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Depressed. Not looking forward to my dad’s anxiety attacks tomorrow or the noise and little privacy, but at least i got my room to retreat to and we’re not at my sister’s.
 
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Just feeling super sad today. I was going to go out and do something, but I kept on procrastinating. Then thought to myself that everytime I go out to go enjoy myself I don't feel any joy anyway. So I stayed at home and cried instead. I hate that I'm so different to everyone here. I'm just so quiet and awkward. I don't know if I'll ever fit in somewhere.
 
i’m trying to terraform my island, i just need to move villager houses and get rid of some cliff but it’s soooo much work. i’m not overwhelmed, it’s just that removing cliffs is slow and boring. i also keep procrastinating on doing it which isn’t helping
 
none of my wall charger ports for my phone are working and my earbuds aren't charging anymore. why is everything breaking on me today. [monotone screaming}

edit: wait they're working now. huhhhhh? I'm confused what
 
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when i ghost everyone i hope no one is surprised by this outcome. god i just want to change my identity so bad and flee across the country and grow up without anyone from my past knowing me. it's literally such a dream to think about leaving everything behind and not caring.
 
Just feeling super sad today. I was going to go out and do something, but I kept on procrastinating. Then thought to myself that everytime I go out to go enjoy myself I don't feel any joy anyway. So I stayed at home and cried instead. I hate that I'm so different to everyone here. I'm just so quiet and awkward. I don't know if I'll ever fit in somewhere.

DM's are open if you need someone to talk to, friend.
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Same goes to anyone else wanting to vent.
 
Where is my faith?
Whenever things are going great, my brain is still in "defense mode". It's literally when you've gone through so much crap, your brain gets used to it, and is thrown off guard when things go smoothly.
 
feels like most of my friends don't give a **** about my interests or when I talk about them so I wonder why I even stick around when my interests are all I wanna talk about and nobody cares?
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feels like most of my friends don't give a **** about my interests or when I talk about them so I wonder why I even stick around when my interests are all I wanna talk about and nobody cares?
to get them to even acknowledge the things I send in i have to send things im not nearly as interested in and it just. really sucks
 
I'll never understand why some people go and vandalize pages on Wikis for fun and being proud when they get block from other wikis.

Sometimes my notifications (I'm a mod on two Fandom wikis) is just people spamming, making nonsense or highly inappropriate comments and removing things (or adding incorrect info) from articles that other people worked really hard on.

You block them once and they'll make another account! I blocked at least 10 accounts belonging to the same troll late last year and what made it worst, I was stuck doing this on my slow internet TV. (Thank goodness I have a new laptop).

Why can't we get paid for this lol.
 
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i feel really alone. i haven't really hung out with my friends in over a year now, and it's really starting to hit me how integral meeting with them was to my happiness. logically and morally i'm ok with not seeing them due to the pandemic but emotionally and physically i really miss being close to them and talking together. we would always go somewhere together and eat and hang out and sightsee but that's all been shafted in favor of staying safe and keeping the people around us safe. so it also really bugs me how some people can keep meeting up and endangering others while i've been isolated for over a year now because there might be someone out there that will get sick and die because i happened to pass by them.
 
After getting the covid vaccine over a week ago my arm is still quite sore, I slept with an ice pack last night, I'm a little worried because I'm getting my second shot the day before I move into my new house, I hope I don't have bad symptoms. (despite this the vaccine is still 100% worth it though!)
 
I realized there's only 4 more npcs collectibles left l need and only 1 collectible won't be in the lineup because it can't fit that much. I'm doomed
 
I got like 4 hours sleep last night, probably because I'm nervous about moving into the flat I've chosen 🙃
 
I’m tired of my mom telling me what I should or shouldn’t wear and telling me that she’s done everything for me as a child. My mom feels that no one in this household is grateful for her and what she has done and instead takes everything out on me. Frustrations from my dad, my sister, and even me sometimes. I’m also tired of being my sister’s punching bag and getting angry at me for no reason. I’m just so tired of this.
 
I would love that super star collectible just bc I love Super Mario stuff so much but I'm thinking it's not gonna happen, mostly cause I'm so busy with schoolwork I don't have much time/energy to participate :,,,,,,)
(edit: I hope I can find time cause I would loveeeeeeee to have a super star, we need more super mario collectibles smh)


edit: also my mom did that thing again where I was talking to her about me being ace and she's like "oh you might change your mind someday, I know people who said the same thing and 5 yers later they're married and have a baby on the way" and I replied by saying "please don't say that, I'm not 'changing my mind'. that's like telling a gay man that he'll find a nice girl and change his mind someday." and then she never replied.

looking back on it I prob sounded kinda rude so I'm gonna apologize. but it really irks me that people don't take asexuality seriously, like I'm just confused or "questioning." like bruh no, I'm literally just ace idk what's so difficult to understand abt that.
 
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this whole flatting thing is stressing me out 😫 idk how this flat operates and I hate not knowing things hhhhhh
 
i keep waking up super late on weekends and it’s so annoying lol i wanna wake up around 10-11am but i end up waking up at 2-3 pm
 
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