What's Bothering You?

Just had an argument with my mom. I cussed her out, shoved the kitchen table, and for the finishing touch, I blew almost all of the candles out that were on it. I called up a friend and asked if I could stay over for a while. Cried a bit after I ended the call. But I'm not giving up.
 
This was this morning but I didn't have time to type it out cause I was going to work.

So for context, I can't drive yet, I don't have insurance on my car. So my parents drive me to work. Also, while I can see how this is partially my fault, there's still fault on my parent.
I work Tuesday-Saturday (unless stuff like holidays comes up) and today, Saturday, just like EVERY SATURDAY FOR THE PAST 3 MONTHS, I have to be at work by 7, not my normal time, 8. One parent left for their work, the other is at home. I wake up, eat breakfast, get changed into my work clothes, ya know do all my before work stuff. During all this time my other parent hasn't woken up yet, usually they're awake by now. I figured they wanted to sleep in more so I wait till like 6:45 before I decide that I have to go wake them up and tell them 'hey I have work today and I have to be there early.
They get mad at me for waiting for so long to wake them up and get in a pissy mood. Like, okay that part can be blamed on me. BUT it is still majority their fault.
First of all why is their alarm not set for the right time? They set an alarm, I don't normally wake them up.
Second of all I've been doing this for 3 MONTHS NOW. They KNOW I work on Saturdays, and earlier. Why do they keep forgetting this stuff?
THIRD of all, their alarm should have already BEEN set for 6am or ig 6:30 whenever they wake up. WHY was it set for later on a SATURDAY? For their alarm to go off at the time it did today means they put it like that, at the wrong time. Why did they change it?

I'm just mostly mad at them for getting mad at me and taking it out on me, like so sorry THEY keep forgetting this stuff. I didn't even say all that to them, I just kept my mouth shut mostly, which I prob shouldn't have. Also made me realize I keep my mouth shut for alot of things, because there really is no arguing with my parents, esp the one today. Any time that not only myself but also my sister say somethin against them or prove them wrong, they just wanna shut down the entire discussion or leave the room in a pissy mood. Like sorry your kids called you out on your incorrect-ness or bad view. The one acts like arguing with them is a personal attack, like when both my sister and I say 'no you're wrong on that' and try to CALMLY have a discussion with them on the reason why its wrong, they act like we're ganging up on them.

Ooh the things I could say to them if only I didn't keep my mouth shut and of only they wouldn't be rude about it, acting like even when we talk to them we're giving them attitude. And God FORBID we give our parents 'attitude'🙄
 
Sometimes I do feel like I'm a really annoying person in general and that my presence makes ppl uncomfortable because of that reason, idk. Sometimes I just don't know when to shut up .-.
 
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i got so many offers declined on nookazon bc everyone wants super high offers or specific items ;; ive been hunting for the cherry blossom petal-pile diy for an hour now 😭
 
Every single neighbor I’ve had in the last few years has complained about noise behind my back. They say I talk too loudly and play my music at obnoxious volumes, but my headphones rarely go above 30%. I talk so quietly that the people I live with can’t hear me. The only reason I know this is because I can hear them yell about it to their roommates. I know my open-ear headphones can leak a little sound, but it’s barely noticeable. If you have a problem with me say it to my face. As terrible as my high school bullies were, at least they were upfront about it.
 
My cat passed away this evening. We had him for 20 years and he was very precious to me, I'm really torn up. Knowing I'm never going to see him again is really hard.
 
Neopets with its new zoomer baby app layout. Stop forcing it on desktops it's ****ing useless.

Also I swear I'll never get a non-trivia staff fave ever lmao.
 
wish I could go skating but my legs are still sore 😔

also my dad still hasn't given me my pay for cleaning even though he got paid like 3 days ago so that's fun 🙃
 
Logged on to twitter to see one of those crosswords; saying "first 3 words you see will predict your 2021!"
First word I see is fat.... Like why is that even included in there.... some of us have ED. Thanks for ruining my day twt
 
Gonna talk to this guy tomorrow about a possible short-term/sub job at this library archive thing tomorrow and I'm a bit nervous... I shouldn't be cause that place looks super cool but then you need to fiddle with unemployment stuff if I would actually have a chance on it.. Mrreeow.
 
Dawnpiplup said:
Transitioning to an adult is tough, man. Can't get myself to not feel anxious or a bit down as I try to do things I've never done before.
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haha doesn't really get too much easier! i've been comfortably sitting at an adult status for years and i get nervous when there are more people at the store than i anticipated, aka what i just experienced and why i am here. :D
 
Soigne said:
haha doesn't really get too much easier! i've been comfortably sitting at an adult status for years and i get nervous when there are more people at the store than i anticipated, aka what i just experienced and why i am here. :D
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Thanks for the pep talk LOL

Well, at least it isn't just me experiencing this. Also I hope you are doing alright <3 I know I would get pretty nervous as well in that kind of situation. :3
 
The glossy finish on my old new 3dxl is peeling again.

Neb said:
Every single neighbor I’ve had in the last few years has complained about noise behind my back. They say I talk too loudly and play my music at obnoxious volumes, but my headphones rarely go above 30%. I talk so quietly that the people I live with can’t hear me. The only reason I know this is because I can hear them yell about it to their roommates. I know my open-ear headphones can leak a little sound, but it’s barely noticeable. If you have a problem with me say it to my face. As terrible as my high school bullies were, at least they were upfront about it.
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I think the hall neighbor complained about the smell after letting her dog crap in the entry way, and leaving it there for a few days. I can sympathize.
 
Dawnpiplup said:
Thanks for the pep talk LOL

Well, at least it isn't just me experiencing this. Also I hope you are doing alright <3 I know I would get pretty nervous as well in that kind of situation. :3
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LOL that was kinda negative.. i just meant don’t expect things to magically get easier with age!! they will the more you get used to things :)
 
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