What's Bothering You?

being able to plan out a few different meals for the week using mostly the same ingredients helps me a lot! so if I need to buy a whole english cucumber, I'll have a few things cucumber could go in or with! also most produce you can get individually, and its also really cheap when bought in one person quantities.
for sure , apples was probably a bad example since u can buy them individually !! but there are just certain items that it seems impossible for.. like crumpets for example.. there's just no way of buying a single crumpet 🥺when I lived with my family I didn't have to worry as I know someone else would eat the rest

sry I know it's peak petty hahah
 
Found two large bruises and scratches on my leg. They're not painful at least. Must be from having had to restrain a flailing 70 pound dog at work :") (he was a good boy as long as you weren't the doctor)
 
I’m just in deep thought tonight about how I really don’t have any close friends. I was only ever super close with three people off the top of my head, and I don’t talk with either of them anymore. We didn’t end things in bad terms; we just…stopped talking.

I sometimes get the urge to message the girl I was closest to. We talked almost daily and had deep conversations with each other. I used to have her phone number, but mine changed and we had already stopped talking by that time. She had a girlfriend at the time and went off to college, and our communication dwindled because of it.

I didn’t exactly end communication either. She sort of just fell off the face of the earth? I can’t help but wonder what actually happened. We were best friends for years, and it’s been almost a decade since we last spoke. I have her full name, though, so I could always reach out?

I lowkey wish I had that again.
 
this is SO minor but it's so annoying/depressing grocery shopping when you live alone lol, like I haven't bought a loaf of bread in like 2 years because I'm never gonna eat a loaf of bread before it expires, even just buying some apples is a risk

I was rly craving pitta tonight and now I'm forced into it for the next week
I freeze my bread.

I've been wanting a French artbook.
 
I'm so mad with my sister, it's the weekend, the only time I can have a lie in but no.
For nearly two hours she's been calling in the early morning because she wanted to talk to my mum.

Now, technically I could message and say mum is at work this morning -she didn't want to be but was asked- and that it's the morning and I want to sleep.
But its like she's never cared that I want to have a lie in despite normally having to wake up at 5/6am for work.
And if I did show that I was then awake, she would still try and call and I just woke up and would get a more irritated conversation out of me def since I don't know what to say because I WANTED SLEEP.

I've been trying to get back to sleep but I just can't so now I'm not in the best of moods.

And it's not like she's gonna like my message when I message her back in a few hours to say, I was asleep ad mum was out.
Because she just messaged me saying how I am the point of contact fir her and thanks for nothing.
She lives in another country and should remember the timezones by now.
 
I need a new support worker because mine lied to me about something.

Edit: When I try to visit here or make little posts lately I just feel like I’m trying to capture something that isn’t there for me anymore.

Edit2: ALSO MY IPAD CHARGER ISNT WORKING PROPERLY. despite my tone on this forum recently im doing relatively well, but this genuinely sucks ):
 
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My groceries were booked for an 8-9pm slot. The ETA was 8pm.

When I looked at 8:40pm, it said the driver had arrived.

9pm passes... come 10pm the order status changes to "we are running late but we are on the way."

11:15pm: "it's unlikely we'll get to you now, someone should have been in touch."

They most certainly have not. And I've just wasted my evening!
 
My groceries were booked for an 8-9pm slot. The ETA was 8pm.

When I looked at 8:40pm, it said the driver had arrived.

9pm passes... come 10pm the order status changes to "we are running late but we are on the way."

11:15pm: "it's unlikely we'll get to you now, someone should have been in touch."

They most certainly have not. And I've just wasted my evening!
I woke-up at 7:15am, checked the website, and it now claims my order was delivered. 😡

The customer service line isn't open yet so I'm just sat here fuming about a missing £100+ order. I've looked at their available slots for today and there aren't any until evening, so even if I can get it delivered today it looks unlikely I'm going to be able to get my batch-cooking for the week done. Agh.

Update: I was able to speak to someone when the lines opened. Instead of arranging delivery they cancelled and refunded my order. So I'm off to the shop in 2hrs. Cancelled my fun plans for today to replace with adulting. :rolleyes:
 
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Today is one of those days where everything that can go wrong has. My grocery trip lasted x3 as long as expected and cost me double in travel than it should have. With other issues cropping up along the way. I'll spare the essay.

So in a rotten mood, I decide to treat myself to a grande matcha frappe from Starbucks. I don't think I've had one in three years. And they get my order wrong. With everything else that went wrong today I feel like I should have expected it. Normally I wouldn't complain at a wrong order if I don't dislike the food/drink but it was such an awful morning and that was supposed to be my treat to cheer myself up. Thankfully they then made the correct drink for me with no fuss, but I felt bad pointing out the mistake. I was polite about it but still feel bad. 🥲
 
Mention of violent incident

A terrible day in Vancouver. Something horrible happened at the Filipino festival last night. I'm not opening Instagram or Twitter cause people insist on sharing videos. I almost saw the video last night on Twitter, makes me feel sick for those innocent people.
 
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