Sexual Orientation & Gender Identity Support Thread

LMAO POSTED IN WRONG THREAD CAUSE I WAS GONNA POST IN BOTH AT THE SAME TIME IM SO SLEEPY.

Happy pride month guys!! I am lesbian, ace, nobiney (masc), and very proud to be me. I could go on a whole tangent but I should go to bed. I can't believe I haven't posted in this thread before abt my nonbinary masc lesbian journey.
 
Happy Pride Month to all of TBT's LGBTQA+ members! I am Aroace, Queerplatonic, Genderqueer and Abrosexual/romantic

I've been questioning both my sexuality and gender identity for a couple years and I'm really happy I'm pretty confident I finally figured out the best terms that fit!

My gender is really complicated and I'm not really cis because I experience gender dysphoria which cis people shouldn't experience but I'm kind of not really trans either because I am not trying to transition to any particular gender I just want an androgynous body that isn't a woman's body nor a man's body and I have come to realize the term that fits me best is genderqueer, I used to be confused how genderqueer is different from non-binary but now I know! I'm not sure if I would say I identify with a particular gender or if I'm genderless(Agender) if I do identify with a gender I'm not really sure if it's more feminine or masculine or maybe both or fluid? But anyways the point is in general my gender is queer. I'm genderqueer!

I used to feel really confused about my sexuality for like at least two years and I was really confused if I'm a Lesbian or Bisexual and sometimes I would question if my attraction to women is fake because sometimes I even feel that I am straight and then I realized my sexuality was never permanent to begin with! My sexuality is not set in stone and my attraction to different genders changes over time and can even vary in intensity. I fluctuate between different labels in according to my current gender attraction, essentially it's extremely similar to genderfluid except with sexuality not gender. Sometimes I am a Lesbian, sometimes I am straight, sometimes I am Bisexual. This is why I was so confused because I'm Abrosexual/romantic!

I've identified as Aroace for at least 5 years and as Queerplatonic for like 4 or 5 years, I'm confident about these and don't question them.
 
I hope everyone who has struggled with these subjects at some point from this site is doing alright.

Tell ya the truth I'm not even sure on my gender anymore. I don't know if other issues are getting in the way of me seeing who I want to be anymore. I don't know if it's just that I don't like a lot of people and don't want to be lumped in any demographic... being nonbinary doesn't feel right either. I wish I could get top surgery every single day though. I think I'm still male but just want to express it in a way that really fits with nobody local to me.

This is veering more into AFAB support venting than identity venting, but I hate how doctors treat me when it comes to wanting sterilization and especially top surgery. They say not to jump the gun but it's clearly in a way where they want to delay until I drop the subject and give up and not actually taking my seriously. Can anyone relate to the feeling that people telling you to keep thinking is just a "soft" way of trying to make you detransition? Thinking of myself as a woman makes me absolutely sick even if I forget about others' expectations. I don't pass as anything else and it's absolutely soul-crushing, I don't know how I'm going to do my upcoming classes. I just don't want to exist in public with this body.

I don't know how I'm ever going to get top surgery. There are only a few doctors that even seem to do it in my country and I don't know how I would get it abroad and recover.

Playing as the Deadlock men and having people just refer to me as that character because I'm off comms is also very flattering and comfortable. I don't know if that's just me enjoying general game roleplaying because it really feels like more.
 
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