What's Bothering You?

My white cat Bell, has been getting and feeling more older recently. Less heavy then she used to be, you can feel her bones a bit more; but I am trying not to think there's anything inside that's wrong. That it is just my cat getting older.
She is still eating, not much, but she never actually eat that much normally anyways. I just don't wanna spiral into worry and fear.

Doesn't help that I just woken up from a dream, focusing on all my cats, even my two who passed were there, but we were like all in the living room, trying to keep them company as they were dying or something like that? Not a fun dream.

Bell still plays, we played with a ribbon last night, so I think things are fine, it's just that shes getting older; but I just hate my head trying to think there could be more.

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Seperate issue, but it's my coworker's last day today, and I just fear and worry what my boss's plan is for who takes his hours; and just hope she doesn't expect me to do more, because I just won't.
I would help this coworker on Thursdays afternoon, but now I dunno who I'll be working with, and if it's the boss, then I am screwed because she just sits there and does nothing.

This one time, in the morning, I was helping her with orders before I leave.
I had knocked the lil box of pennies (cause she never gets cash, so we have no change but pennies) on the ground, I was gonna pick them up but then there was coffee to make. So I thought, alright, I told the boss I'll do the coffee, and I expected while I did that, she would pick the money off the floor. But when I was done with the coffees, I saw she hasn't done a thing!!
Like how lazy can you be? I had to pick it up, she wasnt doing anything! That's why I am worried.
 
The Real ID stuff is so complicated…. My mom is trying to get hers, but they said her birth certificate was a “pocket” one, though it’s the only one she’s ever had. Her marriage license is also apparently a “cerificate” so now she has to go find the license at the courthouse.

So any birth certificate would be out of state, and she is trying to get it from the state before the deadline. I also have to work on getting mine. It seems frustrating.
 
The only reason I have Discord is to communicate with friends, but I haven’t actually used it that much. My phone is pretty limited with the apps because I prefer a minimalistic look, so I’d rather not have it displayed if I’m not using it.

I’m in a server for a fandom but I’m not really vibing with it? I actually vibe a lot more with the Twitter/X side of it, which I’m a lot more active in. I share a lot of views and just have more in common with the latter.

Right now, Discord is just sitting on my phone screen without much use. I planned on using it for friends, and even at one point decided to search up servers to join specifically for making friends, but nothing came out of it. It seems like nobody is really serious in these groups.

I suppose I kept the app in hopes I’ll make friends to communicate with someday, but that day hasn’t come yet.
 
Love coming to work and finding out the WiFi isn't working meaning the till is not working. 😨
And doesn't help we don't have a normal float, so we have no change so if they did have some cash on hand we don't have any!!!!
 
I got my computer back from repairs today and not one minute in, my mom decided to make the quip of "What if it needs to go back (for repairs)?" Gee, thanks mom.🙄
 
my cat's dead... he was just a baby. i don't even know what happened. i don't know if i want to.
I'm so sorry

I saw that Jiggly Caliente passed away this morning. 💔 I know she was going through some health problems, but I didn’t expect her to leave us so soon. She was so funny!
I saw this! So sad, she was way too young.
 
My body thought that four hours of sleep was sufficient enough for a long day of work. Now, I’m sure that I’m going to crash by mid-morning.🫠
 
Still torn about a second Breath of the Wild playthrough. Should I do it? (After A Link Between Worlds. Obviously.) Person vs Self situation.
 
I’ve gotten to the point that if I see Coke bottles at work with my deadname on it I’ll face it away from me. My grandma left me a voicemail using it. I don’t even listen to voicemails, but it appeared on my phone following the missed call.

Also, I’m in full belief that using someone’s deadname and/or misgendering them as punishment or when you’re upset is absolutely not okay.
 
It has been over a week since my interview and I've heard nothing so far so I'm overthinking. 😬

I know it's normal for things to move slowly in this industry (I've waited 3-4 weeks before receiving an offer twice before) and that this company is not afraid to tell you they've rejected you. The portal says my application is still in progress.

I'd just like my brain to shut up and wait patiently for the verdict please.
 
I've asked my boss to switch one of my days twice already. No issue. I needed to do it again, even found someone to cover the shift I was already scheduled for.....and no response. It has been 24 hours. Neither of the bosses nor the manager has responded. I'm anxious, I'm frustrated.
 
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