What's Bothering You?

I've been struggling with severe insomnia for almost a week now I'm so exhausted.
It throws me back to when I used to love not sleeping as a teenager, except I now know how important sleep is and I can tell my brain is mush from the lack of sleep (+ I look so tired). Currently writing this at 8am, I only slept from 2 to 4am...
 
I cut my finger on the sharp edge of the shower door handle and it hurts when I bend it. It stings a little whenever I touch it when I am washing my hands.

Edit: Thanks for the hugs! My cut doesn’t hurt that much anymore. It’s healing a little and it is getting better.
 
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I have to delete a bunch of photos on my iPhone to clear up storage space so I can download BOTW in Minecraft. It’s hard to choose which photos to say goodbye to. All of them are screenshots. I’m not spending extra money on more storage space. *Sigh*, tough decisions…
 
It's too warm out...it's 87 degrees F out and I don't like it. Thankfully, it's supposed to cool down tomorrow and we may even get a decent amount of rain.
 
No matter how much storage space I try to clear up on my phone, I still get the ‘error’ message when I try to export BOTW into Realms in Minecraft.
 
Sighhhh there are so many shirts on etsy nowadays that are so sus, like why are there multiple shops selling the same design and where are they getting them from not to mention all the things that look like you know what, if I was selling merch with my designs I would put “HUMAN MADE” in the description and put art process pics, ofc people can lie about that but not putting it in the description adds to my suspicion. Not that artists should have to even do that though because this **** is so stupid and shouldn’t exist!!
 
of course i sent in my joycons to be repaired, forgetting that deltarune chapters 3 and 4 were going to release soon. it's been a week since nintendo received the package, and it's so hard to wait. hopefully they get shipped before my sister goes back to her apartment, because i like watching her play it lol
my joycon drift was so bad that it probably wouldn't have been playable anyway but i digress-
 
It’s been hard trying to deny the existence of the Switch 2. Someone was talking about it yesterday, and it made me feel angry. I hate this…
 
Even though I eat well, exercise, and am at a healthy weight for my height, sometimes I worry I’m too big for guy. It’s weird because I like big guys, but kinda not because of how society has brainwashed us women.
 
My combact flash card arrived just moments ago, I put it in my camera and it's saying error and i have no idea what to do.
I messaged the people who sent me the card, because, there must be some reason it's saying error; not like wasing money on something that won't work :/
Today has gone too quick, and I don't feel comfortable doing anything. :/
 
PMSing sucks. My mood has slowly been picking up again, but now I’m feeling really angry again about a lot of things that I’m trying to just ignore and let go. I want to talk to someone about one of the things but I’ve bothered them enough and honestly, thinking about it and something else that didn’t get the response I was hoping for, just makes me feel more mentally tired and stressed and I really can’t take anymore even though my stress level feels significantly better than it was a few weeks or so ago. I hope things go back to normal soon; that might help lift some of the weight that has been hurting me.

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I really don't think some of my co-workers understand how much I've been a thorn in everyone's sides. Today I had someone openly complain to one of the higher-ups about my driving habits and that I'm going to "cause an accident". This'll definitely lead to yet another bad chat with the boss next week I'd imagine, even though I don't agree that I'm a bad driver. A few others heard what this person was saying, but they really didn't seem to care about it at all. I even told them that I'm an arrogant co-worker and deserved to get called out like I did, but they gave me the positivity card of defending me and that I mattered to everyone. Pfft. It's all lies. Sooner or later everyone's going to want me gone. I also have strong opinions about the new buses we got (I hate them with a burning passion) and began to treat them poorly, even in front of others. Somehow, writing words in the dirt about how bad they are on their bumpers is a stress reliever. They're truly pieces of junk on wheels.

Oh, and they gave out free lunch to celebrate the retiring employees, but stupid me forgot it was today and I walked in with a sandwich I bought from Subway. I instantly yelled out "Gosh darnit!" (not in THAT way however) and mumbled to everyone angrily that I'm an idiot. They told me to simply put it in the fridge for later, but I refused and ate it anyway. I'm such a jerk to these co-workers and I'm slowly beginning to not feel any remorse about my actions.
 
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