What's Bothering You?

The sheer fact that I can't seem to get a 20 on my act or get a 2.7 gpa. Now instead of going to a university i'm stuck going to a crummy community college for two years..I guess I just feel dumb.
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Oh and also..my school is live streaming my graduation on youtube so naturally I told my boyfriend he should watch me graduate. It's like a major deal and he'll only get to see it once. I so excited to tell him too! I told him the live stream would starts at 9am and I told him if he didn't watch I'd never forgive him and i'll give him the silent treatment for a week. He replied "Hmm..I can live with that. You should know I don't get up that early. It's not my fault" My heart sank. I then said "Maybe you can live with it but I can't live knowing my own boyfriend couldn't bother to see his own girlfriend graduate." I don't know. I guess it's petty since I know he has sleeping issues but still..I was hurt. However I immediately denied all my threats because I am way too attached to just be mad at him. I can't even go a day without him. I just..I guess maybe I asked too much of him.
 
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Todays a a wreck.

My best friend just actually collapsed in front of me and had a sizure. I'm going with him to the ER right now. We were going to see the redwoods today and were getting ready to go when he dropped his canteen and fell to the ground shaking. I'm terrified on top of jumbled enough today.

Could you all keep him in your thoughts, please.
 
A delivery driver from a restaurant I sometimes order from just parked outside the house and sent their child to my door to ask if anything was wrong with the food because I've not ordered in a while. That doesn't sit well with me.
 
A delivery driver from a restaurant I sometimes order from just parked outside the house and sent their child to my door to ask if anything was wrong with the food because I've not ordered in a while. That doesn't sit well with me.
Wow.. that was unasked for, I'd stay away from them or call in and complain to be fair.
 
Todays a a wreck.

My best friend just actually collapsed in front of me and had a sizure. I'm going with him to the ER right now. We were going to see the redwoods today and were getting ready to go when he dropped his canteen and fell to the ground shaking. I'm terrified on top of jumbled enough today.

Could you all keep him in your thoughts, please.
would you minded if I prayed for him?
 
Wow.. that was unasked for, I'd stay away from them or call in and complain to be fair.

Yeah, it was such an unnecessary confrontation - and if they were going to bother, they should have come to the door themselves rather than sending their kid. Funny thing is I almost ordered from them last night, but decided that was lazy and cooked instead.
 
Todays a a wreck.

My best friend just actually collapsed in front of me and had a sizure. I'm going with him to the ER right now. We were going to see the redwoods today and were getting ready to go when he dropped his canteen and fell to the ground shaking. I'm terrified on top of jumbled enough today.

Could you all keep him in your thoughts, please.
I hope your friend will be okay!
 
I'm bothered that my boyfriend drinks when he's sad. He has told me he's always sad. Am I not making him happy? He smiles when I'm around but I don't know. He tends to go through these suicidal episodes and I just cry. I have to talk him out of ending it all. Recently he told me he's fallen in love me. It's not exactly new that we love each other but that for What ever reason made me happy. But I also feel bad because well..his family sucks. Everyone hates each other thus for him i'm the only person he loves. He's so afraid of losing me. I always reassure him i'm not leaving but he still seems afraid. He's just a mess,,
 
Honestly why is depression a thing ?! Why do I over feel everything fml why can’t I just shrug bad days off instead of crying til I eventually fall asleep🙃 gotta keep going for my babies though😭 sorry for my absolute miserable post I am just so sick of this sinking feeling in my chest and I needed to write it down rather than resorting to other means 💔
 
Todays a a wreck.

My best friend just actually collapsed in front of me and had a sizure. I'm going with him to the ER right now. We were going to see the redwoods today and were getting ready to go when he dropped his canteen and fell to the ground shaking. I'm terrified on top of jumbled enough today.

Could you all keep him in your thoughts, please.
Oh no! How scary! Hoping for a positive update
 
Todays a a wreck.

My best friend just actually collapsed in front of me and had a sizure. I'm going with him to the ER right now. We were going to see the redwoods today and were getting ready to go when he dropped his canteen and fell to the ground shaking. I'm terrified on top of jumbled enough today.

Could you all keep him in your thoughts, please.
I hope he’s okay ❤️
 
Todays a a wreck.

My best friend just actually collapsed in front of me and had a sizure. I'm going with him to the ER right now. We were going to see the redwoods today and were getting ready to go when he dropped his canteen and fell to the ground shaking. I'm terrified on top of jumbled enough today.

Could you all keep him in your thoughts, please.

I hope your friend will be okay. ;_;
 
My family’s vacation was cut short today because our beloved family dog had unplanned emergency surgery and unfortunately didn’t make it. My family was devastated and didn’t want to stay at the beach, so they went home and so did I. Bummed about it, both because he was a great dog and because we were going to go out to celebrate my birthday and now I’m gonna be alone and probably working :(
 
I just took a self assessment for depression and I'm scared it might actually be true
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one of my friends told me the test is wack and not to believe it but idk I've been experiencing a lot of that stuff
 
Yeah, it was such an unnecessary confrontation - and if they were going to bother, they should have come to the door themselves rather than sending their kid. Funny thing is I almost ordered from them last night, but decided that was lazy and cooked instead.
Yeah, I agree completely. Sending a kid is definitely not what you should do, and I have no idea what they hoped for with that. And sounded like a good choice in hindsight.
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Also I'm having two pimples on the back of my neck that hurts whenever I move my neck. Icky ****, go away.
 
To do that I'd have to tell my parents and I'm scared
Hey we are all scared at some point in their lives. It may be overwhelming buuut your parents are there to support you through anything. I’ve been scared to tell my mum lots of things but in the end I think as a parent I’d rather know things my son/daughter is going through! You got this 💪🏻
 
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