What's Bothering You?

It’s been over a week and my friend still hadn’t messages me to continue where we left off :/. I know he’s busy working but the wait is making me feel worse since the last time we talked ended badly since he made me upset about something. tomorrow i have to go grocery shopping and to the pet store to pick up presents for my kitties, but i’m just not feeling it :/.

I’m a bit bummed that my mood has been really bad again and that I haven’t been posting much for the last few days. I guess I need to take it a little slower. hopefully things will resolve soon with my friend.
 
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I'm spending Christmas away from my family for the first time ever... i am living with my boyfriend in another country and i love him and we are doing our best to make the best of it but...

It doesn't help that i don't feel at home where I am right now, we are supposed to stay for a year and are allmost halfway done. But the idea of having to do another 6 months of this is really making me sad and anxious, and its stressing me out :(
it has been my bfs dream to do this and live and work here, and even though he says he understands and doesn't blame me or anything, i feel like I'm dissapointing him.

I also feel like I'm dissapointing myself by letting it get to me so much, i just never expected to be so homesick i guess. I always wanted to travel the world and I even studied abroad 5 years, did a lot of internships in different continents. But I'm starting to think I've outgrown the travelbug, and being around my family (and family pets) is more important to me now than when I was younger.

I just want to feel happy again :(
 
"my" cat keeps urinating on the floor around the litter tray instead of in it, and my mom keeps snapping at me as if i'm making her do it on purpose, but i can't stop her unless i watch her 24/7. i think it's stress because she's also balding around her belly, but i don't know what she's stressed about. (being picked up maybe? so we stopped doing it, but i think it's too early to have an impact.) we've tried putting citrus smelling stuff nearby to try deterring her, but it hasn't worked. i've suggested getting a new tray or trying different litter, but my mom's not having it so there's not much i can do there. she clearly seems to know where to go since she's going around the tray and nowhere else but idk why she won't go in it.
 
i'm really stressed out that i'm going to test positive for COVID (someone that i met up with yesterday tested positive earlier today). i've not tested positive before and i'm imagining the worst case scenario and i'm crying and freaking out ;_;
I understand the feeling. I always tend to imagine the worst case scenario of things and stress myself out over it. It usually doesn't end up like it though and just exists in my head.

If it makes you feel any better, both my mother and grandmother are high risk and they've made it out okay. I hope things turn out okay for you!
 
So, the first semester of my senior year has ended, and now prepping for college is in full swing. I've been applying for scholarships (local, state, and national), and all of this is SUPER overwhelming. I live in a household where both of my parents are disabled, so we need all the help we can get. We're trying to avoid student loans because I know how much of a nightmare they are. As for applying for scholarships, it doesn't help that my mom is on my back 24/7 about it. I know she wants me to get all that I can get, but some of the stuff she wants me to do is either not available right now (FAFSA), or it's a scam to sell your information (various "scholarship" websites). Again, I know she is trying to help, but I don't want her yelling at me about it every other day, as it makes me even more overwhelmed. Plus, she always makes passive-aggressive remarks like "Well, I bet you're not even doing anything," which makes me feel even worse. I've tried talking to her about it, but it's always the response of "Just get thicker skin."

All I can say is I'm ready to graduate and go to college. I've been accepted to my first choice school, which is far away, so maybe I can get a break then lol.
 
This has just been the worst 3 weeks of my life. This Technichan has failed to fix my Washing Machine. Since Demcember 2nd it hasn't been working and my laundry has been piling up with dirty clothes. First the Technichan failed to show up on December 13th basically I've been ghosted. Then 5 days later on December 18th the Technichan came 30 minutes late since it was 5:30 PM when they showed up. Then to my shock they make this excuse saying "I forgot my tools so we'll have to reschedule" What kind of Technichan leaves their tools behind and not do the job? This is the worst Technichan I've ever had. Now I have to wait ANOTHER TWO DAYS for this Technichan to fix my Washing Machine. I really yelled out in frustration because of how bad these past weeks have been. Just utter hell. :mad:
 
This has just been the worst 3 weeks of my life. This Technichan has failed to fix my Washing Machine. Since Demcember 2nd it hasn't been working and my laundry has been piling up with dirty clothes. First the Technichan failed to show up on December 13th basically I've been ghosted. Then 5 days later on December 18th the Technichan came 30 minutes late since it was 5:30 PM when they showed up. Then to my shock they make this excuse saying "I forgot my tools so we'll have to reschedule" What kind of Technichan leaves their tools behind and not do the job? This is the worst Technichan I've ever had. Now I have to wait ANOTHER TWO DAYS for this Technichan to fix my Washing Machine. I really yelled out in frustration because of how bad these past weeks have been. Just utter hell. :mad:
Is there another technician you can contact?
 
This month has gone by too fast, we'll be 5 days from Christmas in a few hours and I'm not feeling festive at all this year. Usually I'm into it.

One of my relatives is a miserable person and is like a mood vampire. Feeling kind of bummed out.

Also have been dealing with some health stuff for a while and that's had me stressed lately.

Bleh.
 
i’ve been sick for two days but it feels like it’s been longer than that, i’m kinda dreading going to work tomorrow (please don’t bring your sick kids to the mall so they can cough and sneeze everywhere???)

and i was so excited to get my ps5 today but lucky me got one where someone cut through the box, and me being the picky person that i am decided that this isn’t an acceptable condition for a new console, so now i have to wait until january for the replacement because they don’t keep any stock at the store (after my break is already over) :/
 
ended up not getting to sleep til after 12:30, and I still woke up multiple times in the night for good measure. I've been awake for an hour now, since about 5:45, and I just want to go back to sleep but I don't know if I'll be able to 😭

edit: also my memory lately has been absolutely horrible and it's actually so frustrating.
 
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I just woke up but I'm already bothered by my parents lack of logic

I went to the kitchen to see my mom ready to go out somewhere, I asked and she said the was going to the grocery store. I asked to come with and she said no that she wanted to leave at that moment.

Fine, don't ***** and moan when I ask you to take me literally Xmas eve or some dumb **** cause I need lunches for work and I ran out. Y'alls are slacking on gettin my car on your insurance and a tag so I literally cannot drive myself to the grocery store. Also, it takes me like 5 minutes to get ready.

Had she had told me she was going to the grocery store last night, which I KNOW she knew she was cause she plans ahead, I could have gone and stocked up on work lunches+other food so that I wouldn't need to go closer to Xmas where it gets stupid busy. But now I'm going to be petty cause you couldn't be ***ed to wait five minutes for me to get ready and take me. Cause apparently I'm such a hassle to take to the grocery store so I can eat at my work on break🙄. God forbid I get myself groceries.

*That I pay for with my own money from my job and I'm usually done before she is. She literally has no ****in excuse.
 
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