What's Bothering You?

My period decided to start at 2 in the morning 😃(y)

"But pottercrossing, why were you up at 2 in the morning in the first place?"

Because I was finishing The Burning Maze. Those last 100-ish pages have damaged me in ways I did NOT think they would. Speaking of burning, it's been 30+ degrees for the past week and it won't be cooling down until Thursday/Friday. And to make matters worse, we only get about 2 days of relatively cool weather before the heat supposedly starts back up next Sunday.

Yes I am Canadian, no I never get used to the summer heat. I'll still take it over 6-8 month winter any day though.
 
My period decided to start at 2 in the morning 😃(y)

"But pottercrossing, why were you up at 2 in the morning in the first place?"

Because I was finishing The Burning Maze. Those last 100-ish pages have damaged me in ways I did NOT think they would. Speaking of burning, it's been 30+ degrees for the past week and it won't be cooling down until Thursday/Friday. And to make matters worse, we only get about 2 days of relatively cool weather before the heat supposedly starts back up next Sunday.

Yes I am Canadian, no I never get used to the summer heat. I'll still take it over 6-8 month winter any day though.

You never answered the mystery! Was it because of the book? The temperature? Or ist it because you are Canadian???

Why did it start at 2am?!?! The suspense is killing me...
 
does anyone else hate windows movie maker now? 😠

cause i do... soooo so much 😫 😫 😫 cause even though i haven't used it in a long time, it's still freezing on me from time to time... & i hate it....:cautious::cautious: 😖😖😖😫
......
i'm gonna use lightworks from now on whenever i'm making a amv, i think....
after i fix the ones that i can fix...
 
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I’m so depressed. I keep having dreams that remind me of something that I don’t want to think about or remember. I’m really lonely too.
I keep having reoccurring dreams about something I hate doing too, and i'm also lonely.

My period decided to start at 2 in the morning 😃(y)
Mine started this morning too. UGH! I feel gross!


Anyway, I am no longer part of the 1% who likes Sonic Forces. I'm trying to beat stage 25 (Imperial Tower) but I can't. I just can't. The music in the level was a reason I was looking forward to it too. Now the thought of it is soiled thanks to bad jumping physics and the freak laser that comes from no-where.
 
Understood, it's not pleasant to have a bite mark on your arm (in my case) for no particular reason.

I sometimes wonder if biters are descendants of cannibals. Probably not, but who knows?
I happened to see her today. She vaguely remembered doing it and felt bad when she saw the damage. 😂

That's a very interesting theory. 🤔
 
My damn sleep schedule. I know I keep whining about it, but I swear it keeps getting worse. It's gotten to a point where I go to bed at 5-8 AM on average... I also get in this weird cycle where I feel tired when I'm on my phone, but feel restless and unable to sleep when I put it away. :\ I'm so hyperactive at night that it's making it even harder to sleep.

Anyway, I've been more tired than usual and my neck is still hurting from last night (headbanging, lol). My brother and I have even more cleaning to do since we have family over, and it's starting to get exhausting. These are trivial bothers, yes, but having them all accumulated in one day just feeds into my frustration.
 
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I fell asleep and i had another dream about my best friend. I was feeling hopeless and sad in my dream and I feel even worse now and really sad. I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I wish i could wake up from this and everything be a bad dream and not had happened

also my mom is making me vote; she said if i want to keep living here she wants me to vote. i hate this. none of our candidates appeal to me; none are going to change our foreign policy or our behavior in the world, none are going to stand up to certain interest groups that don’t let certain bills pass that should pass but don’t.
 
I also get in this weird cycle where I feel tired when I'm on my phone, but feel restless and unable to sleep when I put it away. :\ I'm so hyperactive at night that it's making it even harder to sleep.

"They" say that bright lights and stimulation right before bed, like being on your phone or watching TV for example, can make you restless and hard to fall asleep. I am not an expert, but it sounds like it might be a possibility for you, since you feel tired while on your phone but can't fall asleep right after?

Or maybe it's something else, who knows. But it might be worth a try to stay off of your phone for a bit before trying to sleep?
 
It's going to be a long day.

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It's going to be a long day.

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Happier follow up: managed to get a short course of sedatives from the pharmacist after explaining I've not been sleeping for almost three weeks.

And my boss let me book this afternoon and tomorrow off so I could get try and get some rest. Thankfully timed well with the construction workers putting down new lino outside my office.
 
i got banned again on ''withthewill'' forum... (which is a digimon forum)

for complaining to a staff member....

i don't care... but it's getting lifted on the 28th...


i'm not posting on there anymore, ... i'll look... but i'm not posting anymore.... at least i don't think so :cautious: i don't care anymore right now....
i'm mad about it but not too mad:cautious:


...
i gotta take my mind off it....

edit at 12:50 pm on 24/7/24 - i don't go on there often anyway... but that's not the point....
 
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