So far, these past few days have been nothing but worry and hopelessness. I feel like there's no ****ing hope for me in this world. And before anyone asks, yes, I'm in therapy. I'm also currently working on trying to pass my driver's permit test so I could get my license and car. Thankfully, I know how to drive, but the permit test (and tests in general) scare the living **** out of me). Not to mention I'm stressing out about finding an apartment for me to live in by myself (I'm mostly concerned about how much I'd have to pay for rent each month). I'm also thinking about going back to college, but I'm so ****ing worried about college, from the costs to what I wanna major in. Now I have even MORE to worry about! Will this **** ever end?!
So my sister got our mom in jail and pressed charges against her for something she didn't even do. My mom was just trying to my little sister (not the same sister btw) to come home because she's been really worried about her. She's been staying at my mom's friends house for these past few days, and my mom was missing her so badly.
My sister then proceeded to attack our mom and then she had the audacity to call the cops on her and get her arrested! Now our mom's sitting in jail on a $5,000 cash only bond, all over some bull****! I'm not sure when she'll get out of jail, tho. I was so pissed off at my sister, that I went off on her while I was texting her, calling her a stupid ****ing ***** and telling her that I hope she rots behind bars. I know she's my sister, but we're sisters. Sisters fight and make up eventually. That's how it's been between the two of us. But anyways, yeah. My life kinda sucks right now. :/