What's Bothering You?

the comments under instagram reels are absolutely awful. just hateful hateful people
Yeah I feel like the anonymity of social media has really made people spiteful in the last few years. It never seemed as extreme as it is now and I don't know if the whole pandemic and everything that came after jaded everyone so much that they became horrible people online or what.
I’m getting a headache at work
You should ask if you can get hazard pay. Kidding...but be sure to drink some water or something.
 
My grandmother is really sick and will realistically pass away soon. Trying to be positive...but, I'm also a realist. She is 92, and probably has cancer. She was hospitalized for a while and they wanted to do more tests, but she refused the tests and wanted to go home for her remaining time. They wanted to do a biopsy...but couldn't do it because there was fluid built up where they needed to get to. So, yeah...we're just assuming it's cancer. That seems most likely. She isn't really eating, and is down to about 70lbs. Obviously, people need to weigh more than that in order to remain alive.
 
I really need to stop being scared to apply to jobs that are geared towards what I want my career to be. I'm so afraid of change but I know that it is something I need to do and want to do but my anxiety is at an all time high because I hate change. I think I'm afraid I won't get hired because I don't have the experience I need even though that was out of my control.
 
Edit: Feeling a bit better regarding the food, but I'm still bothered.
I'm really annoyed right now. One of my online friends is mad at a person and they keep using racial slurs and insults while talking about them. It's weird because this is totally unlike them. I feel like another one of my friends is gonna start venting again. I wish I could help them, but my mental health is pretty bad right now and I have my own problems to deal with. I'm just gonna get off Discord because I need some time to myself.
 
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I have to go to work tomorrow – my first real shift. A horrifying 5am opening shift. Waking up at 4am is fine, but I’m nervous about the fact that I’ve forgotten pretty much everything since my training three weeks ago. I never got to practice making all of the drinks, or using the cash register…. I just hope whoever I’m going to be opening with will be patient with me.

Also, I have so many social plans going on right now, and a lot of mixing-up and cross-introductions between people from different social groups in my life. Which is fun but also stressful since I feel responsible if people don’t get along. But I think I have to abandon that mindset and kinda just … be. Like, hello, you’re my friend and you’re my friend and it’s okay if we aren’t all a friend group together. I need to stop feeling so responsible for everyone else’s feelings. We can all live in this funky world alongside each other.
 
Rent prices, man. They're absolutely insane.
I can barely afford to move out into another place despite how unhappy I am with my current situation. The price for rent for a room in another house is pretty up there, and if I wanted my own sleepout or self contained unit the prices are absurd. Also don't want to spend absurd amounts on rent as I'll have no room for savings...life is just great 🙃
 
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girl i just wanna see the barbie movie tonight dont put me in a damn tornado 💀💀💀 thank god for xanax
 
Man my moms visit home was just cancelled. There's a new doctor on my moms ward today and when he saw her, he asked why her hand is so swollen. Well I had been trying to get the other doctors attention for over a week about he and he insisted it was nothing, just a side effect of her stroke. He even called her "just emotional". Now this new doctor says it's serious so he's sending her back to the hospital from her physio ward so they can run tests cause he's worried she will have another stroke. He's also changing all her meds cause apparently her old meds weren't doing anything 💀
 
My 3DS is really pissing me off. I’m trying to unscrew it so I can get to the motherboard to try to fix it but it’s really annoying to do that.
 
Just when I thought I was going to get to sleep at a more decent time so I'd be able to do what I wanted, there's a thunderstorm.... I cannot sleep through that at all.
 
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