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I am thinking about loneliness.

Sometimes I feel like being alone is a gift. Being in solitude let's you focus on music, literature and art, or whatever creative endeavors you may be pursuing.

And for someone like me, who is antisocial, this is an ideal world... I am without the problems of other people and can live comfortably without participating in others drama.

BUT, every once in a while, I am at home, and the sudden urge comes over me to speak with another human being. A friend. Or at least a sympathetic person who cares to listen, and someone I can listen too in return, and maybe spark a discussion.

I don't have that person, and I find it impossible to find them. I envy those of you who can, at any time, talk to someone about anything. Being mostly antisocial is being in a rough place.

Sorry for so many words. Those are my thoughts on loneliness.
 
why did i just thrift a fully functional 2000 pokédex on a flea market for 3 bucks omg to keep or to sell i dunno
 
I remember one time I showed someone my old Animal Crossing island and they admitted to not thinking it was not very good. She didn’t like that I used some of the default furniture outside or that a few of the villager houses weren’t perfectly even next to each other. While it wasn’t the best, I was still fond of my old island. It wasn’t elaborate or pre-planned like a lot of people’s islands, but I spent a lot of time on it and for a first attempt I’m proud of it. I’m sad that it’s gone forever and that only some screenshots are the only proof it existed.
 
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Pinterest randomly sent me this picture. This would have been a good pfp if I was on that team, but it’s still pretty cool anyway. The only thing wrong with this picture is the fact that Toad is nowhere to be found.
 
There's something to enjoy about almost every Disney villain, but Gaston? He's just a huge ******* from start to finish. The only other antagonistic character I can think of that's just as irredeemable is Dixie from Fox and the Hound 2, but the difference is that that movie's just plain awful from start to finish.
 
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There's something to enjoy about almost every Disney villain, but Gaston? He's just a huge ******* from start to finish. The only other antagonistic character I can think of that's just as irredeemable is Dixie from Fox and the Hound 2, but the difference is that that movie's just plain awful from start to finish.
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No one’s vain like Gaston.
 
if the mystery event is a switch game i’m gonna go sob gently in a corner bc im not home
 
My welcome amiibo came and apparently they were the european not US so only 3 cards per pack. I only got one new card. Definitely not worth the price I paid. I’m hoping I can trade the dupe cards for the ones I want/need :/.
 
My dad isn’t a fan of “cute” Star Wars creatures (Ewoks, Porgs, Grogu, etc.) as he thinks they’re just a way to get little kids into it and make money off merch like plushes.

That’s probably true but they’re adorable. 😭
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LittleMissPanda said:
There's something to enjoy about almost every Disney villain, but Gaston? He's just a huge ******* from start to finish. The only other antagonistic character I can think of that's just as irredeemable is Dixie from Fox and the Hound 2, but the difference is that that movie's just plain awful from start to finish.
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I also find Cruella de Vil irredeemable. I’m sorry, but even after watching some of the “Cruella” movie, I can’t get myself to like a character who wants to kill puppies. But that’s just me lol.

Also, the screenwriter of Beauty and the Beast said she based Gaston off her ex-boyfriend. It’s safe to say she dodged a bullet…yikes.
 
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A little thing about music I typed up:

What does music mean to me?

It’s a gateway drug. I can let it put me in any mood I desire. There are moments where I’ll sit alone in my room with little on my mind, and put on some laid-back tunes to generate imaginary memories. For instance, I’m listening to “I Thought” by Bryan Ferry as I type this.

Music can also make me think about stuff I wish I could experience myself, like finding love. I’ve never been the kind of guy to put myself out there, and what holds me back is the fear of getting negative reactions out of people I talk to. While I usually cannot relate to all the love ballads I put on every now and then, one thing is for certain: the good vibes I hear out of them can still put me in a good mood regardless of lyrical content.

I’ve lost friends at a steady rate since graduating high school over five years ago, and the few remaining friends I still had from that period all abandoned me near the end of last year. I’ve been running as a lone wolf since then, and there are moments where I personally feel like random people (or, quite frankly, the whole world) either inexplicably hate my guts or have no interest in attempting to help me out with anything. Even therapists have straight-up ignored me. That’s how bad it’s gotten. Despite this, these long periods of loneliness have actually given me more free time to discover the world of old and oft-forgotten music from the 20th century. I’ve never particularly cared about current music trends, for I have determined that the genuine heart and soul of music comes from all the rock pioneers back in the day. Whether that be artists utilizing then-new techniques or bands blending genres, there is much more to explore other than the same old overplayed shlock heard on the classic rock stations every day. I have my dad to thank for introducing me to the music he grew up with back in his day. If it weren’t for him, I don’t think I’d have as strong of a love for rock music as I do now. Who cares if I don’t follow the general crowd; what matters is that I’ve found what I truly like. I only wish others my age could see what they’re missing out on.

My music library has grown a considerable amount since, and now I’m about to hit the 20,000 song mark. I can safely say that around 90% of those songs are more than a decade old. As much as I’d like to ease back on music discovery and actually try to have a social life again, my heart tells me that this hobby is something I know I can be good at. Music may not help me gain new friends quickly, but darn it, I can’t help but feel good about at all the great old songs I’ve heard in my life thus far.

Music is my best friend. That is what it means to me.​
 
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