My white cat Bell, has been getting and feeling more older recently. Less heavy then she used to be, you can feel her bones a bit more; but I am trying not to think there's anything inside that's wrong. That it is just my cat getting older.
She is still eating, not much, but she never actually eat that much normally anyways. I just don't wanna spiral into worry and fear.
Doesn't help that I just woken up from a dream, focusing on all my cats, even my two who passed were there, but we were like all in the living room, trying to keep them company as they were dying or something like that? Not a fun dream.
Bell still plays, we played with a ribbon last night, so I think things are fine, it's just that shes getting older; but I just hate my head trying to think there could be more.
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Seperate issue, but it's my coworker's last day today, and I just fear and worry what my boss's plan is for who takes his hours; and just hope she doesn't expect me to do more, because I just won't.
I would help this coworker on Thursdays afternoon, but now I dunno who I'll be working with, and if it's the boss, then I am screwed because she just sits there and does nothing.
This one time, in the morning, I was helping her with orders before I leave.
I had knocked the lil box of pennies (cause she never gets cash, so we have no change but pennies) on the ground, I was gonna pick them up but then there was coffee to make. So I thought, alright, I told the boss I'll do the coffee, and I expected while I did that, she would pick the money off the floor. But when I was done with the coffees, I saw she hasn't done a thing!!
Like how lazy can you be? I had to pick it up, she wasnt doing anything! That's why I am worried.
I hope they made it safely or, better yet, decided to turn around and stay put.
