What's Bothering You?

[ZeldaCrossing64]

I've mentioned before that I'm tired of my online friend constantly sending me invites to Discord servers with their other friends, but today they made a group chat via DMs and apparently I'm automatically in it?? Eventually I figured out how to leave the group, but I'm kinda mad about it.

Also screwed up my sleep schedule for . . . Probably the next three months or so, because I decided to sleep and wake up late during the holiday break. I've been sleeping a lot more in class, and my French and Science teachers already talked to me about it. I'm so tired during the day, but by the time it's late evening and I actually have to sleep, I can't.

 

[Shellzilla_515]

I am trying so hard to not make a post in this thread, but I can't take it anymore. I've been feeling a little depressed over the past few hours now and it doesn't help since the cloudy weather cannot stop hanging around in my area. I'm getting sick and tired of it going on day after day after day. Just make it stop already.

 

[moonbyu]

i feel like my english teacher enjoys seeing me suffer sometimes

 

[Xara]

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hope you don’t mind me replying (i’ll delete this if you do, not a problem <3), just wanted to say that you’re not alone. the cloudy weather’s getting to me, too. i’ve got some other stuff going on that’s impacting my mental health as well, but the constant gloomy weather isn’t helping. i wake up every day hoping it’ll finally be sunny, but alas not. i don’t think it’s been sunny here once so far this year, i miss the sun and blue skies heh.

i hope the sun comes back for us both soon, mentally and for real.

 

[Ravenkitty22]

It's getting bad again, and school isn't making it any better. I'm the bad kind of perfectionist, I don't know how to not be busy, and I'm getting good at hiding my thoughts and emotions so I don't have to worry other people. But I don't think I can hide this anymore. I can feel myself drifting away from my friends, simple things like eating feel hard all of a sudden, and everything is just blurring together. I just want someone to talk to who is going to accept me for who I am, quirks and all, not some grade on a paper or a GPA award. It's also the time of year that everyone just randomly assigns tests and a truckload of work because they can, and I honestly think some of these teachers like watching me suffer.

Also, the parent who doesn't care about me much at all is coming to town tomorrow for my birthday in a couple of weeks, time to prepare myself for family hell.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

the circles under my eyes this morning are extra bad, I'm lowkey embarrassed lol

 

[Midoriya]

Deleted.

 

[nightglow]

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[Seastar]

I hate allergies, I hate living here, and I also kinda hate myself. "Fun".

 

[Mimi Cheems]

I am going through it horrendously. I am so depressed. I’ve lost so much of me in the past month or two. I continue to keep losing grasp of myself. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I need a friend, I need someone to talk to. But I don’t want to bother anybody with my complex situations and issues. I feel so horrible.

 

[Alienfish]

Neopets and the Neopian Times, so I awaited almost a month from my held over and didn't hear back, but some did and got published where some of us were left hanging still with nothing. And some even for their prizes. I don't really care about the coins and stuff I'd just want the avatar for this.

 

[KittenNoir]

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[Disneyfangirl23]

I wish I had the Celeste chick plush collectible

 

[moonbyu]

a project of mine (i presented it in front of everyone btw) had a MAJOR typo and i didn't notice it until now when i was checking it (

 

[Croconaw]

My birthday just reminds me of how toxic I am. I took my birthday off all apps that I use just to see how many people care to tell me happy birthday, and not because the app tells them to.

I also don’t expect certain people to, so I’m not disappointed when they don’t. And it’s always weird because it’s the ones you think are most likely to just forget or don’t do it. It’s also just a reminder of how lonely I am. I wish today was over.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

My parents told me that one of our neighbors has my cat, Caramel, and that I should go see her and ask for my cat back. I have some concerns, though - What if my neighbor speaks French? I can speak French pretty well I suppose, but I tend to mess up a lot, especially when I'm nervous. What if she doesn't believe me? I have no way of proving that the cat she has is mine. What if my parents are wrong and I just end up embarrassing myself? I don't know what to do.

 

[ali.di.magix]

I have a mosquito bite on my leg next to my shin and it is very swollen right now. Theres a very large bump on my leg and it looks so weird. Too bad I'm sensitive to drowsiness with antihistamines, im going to have to take some before i go to sleep.

 

[Midoriya]

I've been worried lately that I've been focused on myself too much and have kind of forgotten about what makes me myself, which is caring about others. I've kind of felt this way ever since I landed my new job last year, but it just makes me kind of sad. I'm not sure I'm the same person I've always been anymore. : (

 

[-Mars-]

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I still like you the way you've always been, your personality makes you an amazing friend for anyone to have Riley
I think we all have things about ourselves we wish could be different, I learned a lot about myself last year and I'm still not the kind of person I wish I was but there will always be people who love you for who you are

 

[Croconaw]

You know the saying “You are who you hang out with?”

I think that accurately describes me. I mirror myself into who accepts me as a person. I want to fit in with them because I want their acceptance. I don’t have any qualities that make me myself, or at least it seems that way. I’m into Mario games, sports, and traveling, but that’s about it. It seems like those things are just a mere thought around others because I mold myself into the person I think others want me to be. I lack a stable self-image and I need to be more confident in what I like and who I want to be.

My therapist used to tell me to think of things that make me “me.” She said to forget about everyone else around me and think of my interests, and even then, I could think of little things that are me. My interests just seem so out there, like not many people would be into that. I know nobody around me is. I just need to be confident in myself and surround myself with the right people.