What's Bothering You?
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I really need to move on from what happened last week. The block from Discord was hurtful and uncalled for, but there is nothing I can do about it. Whenever I try to unfollow them elsewhere I just regret the decision... Why do I value someone who just threw me away?
I'm not sure if this needs a spoiler but I'm putting one for mention of violence.
My 2 neighbours across the street were yelling at each other in the street and the lady tried to get in her car and drive away, but the guy stood in front and wouldn't let her leave. They kept on arguing for like 5 minutes but then he started to full blown scream at her and kick the car so I went out and told him to get the **** away from her car. He said to me "don't get involved" and I told him to get away from her again or I'd call the cops. So he stepped away from the car and she drove off and he started to scream at me. He was like "are you happy now?" and so many other things I can't remember cause he was rage screaming. I also can't remember what I yelled back cause I was shook but it was something about him not trapping & threatening women. Luckily he walked away to his house cause I really didn't want to see the police and be in their presence. Now my anxiety is through the roof and imma have to see him everyday across the street. I hope that lady never returns and goes somewhere safer.
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oh yikes! that is so scary! that’s good you stood up to him, but yeah, that sounds like a really bad situation
. I hope you stay safe and everything will be okay.Thanks Dun, I was really scared afterwards. I hope he never talks to me again.oh yikes! that is so scary! that’s good you stood up to him, but yeah, that sounds like a really bad situation
Reginald Fairfield
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There's something different with the eyes, more than just the make up. What do you think?
I think I preferred his cuter take on older visual kei bands to be fair...Not a fan of that vampire look.
Reginald Fairfield
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I think he played a vampire in the "My Nocturnal Serenade" video.
Ah, I see. But yeah I didn't like the look there anyway
I can see what you mean about the Lady Gaga vibes. I like the evolution of his style - his clothing in this and the My Nocturnal Serenade videos are things I would absolutely wear.
I ended up listening to his latest album yesterday and this song, among others, gave me early Panic! at the Disco vibes.
DinosaurDumpster
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i'm not sure how it happened but i only got 6 hours of sleep, and i usually get 10-11 on weekends. there's no way i can fall back to sleep now so i'll just have to deal with it.
my dad decided to surprise me by ordering me a box of 150 random animal crossing amiibos and while that was really nice of him, he's charging me for it so now i'm out £40, which is just brilliant 
at least i'm getting a bunch of amiibos i probably already own
at least i'm getting a bunch of amiibos i probably already own
BungoTheElf
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I bought groceries yesterday for me and my roomate and I texted her after what I got and she ends up getting double of some of what I got. I'm pissed because I hate wasting food especially when it comes to expiring and she's been eating out a lot lately. And then I got a bloody nose and out of the one thing she needs to buy for using them all up of mine is tissues and she forgot to buy them.
Firesquids
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I went to the dentist and they showed me someone else's x-rays and told me I needed to get a tooth pulled asap. I went to a different dentist and they confirmed that the x-ray was not of my teeth and the tooth doesn't need to be pulled. I'm left with a swollen face confused and frustrated by the whole experience.
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still sick (getting better tho) and now my monthly is here too and i'm cramping ;^;
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omg that is so cruddy, i'm so sorry!!! D: can't they get into like major legal trouble for that like omg.
I want to cry. 6000 cases. 6000 cases over the last two days. We aren’t even through with phase 1 of vaccinations. People are saying the lockdowns aren’t needed. The amount of people I know who went out to eat yesterday for their “Easter supper” makes me sick. 6000 cases.
Which I know might not seem like a lot for people in the states but it’s a lot for me. People are acting like we’re somehow better than we were last year when we’re not. Sure, we have the vaccine made. We’re vaccinating some elderly people. But the cases as a whole, the ICU numbers, the death toll - that’s not better. I’m worse off than I was last year because these new variants are deadlier, because I’ve been unemployed for a year and running low on savings. I’m so tired.
Which I know might not seem like a lot for people in the states but it’s a lot for me. People are acting like we’re somehow better than we were last year when we’re not. Sure, we have the vaccine made. We’re vaccinating some elderly people. But the cases as a whole, the ICU numbers, the death toll - that’s not better. I’m worse off than I was last year because these new variants are deadlier, because I’ve been unemployed for a year and running low on savings. I’m so tired.
Me again. Because I’m the worst and just miserable today I guess.
Can somebody let me know when this internalized homophobia **** is supposed to go away? Because mine hasn’t. I’ll be 23 in a month and I still have nights where I feel like complete garbage because I’m gay. I just feel so guilty and wrong and broken and I hate it so much. I hate it. I hate feeling this way and I hate knowing that my life is unnecessarily harder for it. My life’s already been hard enough, thank you. I’m so tired and frustrated.
Can somebody let me know when this internalized homophobia **** is supposed to go away? Because mine hasn’t. I’ll be 23 in a month and I still have nights where I feel like complete garbage because I’m gay. I just feel so guilty and wrong and broken and I hate it so much. I hate it. I hate feeling this way and I hate knowing that my life is unnecessarily harder for it. My life’s already been hard enough, thank you. I’m so tired and frustrated.
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Dunquixote
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i was hoping to spend a lot of time on the easter egg hunt but having my nieces and family over have took most of the day away from it. I know family comes first, but being around my family (my dad mostly) is stressful because when my mom or I ask a simple question he lashes out and asks what our problem is, which is one of the many reasons why i lock myself in my room so i don’t have to deal with being a verbal punching bag. Today he lashed out at my mom. My nieces are kids so their energy is tiresome to me (i love them so much but I am not good with kids and I get bored). I am not a good aunt. I admit it. Right now, now that everyone is in bed, I’m trying to do egg hunt but i can’t since I’m still aggravated with my dad. during the game we played he kept answering the question for people or talking when he shouldn’t be. i am so tired...and crabby. I hope my mom doesn’t make me go to disney world with him when they plan on going with the kids since mentally I cannot deal with him since he doesn’t take medicine for anxiety or acknowledges he has it. it is always on us to be on better behavior. my mental health has been deteriorating for the last few months and I do mot need more stress. then there’s the fact they are making me move. i am still dependent on them so i have no choice in the matter. i want to stay here in this house so even if i didn’t have to move, that wouldn’t solve anything. so frustrated with so many things.
tired of being expected to be the better person but he can continue behaving badly.
tired of being expected to be the better person but he can continue behaving badly.
i’m so sorry. my father is honestly a lot like yours - he is very clearly mentally ill (my bets are on bipolar or borderline personality disorder) and as he doesn’t even believe mental illness exists, he’s unmedicated as well and we’re all left walking on eggshells. this may not be helpful but his issues are not your fault - even when he lashes out, it’s not because of you or something you did - it’s all on him and his unwillingness to take care of himself. and regardless of what anyone else says, you do not have to be the bigger person - if he upsets you, you are allowed to feel that and voice that. being the bigger person should not mean having to silence yourself or to be someone’s verbal or emotional punching bag and i’m really sorry that you have to deal with that. //hugs//also, i stepped away from the forums for like,, half an hour and came back to this;
this literally scared the **** out of me. not a big deal once i actually read it but the initial red box and seeing “your account has been flagged” was scary as hell LMAO.
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Dunquixote
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also, i stepped away from the forums for like,, half an hour and came back to this;
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this literally scared the **** out of me. not a big deal once i actually read it but the initial red box and seeing “your account has been flagged” was scary as hell LMAO.
-hugs back- Thanks, friend
. He has been like this all of my life but now it has gotten so bad (he is in his seventies).I’d like to not think it isn’t my fault but sometimes my sister gangs up on me too. :/ She hasn’t recently, but I know if she critcizes me for something or my dad, the other will be on my case immediately. makes me hate myself along with other factors. don’t worry. i am feeling overall okay about myself, but there are moments i have invasive thoughts. not today thankfully. thanks for responding
. I feel a bit better now that i got that out of my systemoh yikes. that would scare me too.
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