What's Bothering You?

wanted to relax this evening but I gotta come up with a draft for my resume cause I have a meeting early tomorrow to work on it w someone and i just dont want to : )))))))


tbh I could literally prob do it in about an hour but executive dysfunction has come back to haunt me yeet
 
Please body STOP waking up at 3 & 4am for the past two weeks I just want to SLEEP throu the ENTIRE night

Like, idk what is causing this. I know I clearly have sleeping issues but nothing in my life should be making me do this. I'm not depressed, I don't have anxiety about going to my job (I'll wake up on my days off at 3 & 4 anyway) I don't take any meds so nothing like that could be causing it. Idk. Someone once said I have insomnia but I think that was anxiety-induced insomnia (if that's even a thing) at that time.
 
Just needed to complain a little.

Stressing over having to deal with the car insurance people. I thought doing taxes was anxiety inducing but that feels like nothing now compared to this. I can't figure out who hit my parked car so now I'll probably be liable despite being inside my house and not anywhere my car at the time of the incident.
 
I feel like I'm boring and uninteresting, and thats the reason I don't have friends. I feel easily replaceable

Hey there, friend! I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. I can relate at times and it’s one of the worst feelings in the world. Just know that you aren’t alone and I already consider you a friend of mine (I mean, you’re one of the few people besides myself here that likes MHA, XD). If you ever need to vent or want to talk more my visitor messages and direct messages are open! :)
 
creating this resume I can't help but feel like I'm somewhat underqualified to get a decent job (or the job I want) ;w;
 
i started to talk to this guy friend i used to talk to back last year and it was going well but now he’s being dry and late responses ,, i think after he responds this next time i might just leave him in opened ;-; he feels so uninterested in what i have to say ;___;
 
I guess it's time for the weekly "Shep complains about morning nausea" event.

Yeah I had the worst morning nausea I've ever had today. It's been three hours and it finally calmed down enough that I could grab breakfast.

... and then my body decided it was time for acid-reflux + heartburn.

Kinda wish my body wasn't held together with duct-tape rn.

Also I feel the need to specify I'm not pregnant or anything given how often I complain about my morning nausea.
 
I'm getting really sick and tired of people hating each other because of their political views and refusing to compromise and actually work together like healthy people 🙃
 
A bracelet I got from a friend broke, or at least one of the beads did. I could probs glue it together but since I know it's broke it will probably not make any good :( Shame, I liked it :(
 
I just got done talking to my counselor and I feel even more stressed than I was before about the painting, moving, disney world talks and something else. so glad i have a counselor that i like at least, but I feel like there is nothing that can be done about any of them except one and they are all out of my control. Also worried about some of my friends who are going through tough stuff.I really hope things get better for them at least.
 
Having major working from home blues today. I find it hard to stay motivated like this. Doesn't help I still currently live with my parents in an open concept home so I don't even have a desk nevermind a private office space.
 
I'm so sorry that that professor has made it more difficult for you to hang around someone who supports you 😕 society really needs to start accepting platonic relationships and not assuming everything is romantic 🙄

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So uh apparently my manager said to some guys in our department that I'm the water manager in training?? Um excuse me no I literally have no experience in contracting (until recently) lmao. I'm hoping he was meaning someone else because that job ain't for me chief lol

Yeah, thank you love <3 it's all water under the bridge now. I mean, if you look closely at our friendship and how we interact with each other, we're like little kids LOL. There is nothing ****ing romantic about me playing punching the **** out of him and cussing and flipping him off. It's just a close bond, that's all. :3

Also hope your manager was referring to someone else yeesh ksksks. Wouldn't want to have that type of responsibility either lmao!
 
Feeling a bit depressed; part of it the same stuff that has bothering me and the other kinda dumb stuff (still no luck getting my favorite character who has a new unit in one of my games). My nerves calmed down at least though a little.
 
I'm more than likely that I'm going to have to retake a Calculus again over the summer because I'm barely passing the class rn and I take to make more than a 90% on the final if I want to pass. I feel like I would have been able to pass if my college actually gave me breaks and days off so I could review and look over things rather than stressing me out with no breaks at all :^)))))))))))))))))))

Also I feel so left out of everyone, seeing that all the people I had in my previous classes and friends hanging out and celebrating the end of the semester while I'm here, crying and struggling mentally to carry on because I'm failing one of my classes. I'm not okay at all.
 
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Waiting to hear back from my work about my medical papers I handed in and also waiting for the car insurance place to call me. Both things might bring me more bad news and I'm already at my wits end. I'm so anxious dealing with these things that I don't know what to do with myself. My work might not accept my paperwork and the insurance place wants me to prove who hit my car but I wasn't even around, I was inside my house so how am I suppose to know. Ughhhh
 
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