What's Bothering You?

I'm actually disgusted with the Irish gardaí. There's been this guy on social media making threats to slice up Irish babies and children because apparently Irish people "pissed him off" and the police did nothing for FIVE DAYS. A lot of the newspapers I've tried to read will not state the name of this man, I can't find anything on who exactly he is other than a few mentioning name and age. The police only arrested him after a school went into lockdown due to reports of him being in the area. This is not the first case of newspapers and gardaí protecting the identities of men who have been making threats and those who have actually acted on those threats. I'm actually fed up with our system
 
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I can't tell if there's a really annoying noise in my house, or it's just tinnitus...
I just got home from a hard day, into a house that is warmer and quieter, so I do think it was tinnitus...The more I think about it, the louder it gets.
 
I've been struggling with severe insomnia for almost a week now I'm so exhausted.
It throws me back to when I used to love not sleeping as a teenager, except I now know how important sleep is and I can tell my brain is mush from the lack of sleep (+ I look so tired). Currently writing this at 8am, I only slept from 2 to 4am...
 
I cut my finger on the sharp edge of the shower door handle and it hurts when I bend it. It stings a little whenever I touch it when I am washing my hands.

Edit: Thanks for the hugs! My cut doesn’t hurt that much anymore. It’s healing a little and it is getting better.
 
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I have to delete a bunch of photos on my iPhone to clear up storage space so I can download BOTW in Minecraft. It’s hard to choose which photos to say goodbye to. All of them are screenshots. I’m not spending extra money on more storage space. *Sigh*, tough decisions…
 
It's too warm out...it's 87 degrees F out and I don't like it. Thankfully, it's supposed to cool down tomorrow and we may even get a decent amount of rain.
 
So far, these past few days have been nothing but worry and hopelessness. I feel like there's no ****ing hope for me in this world. And before anyone asks, yes, I'm in therapy. I'm also currently working on trying to pass my driver's permit test so I could get my license and car. Thankfully, I know how to drive, but the permit test (and tests in general) scare the living **** out of me). Not to mention I'm stressing out about finding an apartment for me to live in by myself (I'm mostly concerned about how much I'd have to pay for rent each month). I'm also thinking about going back to college, but I'm so ****ing worried about college, from the costs to what I wanna major in. Now I have even MORE to worry about! Will this **** ever end?!

So my sister got our mom in jail and pressed charges against her for something she didn't even do. My mom was just trying to my little sister (not the same sister btw) to come home because she's been really worried about her. She's been staying at my mom's friends house for these past few days, and my mom was missing her so badly.

My sister then proceeded to attack our mom and then she had the audacity to call the cops on her and get her arrested! Now our mom's sitting in jail on a $5,000 cash only bond, all over some bull****! I'm not sure when she'll get out of jail, tho. I was so pissed off at my sister, that I went off on her while I was texting her, calling her a stupid ****ing ***** and telling her that I hope she rots behind bars. I know she's my sister, but we're sisters. Sisters fight and make up eventually. That's how it's been between the two of us. But anyways, yeah. My life kinda sucks right now. :/
 
Sighhhh there are so many shirts on etsy nowadays that are so sus, like why are there multiple shops selling the same design and where are they getting them from not to mention all the things that look like you know what, if I was selling merch with my designs I would put “HUMAN MADE” in the description and put art process pics, ofc people can lie about that but not putting it in the description adds to my suspicion. Not that artists should have to even do that though because this **** is so stupid and shouldn’t exist!!
 
of course i sent in my joycons to be repaired, forgetting that deltarune chapters 3 and 4 were going to release soon. it's been a week since nintendo received the package, and it's so hard to wait. hopefully they get shipped before my sister goes back to her apartment, because i like watching her play it lol
my joycon drift was so bad that it probably wouldn't have been playable anyway but i digress-
 
Even though I eat well, exercise, and am at a healthy weight for my height, sometimes I worry I’m too big for guy. It’s weird because I like big guys, but kinda not because of how society has brainwashed us women.
 
My combact flash card arrived just moments ago, I put it in my camera and it's saying error and i have no idea what to do.
I messaged the people who sent me the card, because, there must be some reason it's saying error; not like wasing money on something that won't work :/
Today has gone too quick, and I don't feel comfortable doing anything. :/
 
PMSing sucks. My mood has slowly been picking up again, but now I’m feeling really angry again about a lot of things that I’m trying to just ignore and let go. I want to talk to someone about one of the things but I’ve bothered them enough and honestly, thinking about it and something else that didn’t get the response I was hoping for, just makes me feel more mentally tired and stressed and I really can’t take anymore even though my stress level feels significantly better than it was a few weeks or so ago. I hope things go back to normal soon; that might help lift some of the weight that has been hurting me.

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