What's Bothering You?

Got a busy day tomorrow and going to need to be super careful. My heart rate is still going berserk. Earlier I had a sustained heart rate of just 5 bpm off the range the nurse said I need to go to the hospital for. 😬

Doctors appointment on Monday can't come fast enough. Medicine please. 🙏
 
my youngest has scratch his area near his neck and its bleeding once again DX
i ordered his flea treatment so im gonna ask them when I pick it up on advice because i cant even pick him up, never mind a bloody cone thing around this neck.
 
My dad is all upset with me because he misunderstood what I was trying to tell him and he doesn't get the context I tried to give him and so now he's acting all disappointed and sarcastic and won't listen anymore. I never should've opened my mouth.
 
Got the heating engineer back out on Thursday and supposed to have fixed boiler and even got it serviced. Just got up and it's not working, exactly the same error codes are appearing. They don't open until Monday, so it's going to be another weekend of trying to reset it whenever we want hot water, and no heating. Can't anyone properly fix anything these days, or am I just unlucky? 😞
 
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I got myself a little sick from being so anxious and upset about a stupid mess up. I’m starting to consider removing some sessions that haven’t been signed up for yet and taking a complete break from here and discord; at the same time, I feel like if I do that, I’ll probably end up feeling worse with nothing to distract me.I’m still having a lot of fun with the sessions; after, when I’m doing other things like animal crossing, I’m feeling kinda miserable and not enjoying it like I was before this happened. I wish there was an undo button :/

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This years McDonalds monopoly prizes are really hard to find, usually I've had lots of instant win food prizes by now 🥲

Nor have I been able to sleep since Sheila wiped me off her Pokémon go friends list. So sad.
 
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saving money is so hard, I just got paid and unless my parents give me the money they owe me I will have literally $100 to work with this pay period. I don't want to dip into my savings but something has to give at some point. 🥲

also, I think? I feel a little better today? but I'm still feeling lethargic and I'm struggling to get out of bed. I wish this depressive episode would stop so I can get back to what I need to do, being a normal functioning adult. so many things have fallen into disarray in the last few days. 😭
 
I remembered something that lead to me getting in a bad mood about certain decisions companies make. I wish I didn't know someone who is technically part of the problem since that makes me feel worse, but whatever.
I wish I was in a world where people could actually get along and not be like this.
 
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