What's Bothering You?

i know that i’m a stranger but i’m here for you. i’ve been exactly where you are and still find myself there sometimes and know just how awful feeling like that is. if you need someone to talk to, my pms are always open. <3
 
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It is so busy at work this weekend since it's a long weekend and it's Valentine's and blah blah blah, this stresses me out enough in any normal time but even more so now because covid cases are still pretty dang high around where I live. Absolutely nothing my store sells is essential, people could just stay home but no 😑
Better be putting on my happy face for the customers though.

I really need to get out of retail and I've been trying for YEARS but I can't get any job anywhere else because all my job experience is retail. I'm sure I've already ranted about this before but I'm ranting again because this day is stressing me out so much.
 
I hate getting pre-period cramps for a couple of days/a week or two before my period actually begins. Like damn could ya hurry this up and just come already? I'm going to have worse cramps when it finally does happen anyway. What's even worse is AFTER period cramps. Are you serious? I'm not even on it anymore and my body STILL wants to cramp???

Also I think my boss got mad at me today for somethin. She asked me if I got the 'three boys like I asked' (dogs) and because I do not know nearly ANY of the dogs names, what gender they are, who their parent is, and also which dogs go together ect... I asked what boy. She made a noise then told me to go ahead and sign out/leave work for the day. I was asked to stay a bit longer from someone else to help out. Like, sorry that 'three boys' is incredibly vague🤷‍♀️ I did give a group of 3 boy dogs back to their owner but I think she was referring to another group of 3 boy dogs? Like? Could you not just tell me their names? Or even breed?? I also don't remember her asking me to get a group of 3 boys so I'm guessing she must have asked me and I didn't hear it. I usually always answer back a question so if I didn't answer then I prob walked out of the room right as she said it, and her doing her thing didn't realize I left.

It's such a stupid thing but the way she reacted about it just made me mad.
 
Alright, I'm here at the library. I'm here to focus on my French homework. I'm tying this out because I will not let myself get bothered over this anymore. Feelings are valid, and while I do have feelings for him, he's already happily seeing somebody else. As a good and decent friend of his, I'd rather him be happy. So, while I may weep and moan, that's just life. I guess it'll take some time for me to get over it, but I need to control myself and not let my emotions get the best of me. I mean, he didn't do anything wrong - don't take it out on him. Just be happy that he's happy. Again, there are plenty of people out there.

Sigh. Relationships, man. I'll be going offline after this to work on my studies, but can anyone send me some pics with hot guys in 'em? Just in case I hop back on here still thinking about him. Thanks in advance.
 
Something happened tonight, it's long and stressful. I don't have the energy to type it out but I'm just done with trying to have real "friends."
 
Trump was acquitted 🙃

honestly I'm so tired of hearing about him, even hearing his name irritates me. I hope he fades into obscurity like McCarthy did in the 50s and Nixon did in the 70s.
 
This website has left a bad taste in my mouth. All I ever wanted to do was the start over with a new account but nope. Apparently mods on this site don't like when you make alternate accounts. How was I suppose to know that? Almost every website I go to allows this. Why do I have to feel restricted to one account? Why can't I deleted this account and make a new one? What it the problem of not allowing me to star tover with a new account. The first account I made was "iamjohnporter67" with a different email address but apparently I got banned since they found out it was an alternate account.

The 2nd account "RoxasFan25" was banned because they once again they found it was an alternate account. I was forced to make these accounts but apparently this website doesn't allow that. I am so baffled and appalled that a website like Bell Tree Forums seems to police people on what they do with their accounts. While I understand there is the issue of "gaining the system" people are suppose to have the right to make accounts. It was my choice to delete his account but apparently they couldn't do that, so I had to make a new account but of course I got banned because I didn't know having that was against the rules when in reality almost every website allows you to do that. Could you imagine if Facebook, Twitter, and YouTube did that?

I had my time on this website discussing topics and commenting on forums just to express how I feel about Animal Crossing New Horizons and its been a fun run but for now I am not going to be using this site any longer. This is the straw that broke the camels back. All I wanted was a fresh restart only to be banned. I am going to move away from this site and never come back again. I tried being more opened minded but its clear to me that this website feels too restrictive and unfair.
 
literally was just talking to my mom about how I hadn't started my period in like a month and a half and this morning BAM it's here. literally on the day I have to move my stuff into my dorm 🙃
Common if you are stressed/suffering/skips on stuff etc. but yeah period big stinky poo poo indeed.
 
it’s valentine’s day and i can’t spend it w my boyfriend :,( maybe next year 😅
 
I'm supposed to read a book for history but ugh I hate reading so much, school year literally just started like a week and a half ago and I'm already suffering lmao 🙃

it wouldn't be so bad except this is Sunday afternoon and I'm suppose to have the book read and answer questions with paragraph-length answers by Tuesday at 9am. basically I'm screwed.
 
I'm supposed to read a book for history but ugh I hate reading so much, school year literally just started like a week and a half ago and I'm already suffering lmao 🙃

it wouldn't be so bad except this is Sunday afternoon and I'm suppose to have the book read and answer questions with paragraph-length answers by Tuesday at 9am. basically I'm screwed.

Is there an audio book version of it available? It might be tricky to find one short notice (sometimes libraries have audio books though!) but it might help. I find if there’s a book I’m really not getting along with an audio book can help. I’ll listen to it and read with the physical copy to try and stop my mind from wandering so much 😅
 
My brain wants to question if i'm really aromantic again aaaah

Also I cant get this dumb audition dance right, and it's due in less than a month .-.
 
This website has left a bad taste in my mouth. All I ever wanted to do was the start over with a new account but nope. Apparently mods on this site don't like when you make alternate accounts. How was I suppose to know that? Almost every website I go to allows this. Why do I have to feel restricted to one account? Why can't I deleted this account and make a new one? What it the problem of not allowing me to star tover with a new account. The first account I made was "iamjohnporter67" with a different email address but apparently I got banned since they found out it was an alternate account.

The 2nd account "RoxasFan25" was banned because they once again they found it was an alternate account. I was forced to make these accounts but apparently this website doesn't allow that. I am so baffled and appalled that a website like Bell Tree Forums seems to police people on what they do with their accounts. While I understand there is the issue of "gaining the system" people are suppose to have the right to make accounts. It was my choice to delete his account but apparently they couldn't do that, so I had to make a new account but of course I got banned because I didn't know having that was against the rules when in reality almost every website allows you to do that. Could you imagine if Facebook, Twitter, and YouTube did that?

I had my time on this website discussing topics and commenting on forums just to express how I feel about Animal Crossing New Horizons and its been a fun run but for now I am not going to be using this site any longer. This is the straw that broke the camels back. All I wanted was a fresh restart only to be banned. I am going to move away from this site and never come back again. I tried being more opened minded but its clear to me that this website feels too restrictive and unfair.
Hey there, just came to say I got banned back in August for the same thing. I actually cried cause I had been using my new account for months lol. Just letting you know so you don't feel so bad, others have made the same mistake. You can still see my old "TheodoreCottontail" account frozen in time. I was really salty at first and reacted the same way you are, but eventually I had to realize the mods don't make the rules. They have no choice but to stay neutral and reinforce the same rules for everybody. It feels weird defending the mods cause I was SO MAD when it happened. Especially since they don't warn you. They just ban you in the middle of the night and let you figure it out for yourself. It still really stinks though cause I was left with a sense of no longer feeling welcome to the website.

If you ever wanna talk more about your ban, feel free to message me.
 
Hey there, just came to say I got banned back in August for the same thing. I actually cried cause I had been using my new account for months lol. Just letting you know so you don't feel so bad, others have made the same mistake. You can still see my old "TheodoreCottontail" account frozen in time. I was really salty at first and reacted the same way you are, but eventually I had to realize the mods don't make the rules. They have no choice but to stay neutral and reinforce the same rules for everybody. It feels weird defending the mods cause I was SO MAD when it happened. Especially since they don't warn you. They just ban you in the middle of the night and let you figure it out for yourself. It still really stinks though cause I was left with a sense of no longer feeling welcome to the website.

If you ever wanna talk more about your ban, feel free to message me.
Thank you. Its nice to know I'm not the only one that feels this way.
 
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