What's Bothering You?

[Xara]

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[xSuperMario64x]

just great to start the morning feeling ****ed off

 

[Yoshi155]

Gone

 

[chocovelvetcake]

Spoiler: might delete later

I lowkey don't know what to do about my mom's habits. Whenever we go to the weed dispensary, she wouldn't have any money on her, so I'd usually be the one paying for my weed AND hers. She doesn't have a job, and although she says she's looking for one, it doesn't seem like she's putting any effort into her job search. I feel guilty whenever I buy her weed and other expensive things she wants because I wanna save my money for something that would be beneficial for me, like necessities or even my own place, but I also don't want to make her mad if I refuse to buy things for her. Not only does she have this urge to buy and smoke weed, but she also feels the urge to buy things from thrift shops and online stuff, too. She'd even go as far as to steal money from me and/or my dad in order to get money to buy things she wants.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

We got a bug infestation in our kitchen, so we've been clearing out our pantries and throwing away food since this morning. I don't even know what these bugs are... Silkworms? I feel really bad since I was guilty of leaving some packages open, but I never foresaw all of this happening. I got lectured, naturally, and my dad just said, "We're not even mad, and yelling at you won't do anything. We're disappointed, though." I feel even worse. I'm also overwhelmed with all the work, and my parents are doing most of it right now.

And, like, I should've seen it coming. I saw these bugs in a box of ice cream cones a few weeks ago, and my stepmom and brother found them in the flour and pancake mix last week. Now we have a lot of work because of a small thing we didn't do properly. I'm mad at myself, I guess.

 

[Suguri]

I finished a test in my math class today, but I don't think I did well. I think it was my worst work so far this year.

I know it was because I didn't take notes during the lectures and I should have focused, but who could I blame? My math class is very disorganized and I don't even know what to write down and how much because all the teacher does is put up textbook pages on the monitor and yammer about the subject. Most of our homework is digital too. Even with the physical textbook, I get too overwhelmed by the information to put down anything.

My last two math classes both had workbooks, and that was more organized because you knew what to put on there. This year, it's all gone. I wish I was one of the students who had to switch classes because there were too many of them in my class. :\ ****.

 

[Seastar]

There's something weird going on with the pipes and now I am nervously waiting for my dad to come home. I really hope it's not something too serious. I don't want this house to fall apart even more than it already has.

 

[Bruscoe]

I'm trying to tune myself out of the political debate that my parents are watching on TV in my living room (I'm sensitive to these sorts of things), and of course, my dad is yelling at these two people arguing on the podiums. I'm forced to play music at a high volume in my bedroom to drown it out.

I can't wait to get my own place.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

Spoiler

A song that was queued from my liked songs playlist autoplayed and it brought back memories of last year. This particular song played in the car from my dad's playlist when we were doing our frequent visits to the hospital/my relatives' places during my mom's hospital admittance. I don't usually have such strong memories attached to music, but this is an exception and now I just feel sad.

It's also been about a year since we got the news about my mom's overdose. I miss her so ****ing much. It hurts to think that she's truly gone.

 

[Dim]

I really hate messing up the smallest things. It's so embarrassing.

 

[Dunquixote]

Something bothered me and it reminded me of something else that bothered me awhile back. I wish I said something when it happened how much something upset me.

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[Newbiemayor]

I feel so sick right now ughhh.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

feel like I've been eating way too much sugary stuff lately and it's kinda making me feel sick. and it sucks because I like to spend my days off getting iced coffee and a donut, but now I'm not even sure if I want to do that. but it gives me an excuse to go for a morning car ride maybe I'll get iced coffee and just get a donut for my mum.

 

[Clock]

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[Foreverfox]

My throat is sore and Nicholas has a stuffy nose. He had a fever last night and I had to give him some meds when I gave him his regular meds at 2am. Poor thing

 

[Suguri]

Spoiler

Well, today is the 23rd anniversary of the infamous event that struck the United States (and by extension, the world.)

As for me, I've noticed over the past few weeks that my productivity has taken a massive nosedive, mainly because of me constantly procrastinating my homework. My brain does need a rest from the overstimulation and stress, but that's a stupid excuse and it's still my fault either way. :\

 

[spawnpoint]

hurricane is coming where i live and im stressed out augg

 

[ShinyDungeoneer]

I'm surrounded by idiots. Whenever I try to browse the forum at school, I always have one kid walk up behind me and say "IS THAT A FURRY WEBSITE?" (and they also think its something else but I'm not naming it because its inappropriate) Like, use your eyes. It's a FORUM. For a LIFE SIM SERIES. ignoring them doesn't always work because they are persistent as all get-out, so I just resort to writing stories to calm down, which thankfully works. Sometimes I feel like this forum and my stories are the only escapes from reality I have...

 

[nightglow]

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[duckvely]

my math class is going to make me cry and it's only week 3. people weren't joking when they said it was the hardest class of undergrad