You're still very young and you've so much ahead of you. If you don't like how you've chosen to spend your time so far, take these feelings as the motivation to change your life. Have a think about what you want your life to look like, figure out what path will take you there, and put it in motion. Easier said than done, of course, this is a process that can take a long time - but it will be worth it.
What's Bothering You?
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TSA confiscated a $50 hand cream off my mom (she wasn’t even flying, but she works on the “other side” of the airport so she has to go through everyday she works) but apparently they can bring their own drinks across. What a double standard. I know this for a fact because I worked at the Airport as well, at the convenience store by baggage claim. (Note: My store was at the entrance, so they haven’t yet crossed themselves) TSA Agents came in all the time and bought coffees and bottles of soda/water right before their shift started. I guess rules don’t apply to them?
Just be consistent.
Just be consistent.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
idk I feel like I'm okay but I also just having a bad looming feeling. I feel so tired and overwhelmed and exhausted, and the feeling is relentless. I've been on the verge of tears nearly nonstop for about 3 days now. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of my life. 
edit: I need to give some context. my friend lost both of her parents by the time she was 15, and I've been hanging out w her a lot lately and I tend to feel others' pain very strongly so I feel an immense amount of pain for her. her parents are gone, I can't imagine how much she's been through and is still going through. she's an incredibly strong person for making it this far and I'm grateful that she's still alive.
I've also been thinking abt my grandpa a lot today, and the fact that he's gone forever. I know he was difficult to deal with and had a lot of issues with his treatment of some family, but visiting him was always one of the highlights of my childhood. and I'll never be able to get that back.
it's just a lot of sadness and turmoil for me to handle, and I get overwhelmed/stressed so easily being autistic. I'm just really struggling to cope right now. I'll keep spending the evening doing my drawings and watching tv, I'll just have to make it to tomorrow morning when I can talk to my therapist/psychiatrist.
edit: I need to give some context. my friend lost both of her parents by the time she was 15, and I've been hanging out w her a lot lately and I tend to feel others' pain very strongly so I feel an immense amount of pain for her. her parents are gone, I can't imagine how much she's been through and is still going through. she's an incredibly strong person for making it this far and I'm grateful that she's still alive.
I've also been thinking abt my grandpa a lot today, and the fact that he's gone forever. I know he was difficult to deal with and had a lot of issues with his treatment of some family, but visiting him was always one of the highlights of my childhood. and I'll never be able to get that back.
it's just a lot of sadness and turmoil for me to handle, and I get overwhelmed/stressed so easily being autistic. I'm just really struggling to cope right now. I'll keep spending the evening doing my drawings and watching tv, I'll just have to make it to tomorrow morning when I can talk to my therapist/psychiatrist.
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ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I feel like I wasted my weekend again. I mean, I took a shower like I wanted, but that's about the only productive thing I've done. I didn't do my homework because I'm overwhelmed with how much I have, and I didn't make progress on my fic today when I just wanna get it done.
Hell, I didn't even do my laundry properly - I left my clothes in the washer for over a day and I thought they smelled fine, so I threw the clothes into the dryer. Well, now they smell bad and I'm gonna have to re-wash everything again.
Aside from that, I'm contemplating ending a friendship with one of my online 'friends'. I've talked about them a few times here on TBT because of the problematic things they said and did regarding me, but I can't bring myself to do anything about it. And with me getting frustrated with my family, I did not have the best weekend, to say the least.
Oh, and I'm sick as well. Nothing too serious and my only symptoms so far are a runny nose and headache, but it still sucks.
Hell, I didn't even do my laundry properly - I left my clothes in the washer for over a day and I thought they smelled fine, so I threw the clothes into the dryer. Well, now they smell bad and I'm gonna have to re-wash everything again.
Aside from that, I'm contemplating ending a friendship with one of my online 'friends'. I've talked about them a few times here on TBT because of the problematic things they said and did regarding me, but I can't bring myself to do anything about it. And with me getting frustrated with my family, I did not have the best weekend, to say the least.
Oh, and I'm sick as well. Nothing too serious and my only symptoms so far are a runny nose and headache, but it still sucks.
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I’m getting surgery soon so they can remove a tumor from my parathyroid. It’s apparently the cause of the hypercalcemia I’ve had for a few years. I’m more bothered by having to wait for the surgery rather than the surgery itself. Having to go to the bathroom constantly is tiring and the feelings of lethargy are getting worse.
Foreverfox
✨💖glow & shine💖✨
Nicholas has strep and will be finishing his antibiotics only three days before having back surgery. 
I just don’t care about a lot of the things that used to motivate me right now. I don’t even mean things like hobbies or interests like art but some of the values I used to have because they seem hopeless and when I do make progress I still feel hopeless and like I can’t be satisfied.
As long as I have my boyfriend I’m at least doing ok for now. I didn’t want to become codependent on someone, but he’s the only person I feel deeply connected to, and as I am rn I still feel pretty connected to a bunch of media/characters etc. but it isn’t enough. I’m absolutely tired of this feeling that everything isn’t enough.
As long as I have my boyfriend I’m at least doing ok for now. I didn’t want to become codependent on someone, but he’s the only person I feel deeply connected to, and as I am rn I still feel pretty connected to a bunch of media/characters etc. but it isn’t enough. I’m absolutely tired of this feeling that everything isn’t enough.
I feel that sometimes. I really didn't utilize my weekend all that well. It was like the first weekend I've had both days off in a row and I just didn't really get into much at all lol. You'd think I would want to considering I often only get one day off. It didn't help that it was in the singles and really cold so I couldn't do much outside.
I hope you feel better and get rid of your cold! Just keep up with drinking water, it does help.
LuchaSloth
Sloth
Wisdom tooth just chipped while I was eating cereal. - I don't have health insurance.
It didn't hurt, and still doesn't...but I know I should get it checked.
There's a sharp part in there now that I can feel with my tongue. Ugh.
It didn't hurt, and still doesn't...but I know I should get it checked.
There's a sharp part in there now that I can feel with my tongue. Ugh.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
literally told myself a few days ago that I cannot take my Lamotrigine on an empty stomach bc it will make me feel nauseated. well not only did I take it on an empty stomach, but I also decided to do my exercises right afterward!! so understandably I'm feeling pretty stick at the moment 
hopefully this nausea goes away soon so I can actually eat something
hopefully this nausea goes away soon so I can actually eat something
The time change always messes with me so much more than I expect it to. I'm accidentally staying up too late and end up waking up groggy. So I have a headache today. I'm probably going to force myself to get into bed at like 8:30 tonight to fix it. lol
LuchaSloth
Sloth
Well...followup on the tooth situation:
It wasn't a wisdom tooth, it was just one of my molars. (I don't even have wisdom teeth, apparently). - I went to the dentist today and had it pulled. (Not fun). - So, now I'm back home with a sore and swollen face...trying to figure out what I can eat. Also, that cost almost $700 that I really didn't want to spend. So...yeah. Happy days. Lol.
It wasn't a wisdom tooth, it was just one of my molars. (I don't even have wisdom teeth, apparently). - I went to the dentist today and had it pulled. (Not fun). - So, now I'm back home with a sore and swollen face...trying to figure out what I can eat. Also, that cost almost $700 that I really didn't want to spend. So...yeah. Happy days. Lol.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
just spent most of my evening trying to get myself to be mindful and think positively, yet here I sit with no energy or motivation or desire to do anything. it's too early for me to go to bed so idk what to do with myself
edit: nvm, should prob talk to my therapist abt the other thing. I don't want to make anyone feel bad.
edit: nvm, should prob talk to my therapist abt the other thing. I don't want to make anyone feel bad.
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VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
I went for my walk this afternoon and just my luck it started raining. I had to run back home.
That really sucks, I'm sorry. I hate to see that, because you have a unique art style that I really adore!
