What's Bothering You?

didn't call that place earlier today and when I finally got to a point where I thought I could mentally handle that phone call, it was too late. I looked them up around 4:20pm and they closed at 3pm. and they wont be open again til monday morning. so yeah 🙃 it's my fault I know, but now I don't really have anything to look forward to over the weekend and I just have to battle through this depression alone. idk what to do.

also it's becoming more and more of a struggle every day to play New Horizons, I still have 3 more journal entries to write before I'm done. really just getting tired of it. it makes me not want to play any games at all, which sucks bc I want to play games to record videos for. now I'm even losing my motivation to do that.
 
I hate not feeling included and being so one dimensional. I feel like I lack a personality. I feel like I mirror the personalities of other people so I can be friends with them. It just amplifies the feeling of how much of an outcast I am when other people form group things I’m not part of even when I’m standing there. It’s like I’m a ghost or something. I know effort is both ways but I don’t want to be the only one making the effort. I’m waiting for someone to ask me if I’m interested but nobody ever does.

I just don’t want to appear like a whiny *****, or for there to be effort because someone feels bad. I’m more outgoing than I appear and I wish more people would see that instead of assuming I don’t want to do certain things.
 
I'm sorry you are going through a really hard time, it's not your fault life is like this and you don't ever deserve to feel like this Bug, you deserve all the love, respect and kindness of a human being, just know you have my full support and the support of others
people really care about you for who you are and you are really important to people don't ever forget that
Please know how strong you are for battling through all this, please know it won't always be the same
 
Love feeling like I've finally found a "found family" that's so supportive and probably wouldn't mind if I told them a couple things not a lot of people know, only to be ignored the second we have an in-person social event. If you don't like me, just tell me. Saves me the hassle and emotional headache.
 
Uhhh I’m supposed to be feeding my bosses pets while he’s away but I don’t think he left the keys out for me?? The pets look hungry lol
 
Uhhh I’m supposed to be feeding my bosses pets while he’s away but I don’t think he left the keys out for me?? The pets look hungry lol
Update: it gets worse

Went back with some food for the pets. When I pulled up there was an older lady lying on the berm petting one of the cats. I approached her and she was adamant that it was her cat. She was talking away and that and I said to her are you sure that it's your cat. She looked at the white markings on the cat and was like "oh...oh, no that's not Mischeif", walked away in a sulk and jumped in the car and left 🤨 I was almost tempted to to take the cat home with me to make sure he doesn't get stolen!
 
I got new glasses and I absolutely hate them. I look five years younger, easily. I can’t tell my parents that though, because we spent so much time at the eye doctor’s trying to find a pair that they were starting to get mad, and it’ll just be another reason to yell at me. I wish I didn’t need these stupid things.
 
You wouldn’t even believe the morning I had. My phone died overnight and it wouldn’t turn on after 15 minutes of charging, so I walked 3 miles to a broken phone store that fixes them. It turns out it just needed to sit on the charger for 30 minutes before turning back on. All that trouble.

I’ve been using a magnetic phone charger but come to find out my charger port is so busted they need to take the whole phone apart in order to fix it, so I’m just going to use the magnetic charger until I decide to get a new phone which isn’t needed at this time, since I have no problem using a magnetic one.

At least I got Taco Bell out of it because I stopped there before leaving.
 
Covid positive, yet again. And any time I’ve been exposed or positive, I’ve not even left the house! 🤨

Just a question, but did you happen to touch something that someone who had COVID-19 touched and it hadn't been cleaned properly? Just wondering because if you aren't careful, it is entirely possible to spread the virus many times this way without realizing. The people at my last job always had to clean and wipe everything down because of COVID-19.

Regardless, I hope you recover swiftly and feel better soon! 💙
 
Just a question, but did you happen to touch something that someone who had COVID-19 touched and it hadn't been cleaned properly? Just wondering because if you aren't careful, it is entirely possible to spread the virus many times this way without realizing. The people at my last job always had to clean and wipe everything down because of COVID-19.

Regardless, I hope you recover swiftly and feel better soon! 💙
In this case, we think one of my stepchildren brought it home from school last week or the end of the week before last. Nicholas was positive last week and I tested them after getting his result and I was negative. I only tested today because we were supposed to have company for the Super Bowl tomorrow and I was confirming our house status, otherwise I wouldn’t have even known! Good thing I did!

Thank you for the good wishes!
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Did you get your Booster shot?
I’m double vaxxed, but not boosted. We’ve had every illness under the sun, with no real length of wellness in between to get another vaccine. We’ve had Covid twice, strep, RSV, flu, bronchitis…you name it.
 
When people say, follow your heart, or do what you love and love what you do, I always wondered something like what if someone's dream was to get a lot of money no matter what. And what if they loved lying to get what they want? What if stealing gave them a thrill? What if they committed m*rder just bc they wanted to?

That's the problem I have with those sayings. I get it, that's not what it meant in particular. But by that logic who are you to tell someone to "stop doing what they love?"

It makes me mad. A lot of sayings like these make me mad.
 
I hate being super sensitive to antihistamines and having allergies 😫 it's like what would I rather have? Red, sore, puffy eyes or be knocked out instantly and nauseous after taking antihistamines?
 
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