What's Bothering You?

I already have another job (I had two jobs), and I have another interview lined up for Thursday. I'm hoping that one goes well since it was a company I was previously employed with. It was one of the few I didn't leave on bad terms.

As I have another job, the one I mentioned in my last post becomes less important to me.
 
I really wanted to go out today and see if we could pass by some poke stops on the way to grocery shopping but we didn’t go since i said no when my mom asked if i still wanted to go. i was sleeping when she woke me up and whenever someone talks to me when i’m sleeping i wake up with a small panic attack.

still feeling pretty depressed today. i have to take my medicine still, so that should help, but it doesn’t get rid of the thoughts and reminders that are making triggering me obviously :/
 
When my dad is in a good mood, I'm usually cranky. Meanwhile, when I'm in a good mood, he's cranky.

My mom is still out-of-town, and I was forced to reschedule my first therapist appointment to an unknown future date due to a work conflict that never happened. I don't know how long I can take this ridiculousness anymore.
 
Crochet patterns are so hard to follow.. especially written ones. What does a sl st in ch 2 even MEAN?! And the video tutorials are mostly always useless because 1. left handed crocheter here AND 2. their hands are covering up what they’re trying to show me ANYWAYS!

I’m so frustrated. I’ve been practicing for hours and despite being decent at it.. I feel like I’ll never improve!! I want to cry 😭
 
Have to go to UC tomorrow in person because they couldn't verify my identity when I was applying for it 🫠
To verify they wanted two out of three options: passport, car licence or credit card. I only had one.

Literally annoyed about all this. Omg.
Hopefully those jobs I applied for will lead to something 👏
Update~! They decided to suddenly change it for next week omg
not like i need help or anything 🙃
 
Going to meet and visit a longtime Internet friend for the first time in a few days. I'm looking forward to it but have pre-trip anxiety. I just hope everything goes smoothly with the airports.
 
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I like helping people, but the worst part about it is my anxiety. I type out some advice, send it, and a few hours later I begin pondering about whether it really was helpful or not. And then I feel like I might have said something unnecessary and I mentally hit myself because of it T^T
 
I'm nervous for this job interview I have tomorrow over the phone. I've previously worked for this exact company and was already hired once. I'm hoping I can do this again. I was hired someplace else almost two weeks ago but I haven't heard back from them about a schedule yet, and my other job is either scheduling me for fifteen minutes a week or not at all.

This job market is trash.
 
Me and my mom had a massive fallout. Ever since I spoke about what happened to the family she was angry with me. Telling me how I "broke her trust" and how I "screwed up her life" all because I wanted to explain why I haven't been speaking. I only spoke about it because I didn't want to be shamed on for not speaking up.
 
Not me related, but our poor dog. She's completely terrified of storms and loud noises. She goes into a trance when she hears thunder.

We've tried everything. Anxiety medicine from the vet, blanketing her, giving her food.

Nothing seems to help. I know that dogs are emotional but I've never seen one have a panic attack.

(As of now the storm has stopped and she's on the floor covering her face).


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(marked out the phone number on her collar, hence the black scribbles).
 
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