What's Bothering You?

Former President Joe Biden has been diagnosed with an aggressive form of prostate cancer. While some people are wishing Biden the best with his treatment, others are being really insensitive about it, from people saying he deserved to get cancer to people wishing Trump was the one who got cancer.

Cancer is very serious and life-threatening, and people die from cancer everyday. I don't care who has cancer, wishing cancer on someone you politically disagree with makes you a ****ty person. Cancer is one thing I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.
 
Today, I held open the door for someone who had their hands full with bags. I like doing these kind gestures for people. They always say thank you to me. But this person, who clearly couldn’t open the door by themselves, didn’t even bother to thank me, let alone acknowledge my existence. They did notice me at first, but they just didn’t care.

Some people are just selfish jerks. It’s really sad. The whole thing made me feel invisible and angry.

Also: Too many people lack empathy these days. I’m one of the few people who has empathy. It’s really sad. I hate it when people feel the need to do bad things and be mean to make themselves feel better. It’s really forked up. I also wish people would stop hating other people and not be racist or discriminative. People are people, and nobody should judge them based on their race. It’s really sad that the world is full of hateful and careless people. The world needs more kindness and peace. People going to war and killing each other isn’t right. Violence isn’t the answer. I also hate it when people go on rants about their hatred for certain groups of people. Whether it’s irl or online. It’s not right.

Back in February, someone online told me that me having empathy is good, and that I should hold on to it. They also said that too many people lack it these days.
I’ll definitely hold onto my empathy.
 
Today, I held open the door for someone who had their hands full with bags. I like doing these kind gestures for people. They always say thank you to me. But this person, who clearly couldn’t open the door by themselves, didn’t even bother to thank me, let alone acknowledge my existence. They did notice me at first, but they just didn’t care.

Some people are just selfish jerks. It’s really sad. The whole thing made me feel invisible and angry

side note: I have selective mutism and sometimes can’t speak to people, even when I want to. It’s happened in these situations with people holding doors open and I feel so bad when I can’t thank them. Not saying this is what happened to you, but just thought I’d offer that perspective. Perhaps they did appreciate it.
 
I don't know why I haven't switched to a different music platform because Spotify is so ****ing annoying. The desktop version is fine which is what I mainly use, but the mobile version ****ing sucks. So many basic features are blacklisted, there's too many ads, and the app doesn't work half the time. It's like they want to make the user experience as horrible and frustrating as possible.

I got Spotify Premium, but now it's not working on my laptop??? Whenever I click on a song, I get the "Spotify can't play this right now" popup and it loops through a bunch of songs without playing any of them. What the hell? I never had this issue until now. I'm ****ing livid. I should switch to YouTube Music because Spotify isn't worth wasting your money on for such a ****ty music streaming service.
 
Some things are best left unsaid. Have a little rant by yourself, sigh, and consider how much water you drank today and if you are hungry at all. Sometimes a nap too x D.
 
I can't remove the stupid dumb canvas on my playlist on Spotify. It's so annoying. I hate the video playback canvases. It's a useless stupid feature that nobody asked for. I HATE IT SO MUCH.

On a side note, I finally figured out on how to turn the stupid canvases off in general. Excluding playlists. Yay!

I also wish that I could stop Spotify from reccomending random bull to me. Like, just let me listen to what I want to listen to! Don't tell me how to live my life! The algorithms on Spotify just narrow you down further and further. THEY ARE PURE EVIL.

Spotify is decent, and I enjoy using it to listen to music. But there are some features on there that are completely unnecessary and downright stupid.
 
Suppose to have someone check our electrics today, between 12pm and 5pm and they haven't shown up yet.
Despite them saying it would take the guy three hours to do it but it's nearly 4pm! Suppose to get someone to ring back but nothing yet, and I can't relax until after 5pm 😰

Wasted a whole day not being able to get stuff done.
 
my pc is busted lol. i had a blue screen issue a month or so ago that i thought was fixed, but it reappeared today and just kept happening. now my pc won't even boot up lmao, it just turns on to a black screen with a white dash and doesn't get any further no matter how many times i restart the tower. it's not even two years old, so this is really annoying for how much it cost. i can't even try dusting it out because most of the components are under a screwed in panel i couldn't remove last time. i sent a message to tech support of the supplier i bought it from, because i think it has a three year warranty, but god knows what they're going to say, and there's some files from the last week or so that i hadn't backed up yet so that really blows.
 
i have to go to the job centre in southend to see about my money.... 😑😑😑😑

we have to leave at 3.00pm... it's a hour later, the thing, mum says...
& mum's being pushy about it 😠 i'm ticked off 😫
😓


edit at 9:07 pm: i feel better now, though :>
Job centres are such a pain! I’m glad I’ll be working soon so I never have to go back! Then really don’t actually help in anyway and make it so hard to get an income that’s bellow livable
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Finn’s health has been declining since February. It seems what he has is more neurological. Lots of spinning around (dizzy) and whining in pain. I’ve mourned the dog he was, because I know this isn’t is real self, but it’s hard to see him like this. 😢
Poor thing! Having anything happen to fur babies is such a difficult situation 😔 I hope he can be as comfortable as possible
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I’m still dealing with depression.
Depression is a *****, I’m sorry it sucks and know it’s ok to take time and to feel like ****. You don’t have to be better immediately and you can take the time and rest you need. Try to take it very slow and do the bare minimum of self care in the meantime ♥️ hope you feel a little less **** soon
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I got diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and it’s sinking in that this is my life now.
 
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