What's Bothering You?

syub said:
i deleted social media around a month ago and it's really helped me with my mental health (it was really bad before i deleted it) but now im getting bad again because like none of my friends even bother to reach out to me?? i have to always reach out to them .... and one of my friends only texts me when she needs answers for physics work and then she forgets i exist until the next assignment is due :/
only about 2 or 3 of my friends reached out to me when i first deleted my socials asking if i was okay but then i answered and they took forever to respond to me??? like why ask if you dont even care that much :"( someone i even thought was a super close friend hasnt talked to me since i deleted and she said she misses me then i replied "i miss you too!!!" but didnt even say anything after that???
i feel like quarantine has made me lose a bunch of people who i thought were my friends but now theyre just people i occasionally talk to. idk what im gonna do if we do end up going back to school for my senior year, like who am i gonna talk to LMAO
i feel like the few online friends i have care more about me than people who actually know me irl and it makes me so upset. the only people who really care about me are my boyfriend and my best friend, even though we've only been recently talking more & more each day ik she genuinely cares abt me and my wellbeing <33 and im extremely grateful for my bf because hes always there for me even tho im super difficult lol and i cry a lot to him about how much i miss him but now i have something new to cry to him about now <//3
either i really need new friends or i just stick with the two real friends i have right now :"(
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same w me, lately i’ve noticed a lot of my “friends” weren’t really friends. they don’t bother to reach out to me or anything, it’s getting a little upsetting. this pandemic has kinda shown me whos a good friend and who isn’t. im also hearing a lot from people, “omg did u know that ___ said you were ___?”. like uh, i don’t give a **** what lyla says? and no one asked for her opinion on me either 😑 grow up. we’re not in 3rd grade anymore.

also noticing that my online friends are better than most of my irl “friends”. they actually care about me and always try to help when i’m upset. honestly super grateful for them & tbt.
 
SpaceTokki77 said:
same w me, lately i’ve noticed a lot of my “friends” weren’t really friends. they don’t bother to reach out to me or anything, it’s getting a little upsetting. this pandemic has kinda shown me whos a good friend and who isn’t. im also hearing a lot from people, “omg did u know that ___ said you were ___?”. like uh, i don’t give a **** what lyla says? and no one asked for her opinion on me either 😑 grow up. we’re not in 3rd grade anymore.

also noticing that my online friends are better than most of my irl “friends”. they actually care about me and always try to help when i’m upset. honestly super grateful for them & tbt.
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it honestly really sucks :[[ i hate it. its ok we can get thru it together :")
 
I turned in one of my college papers late and I’m afraid it will tank my grade. I feel like such an idiot right now.
 
even after 3 months sticking to a 1200 calorie diet is so difficult 😔

also p positiv i jinxed myself cause just a few weeks ago I was like "nice my psoriasis hasn't flared up in quite a while, hopefully it's gone for good" and BAM it's back on my hands and I just... hate it so much 🙃
 
Yeah so I’m mad at the world because... get this, Stitches pinged and of course I answer in case he’s thinking about escaping, er I mean moving out and it wasn’t that, I don’t even remember what it was now but we were behind a tree and there was a ladybug nearby so when I got my net out and pressed whatever button it is that puts you in stealth mode - I shook the damn tree AND A BELL FELL OUT BUT THERE WAS NO PLACE FOR IT TO GO SO IT DISAPPEARED. I feel like such a virtual loser.
 
I still haven’t heard back from Nookazon about removing the false review on my account. Today I made an account that has the same username as my previous one but with a “2” on the end, which is probably breaking some sort of rule on there, and was able to successfully trade for some street lamps. See, the thing I like about Nookazon is I can offer 500,000 bells on something that would normally cost 4 tbt here while the conversion rate for IGB > TBT is like 1M:1. Guess I’m kinda a cheapskate lol, but I prefer trading on here 100,000x better.
 
internet is at like an all time low functionality today and it's really irritating cause I need to watch a play for my theater class and I can't 😑

also lowkey stressing nonstop about schoolwork that isn't due for weeks (got like 3 recitals where I play piano, a big history paper aka reading like 4 books, on top of countless other bs I have to do for school) and I just hate it all so much with a passion. idk if school is supposed to be cool or fun but it isn't and I'm getting really tired of it.
 
It looks like my youngest cat might be coming into season, she has been acting out of character today (meowing a lot more then usual and it's more high pitched, plus she's doing a lot of rolling around and rubbing on the carpet), she'd been at the right age to be neutered during the New Year but she'd been the runt of her litter (though she has a clean bill of health) and is quite small for her age so we'd waited for her to be a bit bigger to have her done.

Going to speak to the vets about it but don't think she can be done now till she's out of the heat season, fortunately she's a mainly indoors cat and never leaves our garden when out and our male cats and the neighbours cats are all neutered so she should be safe but I don't want her to be uncomfortable 🥺
 
My poor cat had to have surgery again for another lump, and it turns out there were even more smaller ones that they removed, and they had to take part of her abdominal tissue with the large one because it had become attached. I'm just really worried that it's going to come back again, I really don't know what I'll do if it does
 
I cannot stress this enough but I loathe my physics class. Words cannot describe how much this class enrages me. I hate that it takes so long to complete the homework in this class that sometimes I have little to no time to complete my assignments from my other classes.
 
my mental health has been so so horrible and it hurts even more not really having anyone to talk to besides the same two people because i just feel annoying telling them about my problems and its just .... idk what to do anymore i honestly have been having * thoughts lately bc i have just idk i feel like no one really cares abt me anymore :/
 
I thought I'd structured my week so that I had today off. Apparently I had a meeting 11:00-11:30am that I have zero memory of being planned. Didn't even have my computer on so didn't see the notification until I got an email just now (almost 1pm). 😐

EDIT: okay I'm not in trouble, phew. Rescheduled for Monday.
 
Having a bit of an off day. Super low energy and low mood to match. Just tired I guess? Bad dreams & family ****. Just want to curl into a ball and skip today.
 
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