What's Bothering You?

bakery i've gone to a few times recently has a positive case of covid-19 from an employee. many times the staff weren't wearing masks/wearing them improperly/not wearing gloves. idk how to feel
 
My friend has been seen and diagnosed with some disease I can't pronounce. His veins don't push enough blood to his brain. He has to see a specialist who's going to do more tests and see if there is anything they can do to help. He's trying to make jokes about it but he looks so sad and its honestly heart breaking. He's too young to be dealing with this. 🥺

oh no! i’m really sorry to hear that :c i’ll keep him in my prayers <3
 
My friend has been seen and diagnosed with some disease I can't pronounce. His veins don't push enough blood to his brain. He has to see a specialist who's going to do more tests and see if there is anything they can do to help. He's trying to make jokes about it but he looks so sad and its honestly heart breaking. He's too young to be dealing with this. 🥺
Im sorry you both have to go through this. 🥺
 
honestly the more and more i think about the programming course im going into this semester the more i start thinking i'm going to flop in it, i wish i could be confident about it but i've never coded anything in my life, i did get a sort of shadowing opportunity to see how the course worked, and most of the people in the class also never coded before they entered... but the key difference (to me atleast) is that they got to be in a class doing it. i know i personally learn better and feel more comfortable in a classroom setting where i can ask the teacher questions and have them right there to show me what i did wrong, now with this whole system my CC is going with, courses are either going to be blended (some in class work and some work from home) or completely online only, of course my course ends up being fully online, which makes sense since its all done on computers but i know im going to be in tough when i have to dm my teacher questions and have a written explanation to work with.

i also don't have the best track record when it comes to working at home (low attention span lol) and i don't even know when i'll get to finally talk to the course faculty (they're not even giving us a schedule until like 2 weeks before it begins like wtf), theres a bunch of things i have to buy for the course, and the books total a whopping $800 CAD... i remember students last year saying they'd get it all sorted out by the first week of the course (they knew where to find them online for free lol) but since this won't be in class i doubt i'll find anyone who knows where to find them, i really would like to avoid spending that much on stuff, especially considering i need to buy a $300 SSD. im pretty sure my laptop has good enough specs for what we need to do, atleast i sure hope it does, because id really like to avoid any extra costs if possible.


tl;dr: scared of failure
 
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I don't want to go to sleep ;;

Also working on a drawing rn and trying soooo hard not to criticize myself over it constantly. It's a character that I haven't drawn since early 2018 so they really need some new art, been wanting to draw them for a while now, and that time for drawing happens to be right in the middle of a big depressive episode loll whoops.

Also if anyone is interested in idk a simple commission hmu I need something to do
 
I have so many things I‘m bothered by with my life lately that I don‘t think I can even accurately type them all out or articulate them well. I also know if I try to say it all to a friend they’ll turn away, and my therapist isn’t much help either. Lmaooooo
 
why do they have to add that toothpaste smile face to that one nice pride armor they released ... i hate that face that comes with it bc it looks like those cheap creepy mannequins
 
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I just got kicked off of a turnip.exchange queue because the host assumed I wouldn't come back, now it's locked with 100 people in queue. 😭 I just wanna be done with turnips, I hate it. Two weeks and I never crossed 200.
 
25% VAT taxes like okay do you really need to make my purchase 15 bucks more expensive, ****ing xsolla :(

also its only 5 pm and im like yeah im probably gonna be up for a good while lmao
 
^^That actually surprises me a lot.


My dad told me that we're gonna go out later today to practice maneuverability and I'm already resenting it because my dad acts like such an idiot when I don't catch onto something right away. All he does is make me mad . I don't feel like doing anything with him.
 
there isn’t a Pink Nintendo Switch... & all the cute skins for it are from different countries....
There is!
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