am weeping so much because i'm really confused and stressed about what i'm going to eat during school
i usually skip breakfast during school, and just eat something during recess, then i have lunch and then dinner like a regular person!!!1111!111!
the thing is- 100000% of my meals have rice and i've been trying to cut back on it.
although now, i usually wake up at 6 and have breakfast at 9. my breakfast is usually some bread and cheese with an apple (altho for the past few days i've just been eating nutbars) and then have dinner. (which is still rlly small. a few spoonfuls of rice and a bit of meat. i then eat an apple after it so i dont feel hungry. also fulfills my craving for something sweet after meals ;v; )
so i have like breakfast and dinner. no lunch at all.
i'm planning to just not eat any breakfast and no recess at all, and have bread and apples for lunch.
altho for sure that's going to be hard since recess is at 9, and i'm probably going to get really sleep or feel really sick if i dont eat from 5-11 am D:
maybe i could have bread and apples at recess, then not eat anything during lunch
but recess is only like 20 minutes and that's not enough.
i honestly don't want to eat like i did before bc im going to gain weight and sutff and thinking of that makes me sad
i know im just 12 and the biggest thing i should be worrying about rn are my grades but it feels good to lose weight and idk it makes me happier and more comfortable
but.. now? ? ?
sighs
