm about to start cutting people out of my life that I  really would rather not.

Also addition- peoples opinions are allowed to change abt ppl. I'm loud and annoying and "too much" a lot of the time and I get it! People are allowed to not like that. People are allowed to find that they're actually okay with that. I make judgements based off of how I'm treated and I know who I'd pick in this situation lmao
 
This “art app” I used


I just finished sketching a bunch of panels. including a few complex bits for some AC fanart/fanfic I was going to do. But my stupid app decided it’d be hilarious to not save my work when I left.

Haha, very funny, app. You know what’s even more funny? Deleting some things on Yoghurt Octopus Unicorn! (Read the first letter of each word, just a quick joke/reference to the kind of thing the character in my PFP does sometimes)
 
I think I've been putting my eye droplet things in wrong.
Doesn't help that I hate putting stuff in my eyes and the fact it's more of a gel than liquid
Hope I can get it in properly after breakfast.

There's also red in my white corners of my eye and just hope that means nothing bad. I can still see fine., corner of my eye stings is all.
 
I am... lowkey fuming right now.

I have a Nitro Basic subscription on Discord. a bit ago I subscribed to get one server boost for a server that I'm in, and when I did that, it not only cancelled my Nitro Basic subscription, but it also won't let me resubscribe??? so now I can't even use custom emojis. and my profile says that I've been subscribed since Dec 2022, and if I lose my Nitro Basic subscription for more than 7 days, that number will reset.

I am so annoyed. I don't know why this happened. I can't even find anything online about it. I sent a message to Discord Support, I hope they get back with me soon. if my badge gets reset and it says that I've been subscribed since May 1st 2025 (when the boost subscription ends and I can, hopefully, resubscribe to Nitro Basic) I will be so upset. I know it's kind of a stupid thing to get upset over because Basic doesn't have the special badges that regular Nitro has, but it still means something to me.

I also purchased a year of Nitro Basic for my partner, and I'm afraid that may have disappeared as well. if so, I will be livid. 🫠
 
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