What's Bothering You?
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I’m sorry yours wasn’t accepted either. I really liked your candy apple.My entry wasn't accepted either, so I feel you on that.
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
Crying because of work. I'm starting to hate my job, but I just got here so there's no point in quitting yet. I didn't think one of my coworkers could upset me this much. A bunch of other crap is making me feel worse. I don't wanna go back.
EDIT: I was really upset when I wrote this and there are some parts of my job I don't like, but I wouldn't say I hate it. I talked to my step-mom (who works in the same place as me), and she mentioned that the other employees in my department don't like this coworker and that I should talk to my manager about her. I don't really want to because I can't help but feel that it's my fault for how my coworker treated me today. Still, I'm pissed at her.
EDIT: I was really upset when I wrote this and there are some parts of my job I don't like, but I wouldn't say I hate it. I talked to my step-mom (who works in the same place as me), and she mentioned that the other employees in my department don't like this coworker and that I should talk to my manager about her. I don't really want to because I can't help but feel that it's my fault for how my coworker treated me today. Still, I'm pissed at her.
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Reginald Fairfield
Senior Member
I keep finding things I want to post here, but parts are inappropriate, or I can see the discussion shifting a certain way.
One example being a video on people buying up Victorian style homes, one that had a beautiful spiral staircase, and badly turning them into open concept modern farmhouses. The video contains strong language and an ad for an adult product.
One example being a video on people buying up Victorian style homes, one that had a beautiful spiral staircase, and badly turning them into open concept modern farmhouses. The video contains strong language and an ad for an adult product.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
back home and I don't want to be. I wish it didn't have to be this way 
i dyed my hair because i wanted to get rid of my highlights that i got a year ago. i had dark hair already so i was like “i’ll just box dye it a color close to my roots, it won’t be that much of a change, right?” but IT CAME OUT LOOKING BLACK IM SCREWED
worried that it looks unnatural
my parents are going to be so mad because they were against me doing this in the first place.
worried that it looks unnatural
my parents are going to be so mad because they were against me doing this in the first place.
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Today reminded me how much I hate my current job with a firey passion.
Before I even leave my house, the bosses ex is messaging me about buying milk and I was debating weather or not to get it or leave them high and dry (hadn't paid me back last time for milk) and decided to get it since it would make me later (by the end of this shift I di get paid for both sets of milk, after asking again.)
When I get in, I see nothing from the other day was actually done.
Alot of washing up was left to dry, but then there were dishes and cups that needed to be washed. (We don't have a dishwasher, instead we have a sink that decided to make these awful noises, either a shrill noise or a very loud irritating thing that if we turn the water on for a bit sometimes it stops, sometimes it makes it worse)
Bins werent emptied, left open and one bin bag upstairs somehow had a hole in the bottom.
Blinds were getting tangled in the halloween decorations, as well as a spoon hanging there????
Not even kidding, look
help me
There were other silly lil things to do, as well as one customers order before my colleague comes in, I rarely see this one.
He asks me if there's anything he could do, I did most things, but said he could wash the other stuff leftover from yesterday, and he instead went and made himself breakfast...0_0
I am impatient as I am waiting for my shift to end, so I did it. There wasnt much to do.
Made a list of items were missing as per usual.
I took a pastry since I hadn't ate this morning, and made a hot chocolate and left once the boss arrived.
Madness, madness, I think I need wix and pierrots help with this place, I really do.
Before I even leave my house, the bosses ex is messaging me about buying milk and I was debating weather or not to get it or leave them high and dry (hadn't paid me back last time for milk) and decided to get it since it would make me later (by the end of this shift I di get paid for both sets of milk, after asking again.)
When I get in, I see nothing from the other day was actually done.
Alot of washing up was left to dry, but then there were dishes and cups that needed to be washed. (We don't have a dishwasher, instead we have a sink that decided to make these awful noises, either a shrill noise or a very loud irritating thing that if we turn the water on for a bit sometimes it stops, sometimes it makes it worse)
Bins werent emptied, left open and one bin bag upstairs somehow had a hole in the bottom.
Blinds were getting tangled in the halloween decorations, as well as a spoon hanging there????
Not even kidding, look
There were other silly lil things to do, as well as one customers order before my colleague comes in, I rarely see this one.
He asks me if there's anything he could do, I did most things, but said he could wash the other stuff leftover from yesterday, and he instead went and made himself breakfast...0_0
I am impatient as I am waiting for my shift to end, so I did it. There wasnt much to do.
Made a list of items were missing as per usual.
I took a pastry since I hadn't ate this morning, and made a hot chocolate and left once the boss arrived.
Madness, madness, I think I need wix and pierrots help with this place, I really do.
Chronos314_XD
he/they (on hiatus, read signature)
Got back home yesterday and I've been feeling like garbadge after some stuff that happened during the drive home.
ShinyDungeoneer
Helpful Life-Form
sometimes I feel like I should stop existing. Having an inferiority complex whenever I so much as look at the other entries in these events doesn't help much either. (Having the art skills of a potato sucks)
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
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This isn’t anyone who was ever active and this isn’t naming anyone but tbh the person who really messed me up and re traumatised me this year found me because I left my posts public on this forum and I’ve never felt the same posting here or anywhere public again. Also this is at least 80% of the reason why my activity basically died here,
Pretty much the absolute worst case nightmare scenario to re traumatise me happened with him and the only thing to keep me sane is my boyfriend. It’s so hard to even talk to anyone else and it’s not because of anyone else’s fault. I’m so sorry for anyone who worried about me. I don’t know what to do anymore.
How depressing I couldn’t even get medicine for my mental conditions because the place was completely booked. For the entire year. Lexapro isn’t doing anything anymore so I’m quitting.
I’m not going to lie and say things are better because it still feels like it happened last week. That jerk’s birthday was two days ago.
He said it was exhausting to be my friend and he had to baby me and I don’t understand why my body can’t let go. The mental self-defense is excessive and I wish my body would realise it. I can write legibly but I can’t control myself anymore and I’m just an anhedonic blob trying to look better all the time. Sometimes I’m actually more free to feel when I have my boyfriend so it seems safe to feel and I have his comfort. That’s about it.
Pretty much the absolute worst case nightmare scenario to re traumatise me happened with him and the only thing to keep me sane is my boyfriend. It’s so hard to even talk to anyone else and it’s not because of anyone else’s fault. I’m so sorry for anyone who worried about me. I don’t know what to do anymore.
How depressing I couldn’t even get medicine for my mental conditions because the place was completely booked. For the entire year. Lexapro isn’t doing anything anymore so I’m quitting.
I’m not going to lie and say things are better because it still feels like it happened last week. That jerk’s birthday was two days ago.
He said it was exhausting to be my friend and he had to baby me and I don’t understand why my body can’t let go. The mental self-defense is excessive and I wish my body would realise it. I can write legibly but I can’t control myself anymore and I’m just an anhedonic blob trying to look better all the time. Sometimes I’m actually more free to feel when I have my boyfriend so it seems safe to feel and I have his comfort. That’s about it.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
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ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
Forget what I said yesterday, I hate my job. I'm on lunch break, but I don't even wanna eat. I just wanna lay in bed and cry. **** these people.
I don't even have my first paycheck yet, so that's not really helping. :\
I don't even have my first paycheck yet, so that's not really helping. :\
God today was awful.
Super busy day at work. 15 minutes towards the end of my lunch "break" (I didn't actually take the rest of it) I decided to go to the shop and buy something in hopes of settling a stomachache. As I went into the shop, I saw a homeless man set down a piece of cardboard on the pavement, presumbly to sit on it. When I came out he had collapsed with his torso and head on the road itself.
I phoned emergency services. They had trouble finding our location, as for some reason it wasn't appearing on their system when I gave them the address. I received multiple calls from police officers and the ambulance service for help locating us and for more information on his condition and what I had witnessed. I don't know what happened with him as I had to return to work, but I hope he's okay.
Then it gets to home time! Should be happy right? It is raining heavily here and all trains were cancelled due to a bomb threat. Roads were at a standstill a taxi was a no-go. I'm not supposed to do cardio right now (doc's orders - I'm in hospital for it on Wed) but had no choice but to walk it and my heart rate coming home was insanely high - close to the maximum for my age group when running a marathon.
Emotionally, mentally, and physically drained. Soaked. Frozen. Did all necessary housework when I got in, warned my partner I'm probably not gonna be too engaged with our friend coming over in 30 mins, and now I'm gonna take a hot bath with a glass of wine and just check out from the world for a bit.
I phoned emergency services. They had trouble finding our location, as for some reason it wasn't appearing on their system when I gave them the address. I received multiple calls from police officers and the ambulance service for help locating us and for more information on his condition and what I had witnessed. I don't know what happened with him as I had to return to work, but I hope he's okay.
Then it gets to home time! Should be happy right? It is raining heavily here and all trains were cancelled due to a bomb threat. Roads were at a standstill a taxi was a no-go. I'm not supposed to do cardio right now (doc's orders - I'm in hospital for it on Wed) but had no choice but to walk it and my heart rate coming home was insanely high - close to the maximum for my age group when running a marathon.
Emotionally, mentally, and physically drained. Soaked. Frozen. Did all necessary housework when I got in, warned my partner I'm probably not gonna be too engaged with our friend coming over in 30 mins, and now I'm gonna take a hot bath with a glass of wine and just check out from the world for a bit.
I much prefer to live without them - I can relate as I’ve been living with one on and off for the past almost six months. >_<
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