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People tends to think whoever go for counseling from psychology doctor are crazy. But I think not.
I have minor depression. I really wish to seek help from psychology doctor but of cause my parent will not allow this, nor anybody I know. Everyone will just say "those are for people with mental problem".
But they just don't understand or even notice my frequent unhappiness, and admit myself that suicidal thought do cross my mind. I told this once to my best friend that I need help from doctor, but I don't know where. I have no access to the doctor without letting my parent know about this. Sometimes I can feel all down to the earth that I wish I just die now, sometimes I am all fine and nothing seem to bother me. I just feel so distress.
What should I do? I been thinking this or a long long time...I don't know what to do, is just a feeling that keep coming on and off, perhaps because I feel nobody around me actually understand how I really feel or ever notice if I am unhappy (they just ignore me I think). It takes me a while to type all this too. I know clearly nobody around me will even understand why I need help in this so I have nowhere I can tell this out except here which I am so active at. Sorry if this topic bother anyone...><
I have minor depression. I really wish to seek help from psychology doctor but of cause my parent will not allow this, nor anybody I know. Everyone will just say "those are for people with mental problem".
But they just don't understand or even notice my frequent unhappiness, and admit myself that suicidal thought do cross my mind. I told this once to my best friend that I need help from doctor, but I don't know where. I have no access to the doctor without letting my parent know about this. Sometimes I can feel all down to the earth that I wish I just die now, sometimes I am all fine and nothing seem to bother me. I just feel so distress.
What should I do? I been thinking this or a long long time...I don't know what to do, is just a feeling that keep coming on and off, perhaps because I feel nobody around me actually understand how I really feel or ever notice if I am unhappy (they just ignore me I think). It takes me a while to type all this too. I know clearly nobody around me will even understand why I need help in this so I have nowhere I can tell this out except here which I am so active at. Sorry if this topic bother anyone...><