What's Bothering You?

my pc is busted lol. i had a blue screen issue a month or so ago that i thought was fixed, but it reappeared today and just kept happening. now my pc won't even boot up lmao, it just turns on to a black screen with a white dash and doesn't get any further no matter how many times i restart the tower. it's not even two years old, so this is really annoying for how much it cost. i can't even try dusting it out because most of the components are under a screwed in panel i couldn't remove last time. i sent a message to tech support of the supplier i bought it from, because i think it has a three year warranty, but god knows what they're going to say, and there's some files from the last week or so that i hadn't backed up yet so that really blows.
 
i have to go to the job centre in southend to see about my money.... 😑😑😑😑

we have to leave at 3.00pm... it's a hour later, the thing, mum says...
& mum's being pushy about it 😠 i'm ticked off 😫
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edit at 9:07 pm: i feel better now, though :>
Job centres are such a pain! I’m glad I’ll be working soon so I never have to go back! Then really don’t actually help in anyway and make it so hard to get an income that’s bellow livable
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Finn’s health has been declining since February. It seems what he has is more neurological. Lots of spinning around (dizzy) and whining in pain. I’ve mourned the dog he was, because I know this isn’t is real self, but it’s hard to see him like this. 😢
Poor thing! Having anything happen to fur babies is such a difficult situation 😔 I hope he can be as comfortable as possible
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I’m still dealing with depression.
Depression is a *****, I’m sorry it sucks and know it’s ok to take time and to feel like ****. You don’t have to be better immediately and you can take the time and rest you need. Try to take it very slow and do the bare minimum of self care in the meantime ♥️ hope you feel a little less **** soon
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I got diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and it’s sinking in that this is my life now.
 
Every day when I open up the Spotify app on my phone, the home page is always filled with junk and shirty music that I have no interest in listening to. I hate that they’re shoving music recommendations at me. I already pay for premium. Save all of this bull for free users. This is garbage.
 
I feel like I’m growing more distant from everyone I know. I have little interest in seeing family, co-workers or the friends that have long since abandoned me. I’m relying more on chatting with internet users, but even then I’m still suffering from high social anxiety and running into mental roadblocks if activity is low and can’t think of anything else to be more social in. I really don’t have any motivation to step out of my comfort zone, so I’m constantly stuck in a cycle I can’t get myself out of.

I’ve went back to using a dating app, but I know for a fact I’m not going to get good results. I’m simply a failure and going to remain that way.
 
I feel like I’m growing more distant from everyone I know. I have little interest in seeing family, co-workers or the friends that have long since abandoned me. I’m relying more on chatting with internet users, but even then I’m still suffering from high social anxiety and running into mental roadblocks if activity is low and can’t think of anything else to be more social in. I really don’t have any motivation to step out of my comfort zone, so I’m constantly stuck in a cycle I can’t get myself out of.

I’ve went back to using a dating app, but I know for a fact I’m not going to get good results. I’m simply a failure and going to remain that way.
This is such a mood I’m sorry your going through it right now, socialising is hard your not a failure and I know we don’t k ow each other but you seem pretty cool and funny! If you ever want a mate to chat to feel free to message ♥️
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I’m going to be leaving the forums permanently but I know it’s for the best.
I’m sorry to see you go I’m glad it’s for the best and I hope life treats you well 🫂
 
R.I.P. Finn. 😢 🐶I’m going to miss hearing those grumbles and feeling you in my lap. It’s going to be hard to see the toys lying around, and you not playing with them.
He was so feisty and social around the other dogs we passed— even the Shih Tzu owner who wanted us to breed him with hers.
The past few weeks were especially difficult, but he was still as tough and stubborn as ever.
I miss him and hope he is finally at peace.
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My best friend missed my birthday again; I knew this was going to happen but it still hurts.. I’m doing my best not to focus on that.

Had a hard time today with ny depression even though there were plenty of things that made me happy.

Depression really sucks.

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I'm so done with this SAG strike stuff. It's become a confusing jumbled mess of people screaming @ one another. I don't know who to believe. I just want VAs to get paid.
 
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Spotify is so stupid.

When I opened it up this morning, I see a bunch of recommendations for ‘More Like Nirvana’ and ‘Because You Liked Nirvana’. Um, hello? I haven’t actively listened to Nirvana since mid March. I’m listening to other bands now. Get with the times.

I really hate these dumb algorithms. They’re really clueless. I wish the home page was customizable. Or at least let my library be the first thing I see when I open up the app.
 
well i have a D in math. i had a 63% and i thought maybe the ungraded work would bring my grade up but it did not. i did the calculations myself based on the grading criteria and i thought i would have had at least a 71% which is a C, i still don’t understand the grading just because homework is half the weight of a test and i did well on all those. this is all because i did bad on past tests and got a 63% on final, this was a general requirement but i also have to do another math next semester anyway so that’ll satisfy it.

this is kind of stupid but i’m worried that internships or a future employer might look at my transcript, see one D and choose not to hire. this is also ultra dumb because im minoring in CS 😭
 
I'm out of dry kitten food. 😬

I feel awful. Usually a bag does the entire month until the next subscribe and save comes (due in 5 days). Turned my house upside down trying to find the 400g bag of a high quality dry food I was gifted, but it's evading me.

Luckily there was enough in the auto feeder left to do breakfast. Hoping I can find something suitable in town given Delta's stomach issues. We've a lot of wet food so they won't starve if I need to order online for next day delivery. But I still feel terrible for not noticing the bag had been finished the last time the feeder was refilled.
 
I have a swollen neck lymph node that hurts. It feels like a bruise. It's a little lump right now because it is so swollen. It has always been larger than it should be and was biopsied years ago as a result. I assume it is swollen right now from allergies and being in a flare this week.
 
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