What's Bothering You?

Very minor, but I'm kinda frustrated about something.
I just wrote a long-ass vent about something in my childhood that I needed to talk about (in a Discord friend server), and some of the bots decided to respond?? One of them was like, "I'm sorry to hear that" and another reacted with a "🤥" emoji (?!). I know these are just bots, but they really came in at the worst time possible. I don't even know why I'm bothered by this...

I guess I see why people don't like AI. :x I don't mind them, but this incident just weirded me out.
 
Im about five business seconds away from a massive panic attack but if I can just keep my stuff together for 20 ish minutes then Tom will be home and I can rationalise everything with him > : ( Im going to put all my fear in a round of Mario Kart
 
That's his parents job. Not yours.

This was actually what I said immediately. It doesn't do any good. Only causes gaslighting and arguments.

"yeah, but your his older cousin. you should be trying to get through to him".

I do care. It also doesn't feel that easy to approach somebody and immediately start chatting about a personal issue. He hasn't talked to me about it at all. If he wanted to come up to me and chat about his decision I would be perfectly fine. But I haven't gotten that impression.
 
I don't usually talk about my menstrual problems, but my cramps are worse than usual and it's really bothering me. Not to mention that I'm fatigued, breathless, and agitated. I've been having bad headaches since yesterday, as well. I took Advil earlier, but it doesn't seem to be working.

However, I've been having headaches and breathlessness before my period kicked in. My dad just said I was out of shape, but I think it's another underlying problem. I hope we'll see a doctor soon like he promised, but I doubt it. :\
 
after not being able to sleep, like at all, and getting up and moving around a bit to tire myself out, I finally get to a point where I feel a little sleepy... and now my back is killing me. I can't get comfortable at all, and shifting/rolling helps for about 30 seconds before the pain comes right back. 😭

seems like ever since I slipped and fell on the back porch a few days ago I've just been having a lot of pain in different areas. I've also been more physically active in the last few days than usual, which is taking a toll on me. I'm starting to not only feel my age, but feel the consequences of not staying active. I guess I need to start doing daily stretches at the very least.
 
I feel bad complaining so much here lately.
But gosh, I wish I could just sleep and not have to be afraid of choking. I noticed I can barely read my phone right now (I hope there aren't any typos) which is a sign I need sleep, but I am still dealing with problems with my tonsils since last year and it's really hard to sleep if I'm going to start coughing and gagging and stuff.
 
I find it really amusing reading so many articles about the excessive use of road cones and temporary signage. Almost all of them say that there's too many, there should be less or that it's ineffective. All good complaining about it, but there is literally **** all the contractor can do about it. A traffic management plan is drafted and accepted using the current code of practice, the traffic management is laid out exactly as the plan says, and if there is anything that doesn't abide to the code of practice in the plan or the way its laid out it will not be acceptable. A few misplaced cones get your site shut down, or even worse being issued a non conformance. It is nothing but a tick box exercise, and the contractors have no choice but to follow the rules even if they themselves view it as unnecessary, nevermind what the public thinks. All this complaining doesn't change the fact that the code of practice is outdated and that the contractors are just trying to do their jobs without getting shut down.

- from me, a tired contractor that just wants to do their job without getting fired 😮‍💨
 
I had an appointment today, and the receptionist not only got my title wrong but mispronounced 2/3 of my names.

My first name admittedly has two different pronunciations (British vs mainland European), but she didn't use either of those, just used a different name altogether. And my surname is only one syllable it shouldn't be possible to mispronounce it. 🙄
 
I swear this is the fourth day in a row that I've had a headache, I hate this, it hurts so much 😭

also getting really ticked off at myself because it seems like, no matter how much time I leave for myself before I have to go to work, I almost always end up being late. I don't know how, it's truly a miracle. I gave myself an extra ten minutes earlier to get ready, and I still managed to leave the house five minutes late. I actually got so frustrated getting into my car to leave that I yelled in anger, and then I started to cry. if I worked at any other job they probably would've fired me by now. I don't understand how I am just totally lacking in punctuality when it comes to my job. I have the time management skills of a shriveled up carrot.

I'm very tired today and my head hurts a lot and I was seriously losing patience with myself. I just want to go home and lie down, but I won't be home for another three hours. 😞
 
Ugh, I was taking a glass pitcher out of the fridge when all of a sudden the handle broke off and shattered into pieces onto the floor. However, that wasn't the worst part. We had some food taken out to be reheated for dinner and somehow the small shards of glass got onto the counter. My mother didn't want to take any chances and had to throw it out which I understand. It was quite a lot too, and I get really really sad seeing perfectly edible food get thrown into the garbage. Thankfully, we still had other stuff to eat, but it still hurts. None of this would've happened if that dumb glass pitcher didn't decide to break on its own. 😔
 
i had this bursting sensation in my foot and then it was hot and cold like liquid was being poured inside of it?? and then it traveled up my lower leg???? now there’s some pinching feeling in my leg and it’s hot and it feels like it’s not circulating properly. idk man, i didn’t want to go to the doctor but looks like i’ll have to tomorrow. 🫡
if it’s a blood clot i will freak
 
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