What's Bothering You?

[Dunquixote]

I had trouble sleeping last; drank too much caffeine . I’m feeling a bit tired and maybe depressed too. Today’s counseling felt pointless. I like her very much and I like how she doesn’t press me to talk about some things if I don’t want, but still irks when she asks for specifics. I don’t feel like I’m getting anything out of counseling tbh.

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

It's really frustrating that so many people in the US refuse to get vaccinated, refuse to wear a mask, refuse to social distance, etc. I haven't seen my mom in over a year now and I feel like an ******* for moving to australia to be with my husband because she gets so sad sometimes that she can't just come and see me. Even more frustrating is that my dad and other family members of mine refuse to get the vaccine and are Pro-Trump idiots.
If everyone just listened to science we wouldn't be in this mess. I might not get to see my mom for years at this rate and it sucks

 

[Dwayne Johnson]

been having frequent pains around my heart area for the last few days, dont really know if i want to call a doctor about it though... could be anything

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Even more frustrating is that my dad and other family members of mine refuse to get the vaccine and are Pro-Trump idiots.
If everyone just listened to science we wouldn't be in this mess.

both of my parents are certified Pro-Trump idiots (tm), they believe that the vaccines are unsafe (cause 6 people were reported to get blood clots out of... what 160 million?) and they won't get vaccinated. like bruh y'all really are stupid asf aren't you


I'm feeling really tired but I need to work in homework. at this point I'll prob just go to bed cause it's 9:30 lol, i give up.

 

[Dunquixote]

my dad didn’t wash his hands after going to bathroom. i was out in the kitchen making food and could hear

 

[Neb]

Ah yes, 8:00 P.M. rumination just what I needed.

 

[Marridia]

I wish my voice wasn't monotone 24/7

 

[Mr_Persona]

code vein is on sale until Monday and l might not have enough time to get it. Great price but why always during a bad timing

 

[Alienfish]

Mom showed me this retro/vintage hippie store and now I really wanna order from there :^^^^)

 

[Stnh]

i dont know whats bothering me. i guess life is bothering me, i dont know what to feel like anymore

 

[Toska]

Nevermind.

 

[Seastar]

I wish I could erase some memories... It is awful to suddenly remember something from almost a decade ago and then be unable to sleep because it bothers me so much. I think I'll try to play a game and forget, but I doubt it's going to work.

 

[Chris]

Kinda upset I can’t join the TBTWC. I would, but I’m afraid I’ll not be able to play as much as I want to, and I don’t wanna be a burden to my team. Ah well, maybe next time.

Of course you can join the TBTWC! It's up to an individual to decide how much time they wish to contribute to the event. With teams of at least 50 people each an individual person only makes up ~2% of that team, and there are no penalties whatsoever for minimal participation. That's why we are going with the format for four teams: it is simply not possible for an individual to be responsible for bringing down or burdening their team.

 

[Soigne]

my lymph nodes are soooo swollen after my 2nd covid vaccine and i have to work tonight :0

 

[Dunquixote]

I heard my mom and dad moving stuff around the house to get ready for my nieces and my sister/brother in law who are visiting tomorrow. And i could tell my dad was anxious and he yells at my mom “talk already” like he does with me when i struggle to put my thoughts into words or to put thoughts together on the spot. my mom doesn’t have asperger’s but still i hate him taking out his untreated anxiety on us. my mom just takes it :/ and she just tells me there is nothing we can do just as i tell her about him not closing the door or washing his hands

 

[honeyaura]

I heard my mom and dad moving stuff around the house to get ready for my nieces and my sister/brother in law who are visiting tomorrow. And i could tell my dad was anxious and he yells at my mom “talk already” like he does with me when i struggle to put my thoughts into words or to put thoughts together on the spot. my mom doesn’t have asperger’s but still i hate him taking out his untreated anxiety on us. my mom just takes it :/ and she just tells me there is nothing we can do just as i tell her about him not closing the door or washing his hands

Ugh I'm so sorry. My dad, who has ADHD (handling it aggressively), wasn't in my life much. But when he'd visit when I was a kid, he'd be very impatient and wouldn't understand my shyness. I stuttered growing up, so I had a hard time talking which affected my confidence all the way up until high school. If I took too long to reply or respond to him, he'd yell at me. I won't ever think it's okay to be yelled at for someone else's anxiety.

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After a very messy move, six months later, I'm trying to face clearing through more papers. These papers involve my grandmother (who passed away last year, the reason I moved here) and my mother (who is in the nursing home). I can't leave the papers unsorted, but I literally get anxious even thinking about it. I just want peace.

 

[Dunquixote]

Ugh I'm so sorry. My dad, who has ADHD (handling it aggressively), wasn't in my life much. But when he'd visit when I was a kid, he'd be very impatient and wouldn't understand my shyness. I stuttered growing up, so I had a hard time talking which affected my confidence all the way up until high school. If I took too long to reply or respond to him, he'd yell at me. I won't ever think it's okay to be yelled at for someone else's anxiety.

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After a very messy move, six months later, I'm trying to face clearing through more papers. These papers involve my grandmother (who passed away last year, the reason I moved here) and my mother (who is in the nursing home). I can't leave the papers unsorted, but I literally get anxious even thinking about it. I just want peace.

Thanks so much for replying and sharing. I’m sorry you experienced that as well. It is not a good feeling. I try telling myself to not hate myself and it’s not my fault but it is hard when a family member acts like that.

Also, that sounds rough and extremely stressful ><. That is exactly my mindset whenever there is something I need to do that I don’t want to or something that is about to happen that I dread. Hang in there. If you need to vent more, my dms are always open.

 

[Toska]

I’m so sleepy. I’m trying to enjoy my weekend, as I have some family in from out of state, but I keep isolating myself and trying to sleep.

 

[honeyaura]

Thanks so much for replying and sharing. I’m sorry you experienced that as well. It is not a good feeling. I try telling myself to not hate myself and it’s not my fault but it is hard when a family member acts like that.

Also, that sounds rough and extremely stressful ><. That is exactly my mindset whenever there is something I need to do that I don’t want to or something that is about to happen that I dread. Hang in there. If you need to vent more, my dms are always open.

Thanks so much for the support, same thing goes to you. Things will get better, and it definitely isn't your fault. You're only looking after your mum, and it's out of love.

 

[Moritz]

My nephew was born 2 days ago and its his first night home from the hospital.
There is no reason for me to think things won't be fine, but I'm not sure my brother was holding him properly when I visited so now I'm just irrationally worried about the kid.